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My name is Rosalie Hale. Carlisle Cullen transformed me .And I hated him for it. On my second year of being a blood sucker, I met Emmet, and fell in love with him. It was a wonder to me, how can a vampire fell in love and feel something when their heart already stopped beating? I love Emmet dearly, but I have a desire greater than my thirst for human blood, and greater than my love for Emmet. I watched the people around me. They are all laughing, fascinated by the festivities. I see many glimpsed my way, awed by my beauty. But because of this beauty, my life was ruined. I tap my heels on the asphalt, waiting for my love. If my heart is still beating, then I am certain that it would be beating so hard right now. I feel guilt welled inside me. But then again, I remember Aro's voice in my head. He knows what I want. And he can give it.

0000

Emmet kissed me on my cheek. I smiled at him. I put his hand on mine and I led him. The door was opened by a human girl. Emmet looked into my eyes." Do you really need to see the Volturi?" he asked worried.

"Yes."

"I don't understand Rose.."

" Do you trust me?"

Emmet hold my hand and kissed it." Yes I do my angel."

The human girl led us to another door. She smiled at me and was gone. I took a deep breath. This is it. No turning back now. I put my hand on the door handle. Aro is waiting for me. I grabbed Emmet and hugged him tight. He hugged me tighter. I want to run away now. How can I do this? I freed from his arms and look at his eyes.

" Emmet, my dear. I love you. No matter what happens. Please understand..that whatever's going to happen, I love you."

He grabbed my hands and rubbed them on his face. I wanted to cry. But I cannot. I caress his cheek. I need to do this. I pushed open the door. Emmet followed me inside. There, on the throne is the Volturi. I made my way to them, Emmet clutching my hand.

Aro spoke.

" What a wise decision, Rosalie."

Emmet tightened his hand on mine.

"Does your mate know?" he throw a glance to Emmet. " My guess is that you did not tell him. Well, if you did, he will not come with you like this." He laughed. And it echoed throughout the walls. When he stopped laughing, he became serious, and two guards came walking towards us, grasping Emmet from me. I remained unmoving. Emmet shouted. My eyes on the floor.

"Rose! Rose help me!"

I can see him in the corner of my eyes, struggling.

"Rose!" the two guards made their way through the door.

" Rose will you be alright?! Don't hurt her please! Don't hurt her!"

One of the guards was thrown away. Emmet run towards me. My eyes still on the floor. He grabbed me, shook me in the shoulders. " What is this? Tell me!"

I can hear several footsteps outside.

"Rosalie! Look at me!" his voice bellowed and shook the walls. I looked at his eyes and I saw pain in them. " Rosalie..He touched my arms, my cheeks, my hair." Rosalie..my angel" Guards were entering the room

"..Rosalie I love you." And then he was torn away from me. I can hear him saying my name over and over again. Abd the sound of it fading as he was being taken away from me.

And now it was silent. Aro spoke. And I heared him stood from his seat and made his way to me. He cupped my face.

" Well done Rosalie."

0000

It was a beautiful day. Alice painted a picture of me. I know it's not really an artwork. It's messy and do not really look like me. But she said it's me. After school, Emmet gave me a lovely beaded bracelet. He was always sweet. At dusk, I told them that I need to take a walk. It's still a bit sunny. But I don't mind. I love the sunlight on my skin. And I am trying hard to get a tan.

I walked towards the woods. There are lovely flowers there. Especially lilacs. As I reached the depths of the woods, I sat down on a root of the tree to rest. I was panting, I wiped the sweat that formed in my forehead. I watched the stream of sunlight from above. I love this feeling. Being able to get out in the sun, perspiring, panting, I love the feeling when my heart thudded in my chest, and the changes of its beat. I love my life now. I have a life now. I have a caring husband and two young children, Alice and Emmet. Emmet. How is my Emmet now? The guilt in me never leaves.

Did I love him? Yes I did. I know I did. But why did I do that? Exchanged him to the Volturi for a human life? For my own benefit? I remember his words. He was shouting my name. I feel my knees weaken. And then the tears dropped from my eyes. Everyday of my human life now, I take walks in this woods to think of him, to think of how much I sinned against him. My Emmet. Oh how I long for him. But I longed for something greater. And that desire broke me. I cried loudly. And my cries combine to the sound of the birds chirping.


A/N: Hello there! To anyone of you who read this, I know it's badly written. Forgive me. ..Well…That's supposed to be it. It's just a one shot story… but….tell me if I should post another chapter and make a different ending? I know it's tragic. Well I currently feel tragic. Forgive me. So there, let me know if I should make the story long, does it have a potential? Or should I leave it as it is? Thank you! Let me know!