Feelings
You had a crush on my cousin,
I was the bridge.
Every time for her,
A letter, a ring, a necklace
I give to her
From you.
Do you know what I went through?
To you, I am a messenger,
A bridge between you two
Do you know what I felt?
To be disregarded,
To be ignored,
To be nothing to you
To always have no one
To lean on
To be always waiting
For you to notice me
Always
That day came
Everything changed
You were dumped
You turned to me
To catch you if you fall
To be someone you can lean on
To be your trophy
To be someone you can keep
Forever
But not the one you love
Not the one you cherish
I thought
Maybe, it'll take time,
It'll take cooperation
But, I know
I can never take that spot
In your heart
That belonged to her
That belong to my cousin
But I stayed
I endured
I stayed by your side
Knowing that
You look at me
As a substitute
I look in the mirror
And I see my cousin
I look at your eyes
And they see my cousin
Don't you know that
I have feelings, too?
I know
I can see it
But I wouldn't believe it,
You look at me
As if I'm filth
But you say to yourself,
Looks like the one I love,
She'll do
I have feelings too, you know?
I have feelings, too.
