Feelings

You had a crush on my cousin,

I was the bridge.

Every time for her,

A letter, a ring, a necklace

I give to her

From you.

Do you know what I went through?

To you, I am a messenger,

A bridge between you two

Do you know what I felt?

To be disregarded,

To be ignored,

To be nothing to you

To always have no one

To lean on

To be always waiting

For you to notice me

Always

That day came

Everything changed

You were dumped

You turned to me

To catch you if you fall

To be someone you can lean on

To be your trophy

To be someone you can keep

Forever

But not the one you love

Not the one you cherish

I thought

Maybe, it'll take time,

It'll take cooperation

But, I know

I can never take that spot

In your heart

That belonged to her

That belong to my cousin

But I stayed

I endured

I stayed by your side

Knowing that

You look at me

As a substitute

I look in the mirror

And I see my cousin

I look at your eyes

And they see my cousin

Don't you know that

I have feelings, too?

I know

I can see it

But I wouldn't believe it,

You look at me

As if I'm filth

But you say to yourself,

Looks like the one I love,

She'll do

I have feelings too, you know?

I have feelings, too.