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The Last Reunion
Chapter 1:
Leaving behind
She was running as fast as she could, the walkie-talkie tight in her right hand. A few metres in front of her was Sawyer. She could hear his quick breath and saw his hair blowing in the wind. Branches and leafs hurt her face, her arms but she didn't feel it. She didn't feel anything, no relief that they finally escaped, no relief that Sawyer's life was saved, no fear that the others could follow them, nothing like that. The only thing she could think about was Jack, that she left him, left him behind with these terrible and incalculably others. She left him behind.
„Kate, damn it run!" Over and over again she heard these words resounding in her head. He wanted her to leave him, he wanted her to escape,...without him. But why? To save her and Sawyer's life. He knew that there was no way they could escape without his help and he knew that there was no way for him to escape, but he did everything to save her and Sawyer's life. That was Jack, always thinking about other people, always trying to save lives,...their lives. Kate felt how tears start to run over her face. „ If we can't live together we'll die alone!" Jack's words and they became hers when she told them to Sawyer after she went back in her cage.
Kate looked down to the walkie-talkie in her hand. It was the only thing that still connected her with Jack, the only way she could take contact with him. She couldn't lose it, she needed to take care of it, her only connection to Jack.
More and more tears run over her face. Her eyes were already filled so much with tears that she saw everything through a haze.
All her life she was running away from things, from persons, from situations, from her life, from who she was and all the time she run away she felt bad about leaving the people she loves behind but she also felt relieved. Running away made her feel free and she knew that it was the best thing to run away to leave the others alone, they could live a better life without her.
But this time the first time in her life she didn't feel relieved, she didn't feel free. This time she had a feeling it was wrong, that running away was not the right solution. This time she didn't want to leave, this time, for the first time in her life it was someone else who wanted her to run away and not her. And the same time it was this time HER who wanted to stay and another person who told her to run away. All the time in her past people around her wanted her to stay, to stop running away, but she coudn't stay, not for Tom, not for her mum or her dad and not for her husband even not for her own freedom as the Marshal asked her to stop running away. But this time Jack wanted her to leave, told her to run away and it was her who wanted to stay. This time she was on the run because Jack told her to be. This time she was sure it was wrong. It was the first time in her life there was a person who gave her the wish to stay for him but now he wanted her to leave and she did.
TO BE CONTINUED
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