Hi this is a dave x reader thingy, I wanted to write something less fluffy so this is a trigger warning for: suicide/suicidal actions
If you are struggling with something like this don't hesitate tell someone, you'll feel better trust me
You're almost a week clean and you're very proud; one more day and you'll be one week closer to breaking your habit. It all started when your friend Dave Strider started ditching you whenever you hung out, ignoring you like you were invisible or whenever you were going to confess and you saw him making out with some random girl. ((o.o))Honestly you say you need to stop blaming him, he didn't know you were going to confess, he didn't know you were going to have non-stop bullying… he couldn't have known. You need to stop getting into your own head but it's not that easy.
"Hey [name]," someone interrupted your thoughts; oh look its Dave, the idiot himself. You glare at him since you can't really trust him anymore with his new "popular" friends. It's hard to glare at him and you start smiling but that's what you get when you let your heart win ((subtle paramour reference)).
"That's the smile I like to see," he said blushing slightly under his shades. As soon as Brianna ((so if that's your name, it could be your evil twin)) sees you even interacting with Dave she comes over, smiles to Dave and drags you out of the room ((since ya know you chill in a class room during lunch)).
"Once a whore you're nothing, I'm sorry that'll never change," she said smiling, a fake sweet smile. She punches you hard so you won't get up but hey, you're used to it. You lean against the wall and start crying all you wanted was to at least be friends with Dave … or more. Slowly getting up you make your way down the hall and to the nurse. You wave at the nurse, she knew what that meant and she lets you grab the usual pain medication then she drives you home. As soon as you get to your room you let everything go, all of your feelings and pain. Maybe he can save you… You call Dave and it starts ringing, you get excited but it goes to voicemail. You give a small laugh and decide to leave a voicemail.
"Dave, I've loved since we started middle school and throughout highschool, just don't forget the smile you saw today." You smile once more then climb stairs up to the roof of your apartment building. Smiling you jump and you feel like you're flying. You think to yourself if I smile now can I watch him smiling? Before you hit the asphalt you have one last thought I love you Dave and always will, wait for me?
This could've been stopped if someone answered but no one answered..
