My head spun. I couldn't think anymore. Sure, sure, the typical love story when two cats from another clan fall in love. But this time it was different. This time it was

inhumane…animal. I would never be able to forgive myself. What was happening? Sadly, I had no idea.

The cat is not only the vicious, bloodthirsty leader of ShadowClan, he is Tigerstar. Of course, you'd think I have bees in my brain, loving a killer Clan leader, while I am also

a Clan leader. It could never work. It shouldn't work…it can't. My heart ached with longing and want and I hated myself for it. I was disgusting, but it hurt so good. I am

Leopardstar, leader of RiverClan, and yes…

I'm in love with Tigerstar.