So this chapter takes place a few years earlier than the start of the show. I apologize in advance for any errors you find and if there are issues with continuity.
WARNING: This chapter contains a yaoi lemon and some bad language. This is OOC and it's pretty against the canon.
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of these characters.
Iruka stood to answer the door. "Hey," Kakashi smiled from outside.
"What are you doing here?" Iruka asked looking shocked. He wasn't shocked that Kakashi was there, they had been dating for some time. Just that he had come so unexpectedly.
"What you don't want me here?" Kakashi asked.
"It's just that I…" Iruka started. "I wasn't expecting company." Kakashi smiled as Iruka's cheeks reddened. "I mean…why are you here?"
Kakashi held up a bottle of sake. "I brought gifts," he said still grinning.
"Kakashi…" Iruka sighed. The elder held up a bag. "What's in there?"
"Ramen," Kakashi said.
"I hate you," Iruka said.
"Does that mean I can come in?" Kakashi asked. Iruka pushed the door open to let his boyfriend in. "Thanks." Kakashi entered the apartment.
"So…" Iruka started clearing the table in front of his couch. "What's the occasion?"
"What?" Kakashi asked.
"You brought me sake and ramen," Iruka stated. "What's the occasion?"
"I felt like doing something nice for you," Kakashi said. "You don't want it?"
Of course I want it. It's ramen, but…but why are you being so nice to me? Iruka got a bowl of ramen. "So there's no occasion?" he asked timidly.
"Well, there is kind of," Kakashi said. I'm going to make you mine
"What is it?" Iruka asked starting to eat.
"I'll tell you after you eat," Kakashi said.
"Aren't you hungry?" Iruka asked. You just want to see him without his mask on. "Want some sake?"
"Maybe later," Kakashi said.
"Right," Iruka said. "Can't take your mask off."
"Maybe it'll come off later," Kakashi said. "When I eat. Maybe…I'll even let you see. Depending on whether or not you say yes."
Iruka sighed, but continued to eat. Trying to finish quickly, and succeeding without much conversation. He put the bowl down. "So what's the surprise?"
"You hardly touched your sake," Kakashi said. "Not thirsty?"
"I told you I'm not a big drinker," Iruka said. "What's my surprise?"
Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe would should wait a little bit longer before we…no it has to be now. I can't wait any longer and I feel wrong…damn it! Kakashi leaned in to whisper in Iruka's ear. "I was hoping we could do something special tonight."
Iruka felt his cheeks grow warm. "What do you mean something special?" he asked.
"Well," Kakashi laid kisses down the youth's neck. "I thought that maybe we could…you know…for the first time." Why is it so hard to say that? It's not like you're afraid of him rejecting you. You know he'll reject you
"You mean…" Iruka started. "Have sex? For the first time?"
Kakashi moved his head from his lover's neck to look into his eyes. "Don't feel pressured. You don't have to do this."
"I…" Iruka squeaked. Come on. You knew this would come. "I'm just…I'm not sure."
"It's okay if you say no," Kakashi said kissing Iruka. "I understand." He stood up and made his way towards the door.
"Wait!" Iruka called reaching a hand out. "You don't have to leave." Come on Iruka you just rejected him. What do you expect him to do? Stay and eat ramen with you?
"Yeah," Kakashi said. "I do."
"Kakashi…" Iruka sighed. "I'm just…this is…I wasn't expecting this."
"I know," Kakashi said. "I'm sorry I put you on the spot."
"It's not that I don't want it," Iruka said. "But…please don't go."
"Well, God Iruka what do you expect me to do?" Kakashi turned to face him. "You just…" He stopped. Is he crying? "Iruka?"
"I'm fine," he said. "I get it; you don't want to be here if you're not going to get your lay. It makes sense."
"That's not it," Kakashi sighed. He sat back down on the couch. "I don't handle rejection well."
"I'm not rejecting you," Iruka said. "I just need time to think about it."
"You have all the time you need," Kakashi kissed Iruka's cheek. "There's absolutely no rush."
"Kakashi," Iruka said. "I just…I have to know. Are you still…I mean we've been together for a while and I have to know are you still…"
"A virgin?" Kakashi asked. Iruka nodded. "You want the truth?" Again Iruka nodded. "No." Damn it Kakashi. Why didn't you lie? You could have easily said yes. "Is your mind completely made up now?"
"Well, I don't know," Iruka said. "I mean we have been together for a while. I can't see when you would have had a chance to lose it."
"I cheated on you," Kakashi whispered. "I'm sorry. You deserve better. Like I said before, I have to go." Kakashi began to rise. Iruka put his hand on his lover's thigh.
"I want you to stay," Iruka said. "I want…I'm ready." Kakashi turned his head, he looked at Iruka. He didn't look ready. He was now fully crying. The youth smiled. "I'm sure." Kakashi remained silent, but leaned in to kiss him. Iruka returned the kiss the best he could through the mask. "Kakashi." Iruka broke the kiss. He brought a hand to the older man's masked cheek.
"Iruka," Kakashi sighed.
"I love you," Iruka kissed him again.
Did he just say…? Even though I cheated on him? Even though I'm totally forcing him into this? Kakashi kissed him back fiercely. God am I actually feeling for this one. Everyone you get close to gets hurt Kakashi. Don't do this to him. But… "Bedroom?" he asked. Iruka nodded innocently. The couple stood up. Iruka kissed Kakashi once more. Kakashi wrapped his hand around Iruka's neck pushing him into the kiss. Never breaking the kiss they walked toward the bedroom door. Kakashi slammed the youth into the wall. "Damn it Iruka!" He tugged down his lover's pants.
"Kakashi," Iruka moaned as Kakashi gripped his member firmly. I want him. I want to lay him so badly. Kakashi wrapped his arm around the other man, reaching down and pressing a finger to his opening before leaning in to whisper in his ear.
"Turn around," he said. Iruka blushed and looked at him. "I promise I won't hurt you." Iruka obliged and turned around pressing his hands to the wall for balance, a little nervous. He'd never done anything like this before. Kakashi lowered his mask for a moment to put a finger in his mouth and sucked. Really wet Kakashi, don't hurt him. With one last lick he raised his mask and lowered his finger to Iruka's opening again. The younger man closed his eyes awaiting what was to come. Kakashi slipped a wet finger into his lover earning a slight wince. "I'm sorry." He searched for it, for the spot that would dissolve all of Iruka's pain into pleasure. Iruka let out a moan of sheer rapture upon finding it.
"Kakashi," Iruka moaned. Kakashi smiled beneath his mask, proud he could make him respond this way. Once Iruka seemed no longer in pain he slid another slicked finger into him. He felt Iruka's muscles tighten around him. "Kakashi, you're…"
"I won't hurt you," Kakashi said. "I told you." I'll stop when I have to. I have to see how much he can handle. He pulled his fingers in and out of his lover, slowly at first but picking up speed as he went. With each strike to Iruka's prostate the moans grew louder and more erotic. Finally he slipped the third finger in. This received another moan, this time of pain. "I'm sorry." Kakashi pulled his fingers out. I had to see how much he could take. Kakashi kissed the back of Iruka's neck.
"Kakashi," Iruka said. Kakashi looked up from the man's neck and saw tears again streaming from his eyes. "I love you."
Kakashi paused before saying anything. "I know," he finally said. "Come on." He nudged his head toward the door. Iruka opened the door to his bedroom. Kakashi followed him in and to his bed. They sat staring at each other for a moment. Come on Kakashi, start making moves.
Damn it Iruka, do something. You can't just sit here and act like a complete virgin. Kiss him, do something, then again, it's hard to kiss someone with a mask on. Iruka leaned in and kissed his boyfriend, both of them pulling of the remaining articles of clothing until they were both practically naked. Both had their headbands and Kakashi remained in his mask. The older of the two ran some saliva over his hard member. Iruka lay flat on his back, arching his hips. Kakashi looked at him; he smiled and gave a nod of approval. Kakashi positioned himself above his lover; he stopped when a hand reached his masked face. "Please." Kakashi pulled Iruka's headband down over his eyes, blindfolding him, before removing his last articles of clothing. Iruka lifted the headband from his eyes, laughing a little and looked up. "Kakashi…" He stared at his boyfriend. He was gorgeous.
Kakashi swooped down to kiss him. Slipping his tongue past Iruka's parted lips. Iruka didn't respond. It felt so strange to be kissing him like this. Kakashi pulled away from the kiss. "I love you too." Kakashi lowered himself into the younger man slowly. Iruka groaned as Kakashi pushed into him. Kakashi kissed Iruka, muffling his whimpers.
Iruka turned his head from the kiss to speak. "You're…too…" he started. "It…"
"Shhh," Kakashi said. "It's okay." Kakashi drove himself in deeper; striking Iruka's prostate causing the youth to moan loudly. Tears ran from his slate eyes. The jounin whispered, "I'm sorry."
"It's okay," Iruka choked. "Just…fuck me." Iruka blushed slightly at this request, but Kakashi smiled. He proceeded to thrust, pulling his erection in and out of his young lover. The youth moaned with each hard hit to his prostate. "Kakashi!" Iruka gripped his own hardening member around the base, running his hand up and down. Kakashi pushed his lover's hand out of the way. Iruka looked up at him innocently.
"You don't have to do that anymore," Kakashi said. "I can do it for you." Kakashi gripped his own hand around the base thumbing over the tip. Iruka bucked his hips, fucking Kakashi's hand. He pumped his hand up and down, matching his hips' rhythm. The jounin laid kisses down Iruka's neck. Iruka gripped Kakashi's shoulders as he thrust deeper into him. His fingers slipping down Kakashi's back as sweat formed on his body. Damn Iruka! I'm close. Kakashi muffled a moan in the youth's neck. He was on the verge of going over the edge. Wait for him. Kakashi thrust more rapidly striking harder.
"Kakashi!" Iruka dug half moons into his back as he came. Kakashi came almost immediately after. He collapsed on Iruka before gaining enough strength to pull out and fall next to him. Iruka's chest puffed in and out with every breath. Kakashi smiled, loving every minute of it. It was great to see the effect he had had on this man. Kakashi rolled over and wrapped an arm over his lover possessively. "Kakashi," Iruka breathed. "That was…"
"I know," Kakashi smiled, pulling him in closer. "Go to sleep, you deserve it." Iruka closed his eyes and fell asleep. Damn it Kakashi. You know what's going to happen. Kakashi embraced Iruka tighter, he could never hurt him. In any way.
So again, if anything's wrong with continuity I'm sorry. Bring it to my attention if it's that bad. Flames always welcome. Please review.
