Hello Everyone ^^

First of all SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH, but i'm a french girl and this is my first posted story in english. ( So if there is any mistakes, my bad ^^ ' )

Second, it's been a very looong time since I wrote a fanfic. But I missed that so..

Hope you'll like it ^^

Disclaimer : I don't own anything * sigh*

Feeling nothing in her arms she slowly opens her eyes. The curtains were a little opened so the light from the morning shine warmed her. Scanning the bedroom she notices nothing but her little puppy lying on her legs. As she gets out of the bed she picked up her dog, kissing his head.

« You know that you can't sleep on the bed Duran, even if you're cute as hell.. » Wagging his tail, the little dog jumpes down and runned towards the other room. Putting on her black hoddie, the girl enter the kitchen were her lover was, sitting at the counter.

« Hey Zuru.. »

Turning around, a beautiful 23 year old brunette with ruby eyes smiled sadly back at her. « Hi... » came the strangled answer. « I...He... »

« I know babe.. » Feeling sorry, Natsuki took her lover in her arms , her own tears slowly making their way down her cheeks. Emerald eyes fell on the picture Shizuru was holding.. Shizuru's Father.

' Takeyo-san... '

*driiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing*

« I'll get it »

After kissing the brunette's forehead, Natsuki opened the door, revealing her mother and her bestfriend, Mai.

« How is she ? » asked Saeko as she embraced her daughter.

« Lost.. » came the calm reply. « I don't think she slept last night . » Her mother caress her hair before joining her daugther-in-law.

« And you ? » Looking at her bestfriend, the bluenette closed the door behind her. « I'm here for her. It's not easy.. » Putting a hand on her shoulder, Mai squeezed it gently. « We're all with you two. Nao is with her mother she couldn't make it here. But she supports Shizuru and you. She'll come back in 3 days. »

« How is her mother ? »

Looking at Shizuru who entered the bedroom, Mai sighed « She's better now. Nao didn't tell me more about the operation. We'll see when she comes back. »

Humming, the dark haired girl purred some coffe in her cup. « We'll leave in... thirty minutes... then we'll pick Shizuru's mother. The ceremony begins at 10 o'clock then we... Damn.. I don't remember.. it's... »

« We'll eat at Mai's restaurant.. You ok sweety ? »

Looking at her older reflection, Natsuki sighed once more. « Yeah yeah.. I'll check on Shiz'... »

Entering their bedroom , her eyes fell on her girlfriend who was dressed in a sober black dress with a black cardigan. Her hair were tied up in a bun. In her hands was a purple butterflie hair clip. It was a present from her father.

« You want me to put it in your hair ? » Jumping at the husky voice of her girlfriend, she slowly nods her head. As the proximity of Natsuki's belly, she drops her forehead on it, more tears falling down.

« I can't believe it... »

After brushing the brunette's hair, Natsuki kneel down before her, whipping away the fresh tears with her thumbs. « I know baby.. Me too. But he's in a better place now without suffering. »

« He.. Why didn't he told me that he was sick ? That he had a fucking cancer ! Now he's..he is.. »

Slighlty surprised by her girlfriend's swearing, the biker sighed before kissing her gently. « Because he didn't want you to worry. He wanted you to be happy and to enjoy your moments together, without the problem of his cancer... »

« But.. »

« ..And he knows that if he had told you, he would have seen that insecurity into your eyes and he didnt' want that. He always wanted to see that living sparks into your beautiful red eyes. Don't be mad at him for that. He told us that as a promise. He loved you.. »

Silence engulfed the room as green eyes searched red eyes. Lifting her chin with her hand, Natsuki smile at her. « He loves you »

« ..And I love him.. I miss him.. »

« I know love. Unfortunately, we can't change the events. I know it's hard. But everybody is with you and your mother today. We are with him, he is with us and I'll always be there for you. Okay ?»

Touched by her lover's words, a small smile appeard on the brunette's face. « Ookini Natsuki. I don't know how I could make it without you. »

« I just love you and support you no matter what. »

After a few minutes, the two lovers came out into the living room, ready to leave.