I tried to turn my back

But you just kept dragging me back

With you always there with a ready attack

Punishing me for something I lack

Days spent together

So tarnished by the betrayal

Days spent together side by side making magic with a flick of our fingers

Makes me hate the beautiful sound like nails to the board its my burial

I run from the memories of our past

Growing up with the false love of a mother

Why cant you leave me alone I already know it cant last

Quit pulling me back its not where I want to go I don't want to be here forever

I turned my back on what once was my peace

Now Im filled with the rage of those not mine

I turned from that which I held in reverence

Now Im filled with nothing not even a sign

My guilty pleasure consuming me

Just leave me in my dark

Its not where I want to be

Cant you see its already left its mark

I turned my back

Repressed all the memories

But you just kept dragging me back

Don't want to hear your sorries

Just wanna live in my guilty peace

Just gotta escape these leeches

Need the attacks to cease

Give up you'll never reach the arches

Now you come back dieing

How can I refuse this last request

You wicked woman who demands my singing

You who were always just a guest

Fine I'll carry you and do as we once did

I'll sing as I play the instrument of our past

I'll sing as I once did to you even in such a situation so morbid

I'll sing as the daughter singing to her mother as you breath your last

You despicable woman

I hate you

Why did you have to be such a villain

Why did you leave me all alone as you bid a due

I tried to turn my back

But you just kept dragging me back.