Coach Sylvester wants them to embrace the power of Madonna and date younger men. Santana's pretty sure that she's missing the point as to why Madonna is such an empowering woman but she doesn't argue because she wants to be the Cheerio captain and captains don't argue with Sue Sylvester.
She's standing in the hallway at school, Madonna's music booming all throughout the school. She sees all the upperclassmen girls hanging on freshmen boys that are so below their usual standards, Brittany tells her that she is dating some seven year old or something. She freaks out a little sure that she is going to fail Sue and never become the captain. But then Brittany actually has a good idea. She suggests Finn Hudson.
Ok, technically he's older by three days but on the maturity level he's like five. She's pretty sure she saw his Spiderman boxers peeking out of his pants the other day while he was bending over. And no, she was not checking his ass out. Suggest that and she will end you.
She went up to him in the hallway and pretty much proposition him. She told him it was high time he swiped his v-card and she would to the honors for him. She had no doubt in her mind that he would be super happy for this since, well…since she is Santana Lopez. But when he rejected her offer, she got pissed. That's the only reason she compared him to a cabbage patch doll. In reality she thought Finn was a total stud. Goofy but hot; just not when he was talking.
She was pretty pissed the rest of the day; no one rejects her; no one. Especially not Finn Hudson. Who the hell did he think he was? He's some dumbass who thought he knocked his girl up without having sex and the second he finds out he's all up on the girl who told him about it. And not only that but it's Rachel freaking Berry. No one likes her. She's loud, annoying and thinks she's better then everyone in this town. Plus, she's totally dating that Jesse St. James guy whether she admits it or not.
But when Santana came up to him and said yes, she was a little confused at first. It took her a second to realize what he wanted but then when it hit her she couldn't help but smile. Of course he's change his mind. She's hot and she's offering him sex. What guy wouldn't want to take that?
At lunch they plan it out. Normally Santana wouldn't be caught dead sitting with Finn at lunch, but it was for a good cause. "So, we can't go to my house because my parents will both be home tonight. What about your place?"
"Uh…no. My bed won't be comfortable for you and my mom may or may not be there."
She thought it was kind of sweet that he was worried if the bed would be comfortable or not for her. "Ok, how about this. There is this cheap motel I see all the time when I'm driving to and from school. They always advertise super cheap rooms; we could split the costs and rent a room there."
"I'll just pay…"
"Finn, you don't need to pay for it all. Seriously, it's no big deal."
"Just let me pay."
She smiled a little at him and nodded her head. He seemed like he was going to fight her on this and once again, he was being kind of sweet. So, they picked the place, settled the time. Santana reminded him to get condoms. He seemed super nervous as he walked out of the lunch room. He'll be ok.
Santana went to the mall and bought a cute little purple slip, knowing that Finn likes this color on her. She remembers Finn telling her that back in Middle School when she didn't get annoyed by him every five seconds.
He picks her up later that night and drives them to the motel, the manager gives them some dirty look and she can't help but roll her eyes. They get inside and Finn says he needs to use the restroom. She can tell he's still nervous. She feels a little bad. She remembers that her first time wasn't that special and she never wanted to do that to someone else. They aren't in love but she'll try to make it as good as possible.
She changes into the purple slip and lies back on the bed, waiting for him to come out. He finally does and she sits up, smiling a little. He looks freaked as he walks to the bed. She runs her hands along his chest, pulling him closer to her, her hands move up into his hair and she kisses him. He doesn't hesitate to kiss her back. She's never kissed him before and she's a little surprised by how good of a kisser he is. They move back over the bed and he pulls way, his hand runs along her side and he looks up at her.
"You look beautiful."
"Thanks." She says her voice a lot smaller then she wanted it to be.
Finn surprises her again at how careful he is with her. He's treating her really well as they kiss and undress each other. She's not use to this type of behavior from guys when it comes to sex. Usually they just rip her clothes off, slam into her until they come and then use her as a pillow until they have enough energy to leave. But Finn's like appreciating her body, looking her over, feeling her with his hands, kissing all over her. It's strange but she likes it a lot. And wonders how he knows to do this type of stuff. She almost asks but she doesn't want to make him nervous again and stop.
When Finn sits up to put the condom on, she couldn't help that way her breath quickened a bit when she saw how big he was. She knew he was tall and she kind of expected him to be on the larger side but damn, he was going to kill her. Thankfully Finn didn't seem to notice; she bit her bottom lip and spread her legs a little more for him, lying back a little more as she waited from him.
He turned back to her and she saw all the nervousness coming back to him. She pulled him down and kissed him again on the lips, hoping he'd get back to whatever state he was in before. She assumed it help because she suddenly felt him sink into her. She pulled her lips away from him and moaned loudly.
She glanced down between them and saw that he wasn't even fully in her but she felt so filled by him. He wasn't moving though; she looked back up at him and saw him looking down at her. She wasn't sure why he was being so still. But then he asked if she was ok and she understood. Once again he was being so careful with her. She nodded and rolled her hips up against his. A moment later he started to move in and out of her.
Finn kept it slow; she occasionally looked down between them and saw that he was still not all the way in her. She didn't know why that was bothering her, but it did. She wrapped her legs around his waist, rolling her hips back against his, wanting him to be inside of her all the way.
She got her way eventually and it almost sent her right over the edge. Finn hit first, which she expected since it's his first; she didn't last much longer after that. He flipped them over after they were both done, letting her rest on top of him. Once again, he was surprising her.
Once they both caught their breath, they just laid in bed together, not moving nor talking. After a while Santana got off of him and pulled the slip back on, Finn got dressed too and they sat in bed together. She was freaking out, what just happened? Did Finn Hudson make love to her? No, they're not in love. But it didn't seem like normal sex. It was all sweet and slow and just really amazing.
"I want a burger." She states, leaning over to look for a menu. She was a nervous eater and she was pretty nervous right now. She wasn't falling for Finn Hudson. No way in hell was that happening. But she saw a totally different side of him tonight and she couldn't help but like it. He looked freaked too, what was he thinking? What was he feeling? "How do you feel?" She asked, a littler nervously after she went on about him having to drive her to a burger joint because there wasn't a menu. Probably not something you want to hear after you have sex.
But then he drops a bomb on her. "I feel nothing because it didn't mean anything." Santana swallows a hard lump in her throat, holding herself together. She wants to cry because that really freaking hurt. That's worst then being rejected.
She gets up from the bed, pulls the slip off and dresses in her normal clothes again. He gets up and gets puts his socks and shoes on. She wishes she drove herself. She grabs her cellphone and starts looking through her contacts, she'd call Puck but he's probably busy with Quinn now that he's trying to prove that he can be a good dad. Brittany would get lost. Maybe Matt could pick her up?
She's about to click the call button when Finn comes up behind her and puts his hand on the small of her back. "Ready to go?"
She turns to him and nods. The least the jackass could do is drive her home. She gets into his car and looks out the windshield; not wanting to talk to him or look at him. She notices that he isn't driving in the direction of her house. "Where are we going?"
"You said you wanted a burger." He reminded her.
She wanted to hit him a little for bringing that up so casually. But she just nods and lets him drive her to the nearest burger joint. He offers to pay and she doesn't even feel bad about how much she orders. He insists on parking and eating it together, she doesn't want to but she doesn't want to give away that what he said hurt her, so they do.
She sips on her chocolate milk shake, trying to wash down the fries a little. She never eats this much and she knows she's going to feel super sick tomorrow but she wanted to be a bitch and make him get her a lot and then go home and throw it all away. But she kind of can't do that now that they are eating together.
"It's so cool that you're not afraid to eat."
She rolls her eyes at him. "What the hell are you talking about?"
"You know, some girls don't like eating in front of guys. Quinn was like that. She ate but it was all super small stuff and I doubt it even filled her up."
"It didn't." He gave her a strange look. "Quinn, Brittany and I have this little tradition that after any of us go on a date we have a slumber party and give every little detail of the date. Whenever it was Quinn's date slumber party she'd order pizza to pig out on."
"Are you hosting tonight?" He asked, taking a bite out of his cheeseburger.
Santana shook her head. "No, because we didn't go on a date. We just had sex and sex—"
"Isn't dating. Yea, I know your little saying."
She nods, he nods. They finish eating in silence and he takes her back home. The moment she gets into her room, she calls Puck up and cries. She doesn't know why she called him but she does. He comes over and just lies with her until she falls asleep, telling her that Finn is too stupid to realize how amazing she is. She's happy she called him up.
When she wakes up in the morning, her diary is sitting on her night stand with a little post it note telling her she didn't write in it. Puck knows all about her diary and knows everything that's in it. So, she isn't mad. For some reason she doesn't know how to hide things from him. She knows that even if they didn't have sex on a regular basis they'd still be just as close as they are now. They always got along, ever since they were kids.
So, she picks up her diary, flips to the first empty page and sees a little note written in from Puck telling her that Finn's an idiot and she's super sexy. She can't help but cheer up from that. She writes in about what happened between her and Finn and then takes a shower. She can still feel him on her and she doesn't like it.
She puts on her Cheerio uniform and drives to school, Finn's standing in the parking lot when she gets there and she just walks right pass him. Puck catches up to her and she tells him to pretend he doesn't know. Puck tells him that's not going to be a problem since Finn is telling everyone that he didn't go through with it.
Santana doesn't know what to feel. She wants to be pissed but at the same time she wants to cry again. What? Is she not good enough for him to have sex with? Why would he lie about it? He catches up with her later in the day and asks her if she could just pretend.
"Yea, well, I wasn't going to tell anyone we slept together in the first place. I mean, I don't want anyone to ask about that disappointing night ever."
"Didn't sound disappointed while it was happening." He mumbles under his breath.
She almost snaps. But she does well to keep her cool. "It's called faking it. Didn't want you to think you couldn't satisfy a girl. But since you want to bring something up that we just agreed to pretend didn't happen, then let's lay it out on the table. I had to take ten showers just to get the smell of mediocrity off of me and sadly, I still reek of it. When school is dismissed, I plan on buying a lot more body wash and some new scrubbers."
Finn bites the inside of his cheek and walks away. She knows she's knocked him down a few pegs and he probably hates her even more but she really doesn't care anymore.
She overhears his conversation later with Rachel, talking about wanting to wait until he finds someone special. Such bullshit. She wants to just tell the little hobbit. But she doesn't because that would be admitting to him that what he said hurt her.
