A/N: OMG! I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT DGM IS FINALLY RETURNING! so i am participating in this countdown to the new chapter and i really hope you would like the one-shots i will make for this countdown of this generation.
enjoy ^J^
10/07/2015 – "I want to become a destroyer who can save" / Salvation
It was an event that for an outsider it may have seen as only a matter of seconds. But the mind has funny ways of misleading us to think that one minute is a lifetime inside of our thoughts. For an example, you could lie in your bed, dream about a lovely party you had attended that lasted for hours. But then you woke up to find out that a mere hour had passed and you were still in your work attire.
That was the case with one Allen Walker. He was on his knees, hand holding the head of a hammer connecting to one of his dear friends as everything crumbled down around them. But the hammer in his hand shattered and he watched as that dear friend fall down into the murky darkness that swallowed him up, never to be seen again.
And here the time slowed to the speed of a tree's lifetime. Gray eyes could only helplessly watch as the other's empty hand, reaching for him, was gone. His brain tried to process the fact that once again, he had failed to save someone dear to him.
'You're naïve. We're destroyers, not saviors.'
'I know that. But I…
Kanda, although what you said is true, I want to become a destroyer who can save.'
But he was so wrong. Oh, so wrong.
He couldn't save anyone.
Not Suman. Not Chaoji. Not Lavi. No one!
He was simply a destroyer, just like Kanda said during their first mission. When he was still a naïve kid thinking that with a will there is a way. But now he understands; some things will never change. Some things will never be saved no matter how hard he tried to.
"Lavi… Chaoji…" He mumbled and the world moved again and everything hit him.
Chaoji is dead.
Lavi is dead.
…
…
…
No…
No.
No.
No.
NO!
A scream ripped out his throat, unable to contain the agony and sorrow exploding inside of him anymore.
"AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!"
