First of all, I'm going to say this now. But this story will include pretty messed up stuff. So... Warning you now, this story will include: Rape, Kidnapping, Tooth-cup (hiccup x Human Toothless/hybrid), Beating, Abuse, neglect and Yoai. Anyway, don't say I didn't warn you. Also if you don't like it, DON'T READ IT. Because you know that's what everybody says. Also harsh criticism, welcome as long as it helps me become better at writing.

Thump! Thump! Thu- " ALRIGHT! I'M UP! Geez Toothless, I'm pretty sure its not healthy to wake up this early." Thump! Hiccup huffs, irritated. "I'M COMING! Stupid oversized, reptile..." THUMP! Hiccup quickly rolls off the furs and swing his legs over the edge, a small smirk on his face. He quickly attaches his fake limb and pushes himself up, just as he begins to hear commotion downstairs. "HICCUP!" He hears the booming voice of his father, as he pops his head around the corner of his door. The whole scene was hilarious really. Angry father? Check. Smug Night Fury? check. Chicken leg going down Toothless' throat? Check. His pesky dragon just ate his fathers food, and he was about to be scolded more than the criminal responsible for it. How did Toothless get inside so quick? Who was he kidding, he's a Night Fury after all.

"Hiccup! Get this he-devil out of my house!" His dad growled through his teeth. " There goes my breakfast... "

"Alright bud, let's go before my dad skins you alive. After all he didn't have his breakfast..."

"HICCUP!"

"LET'S GO TOOTHLESS!" He desperately climbed on, his dad yelling curses after him, as they made their escape.

"Toothless... What did I tell you? You want my dad to like you, so you can be in the house with his permission. Great, sneaking you in is going to be even worse." Hiccup scolded his dragon, Toothless whimpering apologetically. " It's alright bud, but now I'm probably going to be grounded for a couple of days and yes, just because you ate his breakfast. And blew up a house. And ate all of last week's fish catch. And sneaked inside. An- " His dragon only huffed, the pout and adorable rolling of eyes making Hiccup laugh light heartedly at his best friends actions, the smile staying on his face. "Bud, what am I going to do with you?" The pout staying on Toothless' expression, as hiccup continued to laugh joyously, clearly amused.

They were flying around the island, breathing in the freshly morning air, as the sun rises to start a new day. The villagers were already out, preparing for the new day. Hiccup looked down at his birthplace, a small, sad smile on his face, as he stared at berks new couple. Astrid and Joshua. Josh was lean, but was an outstanding warrior. His hair was Jet-black and looked like it was impossible to tame any day. He also had an oval shaped face, making his brown eyes stand out like stars in the night sky. His tanned skin only complemented his body, and added an extra flare. He wasn't only brave, but he was kind. Hiccup felt a large weight lift off his shoulders when he found out Astrid had another partner now. He had felt depressed when the girl he had been crushing on, only shared interest in him after she found out he tamed a night fury. She only showed interest after he gave her something to be interested in. She never bothered to speak up when he was shoved to the floor, only because she judged on what was on the outside, and because she went along with everybody's opinion and never bothered to get to know him. That and she didn't want her reputation to go down the dragons dung. And that one horrible night, when she actually participated. She had apologised million of times, but the past can never be erased from one's mind.

You'll never know the true importance of the moment until it becomes a memory.

He had forgiven her, but he will never forget the neglect. The first kiss sparked something in his mind, but it quickly died out after his realization. He no longer showed interest in her, and he had this hole in his heart, that might never fill up. Guilt bloomed in him, when he had told Astrid.

"What... What do you mean h-hiccup?" Her eyes became glossy, as they sparked tears. Her voice wavered as she spoke.

"A-Astrid... I can't love you... Not anymore..." He took a deep breath, closing his eyes shut, finding the urge to continue. " You've done to much... A-And..." He whispered the last part.

"AND? AND WHAT HICCUP?!" Anger began to fill her features, rage sparked in her eyes as a fire began to grow within her. "And, what h-hiccup?" She whispered, her eyes quickly becoming soft, as tears began to flow freely. She silenced her anger as she stared in defeat.

"I can never forget... W-What you did that n-night..." He spoke, tears silently sliding down his face. His voice was soft as he stuttered on his words, barely managing to choke back a sob.

Astrid began to back away slowly. "I-I... I understand... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I was never there for you..." She twisted her body, running in the opposite direction, never turning back.

He spoke softly, opening his eyes, as he watched her retreating form.

"And I'm sorry... Sorry that I can't love you."