Hey guys...well this is my first ever attempt at writing anything like this...so apologies if it's not up to the usual standard but I tried my best ^_^

SO read and review please (bear in mind that I may never write again after this :P) No flames please.

Chapter One

Torture.

It's even harder to endure when your tormentor had no idea what he was doing to you. Yami watched as Yugi moved around the kitchen, with an adorable (in his mind anyway) smile of concentration as he cooked their food.

Yami had had his own body for a few months now. After the initial havoc that his decision to stay with his aibou made, things had settled down and he, Yugi and Grandpa were living together quite happily.

That was until he became aware of...feelings. Feelings that he knew he shouldn't be having. But how is he supposed to help them when his aibou was so...

Yami jumped as he heard a clang, he watched as Yugi picked up the pot (that looked like it was probably twice the weight of him) that he had dropped with a look of frustration.

...Cute.

Yamis resolution to not touch his aibou was wearing thin. Knowing that Grandpa was away for the night certainly didn't help his self restraint. The way Yugi moved, his giggle and his smile, radiated innocence, innocence that made Yami want to taint him. Not that he wanted to hurt him, no, he wanted to treasure him, he wanted to hold him and protect him from anything and everything that threatened to hurt him.

"Yami did you hear me?"

"Sorry?" He was adorable when he tried to be angry.

"I said Tea can't come over this evening"

"Oh okay" Like Yami cared.

"I'm sorry, I know it's a disappointment"

Yami laughed to himself and smiled at Yugi "Yugi an evening with just you and me is more than I could ask for" Yami didn't miss the light blush that passed Yugis features before he turned around.

Oh Ra. Yami stood and walked over to Yugi "Is there anything you want me to help you with aibou?"

"No I said I'm nearly done, I'm just finishing off the sauce"

"Oh let me try"

"No Yami don't just..." Yugi trailed off as he watched Yami lean over his shoulder and dip his slender fingers into the sauce in front of him and then lick it off slowly.

"It tastes good aibou"

Yugi licked his lips before he realised it, thankfully Yami missed this and so Yugi just laughed shakily before turning away "I'm glad. Can you excuse me for a bit, just keep an eye on the sauce will you"

"Sure aibou but what..."

Yugi ran before Yami had a chance to finish.

In his room Yugi tried to catch his breath, his breath hitched as visions of Yami, a naked Yami, spun through his mind. Why WHY did he have to be so sexy. Yugi gulped down a glass of water, as if that would help cool him down. Now Yugi isn't accustomed to these kinds of feelings, the way he feels when he sees Yami feel completely different from when he believed himself to be in love with Tea.

Tea.

Tea loved Yami, that much was obvious, and Yugi had been trying his best to get the pair together. Yet Yami was surprisingly stubborn when it came to spending time with anyone when Yugi wasn't included in the activity. Yugi ignored any hope that this may have given him, he couldn't let himself hope for anything from

"Aibou?" Yugi jumped, causing the water he had in his hand to spill over himself.

"Yami!"

"Sorry I was just going to say that the sauce..."

"I know I know I'll be right there" Yugi grumbled as he took off his now wet shirt, he caught Yamis eye as it passed over his head. His stare was intense. Yugi blushed and turned away but froze when he heard Yami mutter quietly "You have to be doing this on purpose Yugi"

"Yami?"

Yugi went to turn only to be stopped by Yami who was now stood behind him. Yugis breath caught in his throat as Yami gently trailed fingers up his arm, a burning trail remaining behind the touch.

"Ya-Yami"

Hot breath was at the nape of his neck, lips pressed against his bare shoulder. Yugi felt himself being turned around and led into a room, then he was falling onto a bed with Yami leaning over him. It was then that the full realisation of where this interaction was going hit Yugi. Yami continued to press kisses onto his forehead, his neck, his shoulders and chest.

"Yami, please"

"Please what?

"Stop" Yugi felt Yami laugh against him. "You want me to stop?"

Yugi couldn't answer as he watched the godlike figure before him take off his shirt, his hair springing back into the original spikes as it passes over his head.

"Yugi?"

Yugi jumped back into reality as Yamis hands began to explore his chest.

"I won't do this" But oh how he wanted to.

"You're not serious" Of course he wasn't.

"I am Yami"

"You can't lie to me aibou" Yugi moaned internally but found the strength to shove Yami away from him.

"No you can't!"

Yami recoiled, hurt, trying to stroke Yugis face only to have his hand slapped away and his chest being shoved as Yugi tried to sit up and run away.

"Aibou..."

"YOU CAN'T"

Yami frowned and grabbed the wrists that were pushing him away and pinned Yugi down keeping his hands by his head. "WHY? Why can't I..."

"It's not right!"

"Why isn't it right?"

Yugi kept struggling to pull out of Yamis grasp, a hopeless attempt but one he couldn't give up on, his heart was beating so fast it hurt. The attempts to get away from him were begin to annoy Yami.

"I'll ask you again aibou, why isn't it right?"

He wasn't prepared to let his little one hide from this any more. If only because he himself wouldn't be able to stand it any more.

"Answer me Yugi!"

"Because I'm not a girl!"

Silence, Yugi stopped struggling, thinking Yami was going to let him go. The dark chuckle let him know that that wasn't going to happen, he felt himself begin to panic when he saw the smirk he knew too well spread across Yamis face. Without breaking eye contact, Yami kept hold of Yugis wrist with one hand whilst the other went below the waistline of Yugis jeans and harshly gripped Yugis manhood making him squeak.

"Do you think I don't know that?"

"Yami...let g-oh"

Slowly Yami had started pumping and squeezing Yugis hardening length. Yugi gasped and squirmed in an attempt to get away from the new sensations that were building up inside of him.

"L-Let go"

"Are you sure you want me to do that little one?"

A particularly hard squeeze threatened Yugis self control, quickly he blurted "I-I just mean that you should be with a, a girl"

Yami stopped and looked down releasing his grip on both Yugis wrists and his member, Yugi panted relieved yet disappointed.

"You mean I should be with Tea"

Yugi froze, scared to see the way Yami was now looking at him, so he covered his eyes with a hand and took a deep breath before he whispered "yes." The silence nearly made him wince, and he still refused to uncover his eyes, which only made it easier to hear the pain in Yamis voice.

"Is that what you want?"

Yugi didn't want to say it, he loved Yami. He wanted to be with him, he wanted to beg him to continue what he was doing before and surrender completely to his touch. Yugi had dreamed of being touched by Yami since before he even had a body, of kissing his lips, stroking his face and of clinging onto him desperately as he took all of Yami inside himself.

But a dream it had to stay.

"...yes..."

Yugi felt the weight of Yami leave the bed, and heard him leave the room. Yugi waited until he thought he heard Yami walk away before he let his tears fall with a heart wrenching sob. Why couldn't he have been born a girl, if that was the only way he would be allowed to love Yami then he'd do it with no hesitation.

Then there was suddenly no chance to cry or to think as he was pinned back down on the bed with Yami hugging him tightly

"If you're going to cry don't tell such stupid lies"

Yugi pushed him as far back as Yami would let him and went to protest but was silenced by Yamis thumb stroking his lips.

"All I want is you"

Yugi stared into the crimson orbs that were filled with love yet containing a glint of possessiveness that sent a shiver down his spine. Yami leant down but Yugi held him back, determined to have his say before he couldn't stop Yami from taking what he wanted.

"We're both men. Do you really want to deal with people hating our relationship, hating us?"

"Yugi as long as you love me, I don't care"

And that was it, Yami tenderly pushed the hair out of Yugis face and claimed his lips in a kiss filled with every feeling they had been hiding for as long as they could remember.

LEMON BEGINNING

Without breaking the kiss Yami laid Yugi down, regretting his rashness from before. He took his time now. Gently he nipped at Yugis bottom lip, forcing his tongue inside Yugis mouth when he gasped with surprise. Yugi gripped Yamis arms as his tongue was teased and tempted. All logical thinking had gone, now there was only their feelings. They were touching, tasting, exploring everywhere they couldn't before.

Yugi wasn't aware of it happening but suddenly he realised that Yami had stopped kissing him and was now staring down at his now naked form.

"Don't stare..."

"Mine" A hand stroked his cheek "You're mine"

Yugi blushed and pulled Yami back down for another kiss, feeling braver and making the decision to taste Yami this time, feeling Yami grin as he attempted to take control. Hands where gripping his ass, teeth were biting his nipples. Sensations were pouring in and Yugi was lacking the ability to fully process them, until he felt a cold, wet finger slide inside him.

Yami felt him tense and immediately set to reassure his little one.

"Calm down, I'll make it as painless as possible"

Yugi looked up at him panting, adjusting to the feeling of having something inside him.

"When did you even get lube?"

Yami smirked "I've always doubted my restraint. I was going to have you sooner or later"

Yugi blushed even more then winces as a second, and then a third finger entered him, stretching him. Combined with the other things Yami was doing to him, pain was being replaced by pleasure. Suddenly a flash of white flashed in front of his eyes as Yami struck a certain part inside him.

Yami grinned "Enjoy that aibou"

Yugi tried (and failed) to glare at the man in front of him, he leant down and gave Yami a sharp nip on his throat and then licked it, pleased when this resulted in a throaty growl. Yugi did it again but this resulted in him being thrown on his back and then Yami was inside him.

Now this hurt more than the fingers, but Yami guided him through it, staying still, kissing him caressing him and whispering reassurances in his ear. Yugi was aware of Yamis over protectiveness, so he knew Yami wouldn't move until Yugi decided it was okay. Yugi gently thrusting his hips up and was embarrassed to find this got a moan out of both of them. But then he couldn't even decipher whose moan was whose as Yami began thrusting in and out with increasing speed.

The same flash of white was happening with every thrust and Yugi was finding it hard to breath, even more so when Yami began pumping his member in time with the thrusts.

This wasn't a slow union, this was the first animistic pairing that screamed out with lust and desperation, but there was love.

"Ya-ami I-I think, I ca-an't"

"Me too"

And Yugi saw nothing but stars, and felt himself release over his stomach, Yami inside of him. After pulling out Yami lay beside Yugi who was trying to remember how to breath, and gently caressed his face.

LEMON END

"I don't think I told you I love you Yugi"

Yugi giggled "I think I got it, but I love you too Yami"

Yami grinned and kissed him again, taking full control and possession and Yugi felt himself falling into the state of lust again until

"Hey, Yami...you took the sauce off the heat right?"

"Crap"

END

Well there you have it...awful right *hides* I'M SORRY I just wanted to try :'(

So yes, review and I won't inflict you with such horror again :P