Disclaimer: All Characters relating to Twilight belong to Stephenie Meyer

Your Name is a Memory

Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The life that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot
Bear it all alone- Evanescence

Prologue

Maybe this is the end or only the beginning, there could be another life or maybe we meet again in the after world but nothing can be here and now. Earth is a meaningless place with few redeeming qualities. Everyone wants something and nothing is ever good enough when they get it, they have already moved on to wanting something else. I have learned nothing and I have received the equivalent. The dues can never be paid and I can't bear to count my ever increasing debt. I cause nothing but pain even to end my own pain would create pain for others but I only want this sweet release, to hold my angel in my burning arms as I descend to the pits of hell where I belong. One last moment with the angel and I will take my punishment without complaint. My open once again.

I stand here on the edge of this tall building. I don't remember how I got here... My brain has betrayed me again; everything I have created is slowly fading. I face the Truth and it is shattered. No beginning, no end, I am nothing, this is all made up and when I wake up everything will be back to normal and familiar.

"Get Down from there now!" The voice is familiar but so wrong. It cannot be. I'll choose to ignore it. Is this, what always happening before the end you begin to go madder than you already were and everything feels more real than it once was? That voice is not real or is it and to that singing sound blessing my ears... It isn't.

The sad truth is that the truth is sad. - Lemony Snicket