Due to the fact that I have received a message stating that I am not allowed to use the lyrics, I've had to re-upload. If you want the full feel of this song go find the lyrics or listen to it. It's a little annoying that I have to take the lyrics down but I don't fancy getting banned. Thanks :)
It's such a lonely life Arthur. Being immortal. I can never find anyone. Not that I would want to. You were the only one for me. Two sides of a coin. I failed you Arthur. I failed our destiny. I know you're out there. I'm not sure 'there' is but you're watching aren't you? The dragon said you would come back at the time of need. So you must be close. You must be watching. Or you're far away because that's what it feels like. It feels like you're so far.
I want you back Arthur. I thought when you said you didn't trust me hurt enough. Now, I would hear that over and over if you were still with me. I would let you call me all the names you want. I just want you back. Please. Please Arthur, come back to me.
The amount of times I've had to move Arthur. If I stay to long people get suspicious. I was sharing a room once and I ended up leaving due to the fact that they were getting suspicious about why I kept yelling "Arthur" in my sleep. I leave alone now. I realised my mistake. I try to keep close to Camelot though. Well where it used to be. Apparently it's all a legend now and no-one knows where it is. No-one, except me. People think I'm crazy if I say I staying near Camelot. How times have changed.
You were all I had. I mean there were others but everyone close to me seemed to die. You were what kept me holding onto the faith that magic could be restored. Now though, it seems to be a naive wish. People don't believe in magic here. They don't believe in dragons and unicorns. Do you remember the unicorn we saw? Well you killed, but still. It came back. I haven't seen anything for centuries. The cup of life has disappeared as well as all the magic.
One thing hasn't changed though. The moon and stars. Okay, that's a lie. I can't see as many stars anymore. Global warming. You wouldn't really understand that. Technology has moved on so much since our days. The leaders don't go out to war, they sit and send others out. Two World Wars have happened and I couldn't do anything. I can't fight with guns, I can barely fight with a sword. It's just bloodshed. There seems to be no peace. The king or queen doesn't lead the country anymore. Now we have a government who make all the decisions. It was strange, but I got used to it. I mean I watched the rise and fall of everyone and everything.
I talk to the moon every day. Hoping, praying that you can hear. Are you on the other side? Have you been watching me? Have you wished you could join me? I wish I could join you. I lived for too long and seen too much. I can't seem to die though. I've tried. I know Arthur, I know you would kill me yourself if you knew but it's so lonely. I hate it.
I'm just a fool though. That's what many people call me. A fool. I'm alone. I'm always alone Arthur. You probably can't even hear me. Would you care? Do you care? I'm trying not to change but it's so hard. You told me never to change but I can't help it. I've seen too much. I've learnt so much. I just want to go and be with you again.
