Hey guys, sorry it's been a while. Life threw me under a bus. I haven't left my other fic, I'm just in the middle of the next chapter of it. I was on the train and the idea for this came into my head. Anyway, enjoy and please review :)
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It had been weeks since a word had even been said between them that wasn't Pam ordering Tara to do stuff around Fantasia. Tara had tried at every chance to try and get Pam to talk to her. 3 perfect months they'd had before Pam turned to stone again. She'd come to care greatly for her maker and even love her. Only when did she feel it reciprocated did she voice it.
'Pamela, If I'd have known this is what life can be, I'd have come and begged for you to turn me years ago. I've come to love the little things. Together we have a family. All be it a dysfunctional one...' She trailed off thinking fondly of her cousin Lala and 'granddad' eric.
'Did you have a point here honey or are you just trying to keep me in bed longer' she drawled seductively, earning a tickle from Tara.
After the giggles subsided she continued. 'My point is Pamela, I love you.' She said with a smile.
Immediately it hit Pam. On the outside she was a statue but on the inside, a war raged.
Every wall she built has been broken down by Tara.
But this was her Tara
I can't deal with being hurt again
But this was her Tara
She couldn't live with herself if she hurt Tara, not with everything her progeny had been through.
Her mind was made up, break it off now before either were badly hurt.
The lesser of two evils she told herself.
'You what? Listen doll, I don't know what you think this is, but it's just a bit of fun to pass the time' she stood and moved away from her progeny, closing her end of the bond so Tara couldn't feel her heart cracking.
'What?' Tara mumbled. Not understanding what she did to turn everything to shit. 'I know as well as you do that's not true' she said trying to convince herself.
'Don't flatter yourself.' And she moved to the door. Tara was in front of her before she could take another step, blood trailing from her mahogany eyes.
'Thats a lie!' She said quietly looking for her Pamela in deep blue eyes. She saw nothing.
'As your maker I command you to let me out' and with that Tara moved aside and Pam left closing the door behind it and leaning on it.
A single crimson tear fell as she heard the room being torn apart by her progeny as she could feel Tara's heart being torn through their bond. And with that she walked away.
