Authors Notes: Ok so this is the first in a series of Tifa suicide notes, one-sided Cloti. Tifa finally get to say her piece.

Disclaimer: You all know what I don't own right? And you know who I'd build a castle in the sky for right?

A Note To Cloud

Dearest Cloud,

You're a fool Cloud! You really are, but I'm a fool to, I'm a fool for loving you. I'm a fool for continuing to love you when it was clear you'd never love me back, you'll never love me back because you love her don't you? Even when she was gone you wouldn't love me. For a time I thought you would, after we fought the remnants you seemed so light, so joyful. I thought that you could start to see me there and start to love me, but you didn't. I made you heavy again didn't I?

I'm so sorry Cloud, but I think this'll make you light again. If I go you can be happy again, I would do that for you Cloud, anything to make you happy, to see your serene smile. I would have made you so happy if you had just let me,. But then, you'll never be happy with plain old me will you?

I get it Cloud, I really do, I can't hold a candle to the beautiful flawless flower girl you long for, but I'm reality Cloud, I'm what you're left with. Reality sucks huh? I can see why you chose to live with the memory of her instead of the reality of me. That's why I'm leaving, I'm leaving you so you can be alone with her, and maybe you can cherish my memory like you do her's, but I wont hold my breath Cloud. I'm not going to tell you to tell our friends that I'm sorry and that I said goodbye because I have a letter for each of them. You thought you were the only one right? You always were a little to self involved for your own good Cloud, but I love that about you. I love everything about you, in my eyes your flaws are what make you perfect! My perfect little cloud. No, Aeris's perfect little Cloud, you like that thought don't you? Even reading my suicide note your still thinking of her, Aeris, the rose between two thorns eh? Oh well, I tell her that you love her when I see her. Just know I love you Cloud, always and forever my heart belongs to you, you have the key. You just decided not to use it.

Ja Ne my sweet Cloud,

Eternal love and endless kisses,

Tifa Lockhart.

Authors note: Hey this also ties in with If I said I loved you, its basically what happens when Cloud ignores that note from aeris…