Happiness

Disclaimer: I do not own Itazura Na Kiss it belongs to the Mangaka. This is my first fic .

Thinking back I should have been happier on the wedding day….

Flowers among masses of flowers adorned the whole Church. Everything from the flowers to the seat covers were either in pink or white; showering such a peaceful atmosphere upon the guests.

Yet the real flower of the show was anything but at peace.

Being Kotoko, she practically nearly forgot her vows and was placing the ring on the wrong hand.

And I also was anything but at peace.

Even with my usual stoic face on the outside my heart was in a turmoil of feelings, it was thumping so erratically.

As soon as the ring was placed I thought to the very first time I met her….such a nostalgic memory.

The amount of times I annoyed her just so I can see her oh so cute angry face with pouted lips.

The time I found the love letter and read it oh so many times, so many….so I could perfectly recite it.

The time when we fell asleep on the desk and I purposely moved closer to her inviting warmth.

The most obvious one of all…the time when I kissed her soft lips at graduation so she wouldn't swipe me from her memory.

And we are now in the present. "I pronounce you now Husband and Wife, you may kiss the bride". The guests cheered as lips were descending upon lips.

Our perfect wedding was coming to a close….it should be our perfect wedding….it would have been our perfect wedding…..it could have been our perfect wedding….oh how I wish it was our perfect wedding.

As Kotoko cried tears of joy... tears of sadness and regret trailed down my cold cheek soundlessly dropping to the ground.

I looked upon the bride and groom desending down the aisle.

She loved me so much…used to love me so much...

So why didn't she notice me?

…my dear Kotoko.