Anyone who has kept up with my work knows I'm in the middle of a beyblade fanfiction and I haven't updated for awhile, but I'm working on it fairly slowly - though I will eventually. Thought I would start another ongoing chapter fanfiction, instead with Kaoru and Hikaru since I haven't written anything with them for a little while. So here is my newest work; one that promise gets happier than it seems in this chapter (and the next since I finished that too). Hopefully it'll become a sweet story I can be proud of. Alright, read and review to tell me what you think and hopefully you'll follow the story as I add more. Thanks :)
Warnings: This is yaoi (boyxboy) so don't like it then don't read it.
Disclaimer: I don't own OHSHC, or any of it's characters - don't I wish :(

Alright enjoy!

Chapter One

Just five more minutes left...Kaoru was telling himself, just five more.

The ladies across from them were wishing there was more time but Kaoru was praying for their time to be cut short. On the couch in the third music room, the twins were sharing their space. Hikaru had pulled Kaoru more onto his lap, with his chin tipped up so their faces were mere inches apart. Their breath was shared between them and Kaoru was trying not to grit his teeth so obviously, his amber eyes just barely making contact with his brother's. The older of the two leaned a little closer and he shivered, his breath hitching as that space neared closing. Kyouya's voice saved them and they pulled apart, Hikaru slowly grinning before thanking the ladies. Kaoru sat up and nodded his goodbye to them, giving a smile as he waited for the red blush to fade from his cheeks.

Once all the girls were gone, Kaoru stood up and went over to his bag, knowing their limo would be there to pick them up. Hikaru was more slowly getting up, as Haruhi walked over to clean up he began to strike a conversation with her. Kaoru sighed softly as he picked up his bag, adjusting his uniform before he turned and looked at his brother. His eyes narrowed in the slightest way as he watched his twin throw an arm around the girl's shoulders, squeezing her in a half hug playfully and saying something. The way her eyes lit up and she smiled made Kaoru bitterly look away and wait for his brother to walk over. Soon enough he did, leaning down to casually pick up his bag. The rest of the hosts said their goodbyes and then the two left, waking side by side down the corridors to the front entrance.

"Kaoru I think you've been too tense during our act." Hikaru said easily as they settled in the limo, their bags resting by their feet. Kaoru glanced at him, before shrugging one shoulder. "Is something bothering you?" He persisted. Kaoru frowned lightly.

"No." He answered quietly, his gaze drifting out the window.

"Are you sure? You just seem-"

"Hikaru I'm fine." He snapped slightly, jaw clenched. Hikaru stared at him before nodding and looking away.

His twin was quiet again for the rest of the ride home and Kaoru watched as it began to rain, first lightly but by the time they pulled up to their mansion it was beginning to pour down. Their butler came out quickly with two umbrellas up, opening their door. Kaoru sighed and grabbed his bag, getting out and taking one from him to walk inside. He stepped in and shook it off before closing it and setting it on the umbrella rack, taking off his shoes and walking towards the stairs. A moment later his brother and butler came in, and then the older was following him up the stairs to their room.

Kaoru tossed his bag down by their desk and Hikaru did the same. The younger of the two took off his blazer and tossed it on the chair, running a hand through his hair. Hikaru shut the door and walked a little closer to him.

"Kaoru we never keep things from each other." He said, his voice low. "I know you were lying, and now that we're alone tell me what's been bugging you lately." Kaoru frowned.

"Not this again. Hikaru I'm fine." He said, his voice a little quieter but still firm. "Stop asking me."

"I can't stop asking you Kaoru, because for the past few weeks you've been tense and uptight about everything. During the host club, during school, whenever I hug you, even at night you either go to bed earlier than me or wait till I've gone to sleep!" Hikaru burst, staring at him. "Now what did I do?"

"Nothing! You did nothing Hikaru!" Kaoru snapped, getting annoyed at the older male.

"Obviously I've done something." Hikaru said, his voice colder. "Or you wouldn't be acting like this."

Kaoru had tried to fight down the frustration that built inside of him, but he was unable to control it and he turned around quickly to glare at his brother. His amber eyes were bright with anger and passion, locked onto his brother's intensely.

"You want to know why I've been acting like this Hikaru? It's because I can't stand to be so close to you and know you're just acting during the host club. It's because the sweet words you say to me aren't honest, their just lines we practice." Kaoru said, his voice growing louder. "And then during class all you can think about it stupid Haruhi, and you barely even talk to me when she's around. And at night I can't bear to fall asleep next to you because whenever I'm near you all I want to do is kiss you Hikaru." His voice had slowly died down to a softer tone just above a whisper.

Hikaru stared at him for a long time, looking unsure of everything now. His eyes searched Kaoru's face for a trace of something, dishonesty, but he couldn't manage to find anything that hinted near that. Now Kaoru's amber eyes were desperate and hopeful, they were sad and showed his true loneliness.

"Kaoru what are you..." Hikaru murmured and Kaoru took a step closer to his brother, looking up at him.

"Hikaru I love you. More than a brother should." He whispered, revealing every emotion to his brother.

Hikaru was staring again, into his eyes, his face blank save for the shock, until he frowned slowly. He pushed his brother back, fairly gently but firmly enough for him to stumble back a few steps. Kaoru's eyes filled with tears and he looked at his brother desperately, feeling his heart breaking.

"That's disgusting Kaoru." He spat at him, glaring. "How could you say that? How long Kaoru? How long have you wanted me?" He yelled. Kaoru winced, a tear rolling down his cheek.

"Years." He whispered, his hands trembling.

"You're sick! I thought you were my brother, my twin!" Hikaru snapped, his eyes furious.

"I am!" Kaoru cried out, tears rolling down his cheeks freely.

"Not anymore you're not." Hikaru growled harshly and Kaoru's lower lip quivered.

He ran, bumping past Hikaru and throwing the door open to run out of the room and down the hall. He ran out the front door, into the rain without even shoes. He threw open the back door and got in, slamming it and yelling at the driver to start driving. When the male nervously asked to where he told him to drive as far away as he could. The driver pulled out, glancing back worriedly in the review mirror at the Hitachiin who was sobbing in the backseat. His fiery hair was dripping wet, stuck the back of his neck and his forehead, and his clothes were stuck to him in soaked places. Hikaru hated him now, refused to even acknowledge him as his brother anymore. This was breaking his heart, he had exposed his most vulnerable feelings to Hikaru to allow him to break his heart into pieces as cruelly as possible.

He was trembling and sobbing, curling into himself as he didn't bother even looking out the window to see where they were going. Too lost in his thoughts, he only noticed something was off when he heard the loud squeals of the tires sliding across the pavement. His eyes went wide and he watched out the darkly tinted window as the cement crumbled when their limo hit it. Even in the best action movies he had never seen a vehicle sliding off a bridge so realistically, and then he realized that it wasn't just a movie. He cried out moments before the sleek limo hit the water. He was thrown to the left and his head hit the glass, the bright cracking sound the last thing he heard before he was unconscious.

Hikaru was laying on his and Kaoru's shared double king sized bed, changed into comfier clothes as he stared up at the ceiling. His thoughts were centered around Kaoru as he laid there, wondering how badly he had hurt his twin. He'd seen the look of shock, of hurt, of betrayal, on his face, but he hadn't stopped himself before he said such cruel words. Maybe he'd known for awhile that Kaoru felt more for him, he just hadn't acknowledged it really; waiting for those feelings to just drift away. But they apparently hadn't. He sighed softly, wondering where his brother was now. After Kaoru had ran, he'd heard the front door slam shut and assumed he'd ran to one of their friend's places. Maybe Tamaki, or Kyouya.

It was silent in the room, so when his mother screamed he could hear it crystal clear. It rang in his ears and he sat up immediately, getting out of bed fast and grabbing a sweater. He pulled it on as he jogged to the kitchen, walking in to find his father clutching his mother up as she looked like she wanted to fall to the floor. Her face was red and tears streamed down her face; and she was wearing what looked like a bed slip so she had just been woken up. His father, Mr. Hitachiin who he rarely saw nowadays, didn't look any better and wasn't wearing a t-shirt but simply night pants; tears in his eyes too.

"My baby...no..." His mother cried, sobbing. He was confused, seeing the phone on the counter and wondering what happened. My baby...Kaoru?

"Dad what's wrong? What's happened?" He asked quickly, heart beginning to pick up speed.

"Hikaru your brother's been in an accident." His father said, his voice low and husky, before his mother was crying too loudly again.