Comment: Jerry is a character put into BtVs a long time ago. She's a white slayer, meaning she's a slayer with slayerskills and witchcraft-powers. She was chosen to fight Glory and dies in that fight. Before she had made friends with almost all of the except Xander, who never really liked her because she was always defending Spike, whom she started to like very much and who fell in love with her, and Buffy, who was always competing with her. However when she dies Buffy feels kind of guilty and they get her back. After that she has some problems... and finally she makes out with Spike and falls in love with him too.

I know, some of you maybe will hate her, because she's kind of a Mary-Sue, but I like her and so I thought it was worth a try. Just review and tell me what you think about it. Feel even free to tell me I should give up writing because I'm not really able to do it. It won't kill me... *gg*



Jerry sat down on the couch next to Spike, putting a single popcorn into her mouth. She looked at

the TV-screen and shook her head. You know, I think, horrormovies are kind of stupid, she said in a sort of casual voice. , Spike answered, not willingly to take his eyes away from the screen, where a young girl was just trying to escape from her certain death with laud screams and cries. They're made for stupid people, Jerry added in the same voice as before. For that she earned a glare from Dawn: I like horrormovies. I think they're pretty cool. But Jerry didn't seem to listen to her at all. Actually, I think horrormovies are made exactly for people like you, Spike. She looked at her boyfriend. , he finally turned his head to look at her, but only to give her an outraged look. You'e gonna take that back, you know. No way, she grinned, I know that I'm right. Those movies fit perfectly to people like you. People who are only happy, when there is enough blood spilled as possible and don't even notice the stupid story then. Now he got mad. Okay, luv, that's enough now. What's your problem? His voice sounded angry. She first pretended not to have heard him and looked straight ahead, still grinning. Then she sank to he side onto Spike's lap, where she rested her head and looked at him with the most innocent eyes she could come up with. She smiled sweetly. Only wanted to provoke you, darling.

He looked down at her with a loving expression on his face. That's okay, luv. Though, you know, I can't really understand how a slayer can be scared because of horrormovies. She needed a second to understand what he had just said, then laughed outraged and hit him on the chest. You're stupid, I'm not scared!

Suddenly he grabbed her shoulders hard and looked her seriously in the eyes. Stop saying I'm stupid, luv. Jerry was pretty surprised about his reaction, but still kept her good mood. Are you trying to threaten me, darling?, she asked, And what if I call you stupid again? Huh? What are you gonna do then? Kiss me to death? He grinned. That's kind of a good idea actually. Spike lifted Jerry up toward him and kissed her softly. First on the neck, then the cheek and finally her lips. Dawn looked away, slightly embarassed, as Willow entered the room. Hey, umm, don't you like the movie? ...Where's the popcorn?

Jerry pushed Spike away and turned her head to look at Willow, while he muttered something like . Jerry through a popcorn into Willows direction, grinning. No. I mean, yes. Movie's grand. But Spike just glared at Willow. Why did that have to be? Because Buffy'd kill me if I didn't take care of Dawn's education. Dawn rolled her eyes. Oh yeah, of course.

Who am I gonna kill? Buffy had just entered the room and looked at the scene with amusement. , Spike informed her dryly. And please hurry, so I can go on watching the movie. Jerry frowned, shrugged, then rested her head onto Spke's lap again and closed her eyes. He looked down at her, smiling lovingly and began finally to stroke softly with his fingers through her hair. Somehow he fell asleep and so the next thing she heard was Spike's soft voice, telling her to wake up so they could go home. She sighed and rose slowly, blinking tiredly. Come on, luv. You can sleep at home as well. 'course, 'course, she yawned.

They said goodbye to Buffy and Willow who were still sitting there, watching TV and eating popcorn. Dawn was already sleeping. Her head had fallen to the side, onto Willow's shoulder and her eyes were closed. Jerry snuggled into Spike's arms and they went out of the door.


When the two of them had left the house, Buffy sighed and shook her head. I don't think I'll ever get used to that. , Willow asked sleepily. Them. Jerry and Spike... together. 'cause now even Spike has found someone to be with. And one of my friends. I just never thought this was gonna happen, Buffy explained to the tired Willow. Slowly nodded Willow her head in agreement. I know what you mean. It feels strange, seeing them kissing each other and flirting alle the time. Yeah, they seem to be really happy together. And you don't seem to be happy about that..., Willow guessed. Buffy shook her head. No... no... I'm very happy for them... But... even Spike! Now all of my friends have someone to be with... and even Spike. And I...

Oh no, Buffy, no. You just didn't happen to find the right person so far. There's nothing bad with that. I'm sure you will find someone as well. Buffy looked at her and smiled sadly. Yeah, you're right. I just didn't find anyone so far who is good enough for me. Willow nodded eagerly. Yes, of course. That's right. You just don't give your love to everyone. Buffy looked as if she agreed, but only for a second. Then her face got sad again. But what if I won't find one? What if it's me? I had two guys and they both left me. But not only me, oh no. They even left the town. She looked as if she was about to cry, s Willow took her into her arms. Oh Buffy...


On their way home Spike had to struggle hard to keep Jerry going and at least nearly awake. Every five minutes she just sank together and fainted. Hey, luv. What's wrong? Common' Jerry, it's only a few more steps... She didn't even seem to hear him. Softly he shook her on the shoulders, saying her name. Luv... Jerry! Bloody hell, wake up. He got more and more impatient and raised his voice. But she showed no reaction at all. Now Spike got slightly worried. Something seemed to be wrong here. It was not normal for her to be so tired. Finally he decided to carry her and so he lifted her up and brought her to his crypt. There he carried her downstairs where he placed her onto his bed. Worried he looked at her face. She looked so peaceful... She'd never looked like this before, even in the deepest sleep. He couldn't help but thinking how much he loved her and how terrible it would be if he lost her again. She really looks like an angel, he thought. Spike sat down on the bed and listened to her calm breath. At least she didn't seem to be hurt by anything. He sighed, then pulled off her shirt and trousers and covered her with her blanket. Another time he sighed, then stood and went upstairs to watch a bit TV.


Later, when the sun outside was already about to rise, he decided to go to bed as well and so he went downstairs again. In his bed Jerry was still sleeping, she didn't even seem to have moved since he had put her there. Spike hesitated for a moment, wondering. Usually she moved a lot while she was sleeping. Worried he shook his head. There was nothing he could do at this moment, so he would have to wait until she woke up. Finally he took off his clothes and laid down at her side and took her into his arms. Usually she nestled against his chest then, but today she showed no reaction. Spike sighed again. He tried not to worry, but he couldn't help it and so it took a while until he fell asleep at last.


When he woke up again it was already almost midday. He could tell from the little alarm-clock on the desk. Jerry had once bought it. The thought made him looked down at her. The blonde girl in his arms was still asleep. He looked at her face. Her eyes were closed firmly and her breath was still calm. Er whole face looked so quiet... nearly dead, he thought, now really worried. She used to need more sleep than he did, but she'd never slept ten hours in whole since he knew her. He took her shoulder and shook her slightly, saying her name. No reaction. Now he shook her more heavily and raised his voice. When she still showed no reaction at all he was overcome by panic. He got up and put on his clothes, then he went to the bathroom. Jerry had wanted to get one when she had started living with him, , so she had told him if I haven't got a shower I'm gonna get crazy. So she had bough a cheap shower and had even managed to make it work by using her magic. He had always smiled about her obsession with taking showers, but today he was pretty happy that they got something where he could get cold water from. He hold a piece of clothing into the water, waited a second and then went back to the bedroom. He pressed the water out of the cloth onto Jerry's face. She still did not show any reaction. He thought for a moment and then stepped back from the bed. He took a deep breath and went forward to slap her into the face. She groaned and opened her eyes.