Okay so I know I should be writing chapter 13 of To love the assassin but I needed a break, so here's my new songfic to muse's starlight. This is in Rens pov.

Starlight.

Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

As I sit in this dark room I hear the laughter of my so called friends. As they sit down in that room full of light they celebrate. There life's full of light mine full of never-ending darkness. Darkness they created.


Starlight
I will be chasing the starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore

You are gone my sweet, my shining star. They celebrate your defeat, my defeat. They do not realise why I sit here. They do not realise they destroyed something pure.


Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

My heart is aching. I want you here. I want your warmth. I want to feel safe. I want you to be alive, here with me, for forever and eternity.


My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

Which brother was evil? Ask anyone and they'll tell you, Hao Asakura. They're all wrong. Yoh Asakura, incapable of loving, the destroyer of my world. I wish you hadn't been defeated, that his soul had merged with yours. That you were still here with me.


But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away

My love will never end. You'll always be the only one in my heart.


Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations


He's there at the door asking me what's wrong. I tell him to leave. I tell him that my sorrow will never leave. Sorrow he created.


Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms

He will not leave. I stand at the door, he looks at me. The image of you with short hair. But yet there is no fire in his eyes, no love in those eyes. He looks sad as he sees my tear stained face. He asks what he has done.


Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

I remember our first kiss. I hated you back then. You forced yourself on me, I protested all the way. After that kiss I knew I would never go back to treating you the way I did. We were together but no one would know.


And I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away

I wish I had told you the way I felt. I fought you in the end. I felt as though it was in vain. That's why I did. You had taken his soul. The worlds hope was gone. I was sad that one of my friends was gone. Maybe that was another reason I did. But I never wanted you gone. I hope you know that.


Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations

Yoh goes to touch me. I move away. How dare he try and touch me. The murder of my life. He asks again what he has done, how he can repair it. I laugh as he confesses he loves me. Maybe he still is part of you. I wonder if you'll merge your souls once he's dead. I know you're not really dead, just waiting for 500 years to pass again. But by that time I will be gone. Never be able to tell you that I love you.


Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold
You in my arms
I just wanted to hold

I turn to him and tell him that he killed my world when he killed you. I smile at his look of shock. I shut the door. My only hope now is that somehow I'll see you again. Somehow when I'm gone.