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I'm angry. I'm angry at everyone all the time. My Mom can't be honest with me, my pack seems to be ashamed...or, disappointed. I don't really know. I just know that because of certain family, if you could even call him that, I have suffered. As I walk to Sam house, I think, because I must. It keeps me calm. You wouldn't think so but as long as I can think about what I'm angry at I don't feel it. I feel numb. Before I knew it, I was walking up the steps that enter into Emily's living room. As I am accustom to this place I walk right in and look around. Jacob's on the couch with Nessie, and they both look up to greet me.

"Embry!" Renesmee said in an excited tone. I made a small smile back but said nothing. She ran over and hugged me, stepping back to place a hand on my forehead. She showed me a picture of myself, smiling and laughing. I knew what she meant by this. I'm sure I looked like someone just ran over my dog. Renesmee was half vampire, a Cullen vampire. Jacob had imprinted on her when she was born. She was special. She could show you her thoughts through memories.

Normally, in any other circumstance, vampires and wolves, wouldn't get along. Like cats and dogs. They naturally didn't like each other, but, on the rare occasion you find a cat and a dog that live in harmony, without fuss or harm. That's what it's like with the Quileutes and the Cullens. It wasn't always like this, but, thats another story.

"Hey Jake," I mumbled, "where's Uley?" I spoke up. He gave me a funny look.

"Um...he's in the kitchen." He paused. "Are you okay?" That was Jacob for you. He always knew when something was wrong or when someone was lying.

"Yeah, sure." I lied. Knowing better but not feeling like convincing him otherwise. Not waiting for him to jump on me about my feelings, I walked away quickly into the kitchen. Sam was standing over the counter eating half a pie. I cleared my throat and he looked up.

"Oh," He said, swallowing his food. "Embry, what's goin' on?" He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, instead of reaching for the towel sitting next to the plate.

"Uh...," I stumbled. "Well, can...can I speak to you in the back yard." I managed. "Alone.

"Of course. Come on." I followed him into the back. I didn't exactly know what I was going say. I've been thinking about it and I don't know if lying or telling the truth would be the best bet. I wanted to go with which ever made everyone less angry, but since I can't come up with anything good I suppose I would just say the truth, get it out there, and let what happens happen.

Sam sat on the picnic table and motioned for me to sit on the other side. I shook my head. I needed to do this standing. Pacing helps me think. Sam watch me walk back and forth until he finally said something.

"Something on your mind, something you wanna tell me?" He said. This is it.

"Yeah, but let me get it all out before you say anything. I need say it all." I paused and took a deep breath. "Sam, I'm not happy. You, the pack, everyone...everyone knows I'm unhappy. I just think that I need to get away for awhile. I didn't wanna go without letting you know first. Not like what Jake did, but I was thinking I'd go up and stay with Emily's mom. I already called and told her the situation and she said it was fine. I don't know her that well but that doesn't matter really. She knows Emily trusts me and thats enough.

"Sorry, I'm getting off topic. Anyway, I can't stay around all these people who I know secretly resent me. Sure, you all care about me, as do I. I mean, were brothers, of course we do. It's just that there are things about me that-" I stopped momentarily, "I needto get my thoughts together, to just try and accept the fact that I dunno who my father is and I never will because it would cause too much pain to others, but I needto stop the pain it causes me. I don't know what will happen but I have to try. So?" I looked at Sam's face trying to get a clear reading. His face flashed from anger to concern to rage and back to content. I was sure he was going to tie me to a tree.

"Okay, but, you have to promise that if we need you here for something important than you have to return immediately. No buts." I looked at him again, this time my face flushed with relief and admiration. I don't know why but it just seemed I was seeing a different side to Sam. He was being less of a leader and more of a brother. Which in my circumstances could be metaphoric or literal. It seemed he could read my mind.

"Embry, I'm not cold hearted. I'm stern but soft. I want you to be happy. I really do. And if that means you having to go away for awhile then so be it. Go ahead. Just remember my conditions and we'll be fine." He looked over at the tree's and then back at me. "When are you leaving?" I thought about it for a moment.

"I'm gonna say goodbye to a few and I'll be on my way tonight." He nodded and stepped forward, pulling me into a brotherly hug. I pulled back, smiled and turned towards the door.

"And Embry," Sam called. "no one resents you. Not you personally. Just...the situation." I nodded and continued inside. I hope this works.

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