AN: UPDATE: So after many fights with myself I've decided to re-upload this story. I'll be posting all chapters once every two weeks until I get to chapter 14 I think. Then I'll start updating it with new chapters at the same pace.

So this is a side story to 'A look into the Past'. It's the last one in the little series I've set up. This is Itachi and Deidara. I had a request from a reader in a PM asking for a story about Itachi and Deidara's relationship, so I thought why not? There is Yaoi in this. The start of this takes place one year before ALITP. Don't like, don't read. All of this is told from Deidara's POV because y'all know me by now, first person is the way I go.


The first time he visited, I thought it was a dream come true.


It was my day off from working at the whore-house. Naruto and the others were too busy working for me to just laze around and talk to them. I had spent most of the day just sitting in my room smoking and cleaning it up. I decided to go out and go to a store, I had some money saved out and I felt like buying myself something nice.

It was mid afternoon when I walked out of the house, I patted my pockets to make sure I had my smokes, wallet, and house key. I noticed out of the corner of my eye that a tall man with dark hair was standing about 10 feet away. He was trying to stay hidden in the narrow alley next to the house but he hadn't planned on his broad shoulders giving him away.

I just ignored him, occasionally we get a stalker who obsesses over us but Kiba was our muscle and usually chased them off. I just ignored the guy and lit up a smoke before making my way down the street. I didn't make it very far before the man stopped me and said, "Excuse me, may I ask you a question?"

I froze at the voice, it wasn't in fear or anything like that but because of how beautiful it sounded. It was a deep resonating baritone that sent shivers down my spine. I turned to look at the man and was shocked. He had, long dark hair, coal black eyes and extremely pale but he was so handsome. I snapped out of my stupor and said, "What do you want?"

He cleared his throat and said, "I'm looking for someone. His name is Sasuke Uchiha. I've heard rumors that he resides in that house you just stepped out of, do you know of him?"

I narrowed my eyes at him, while he may be drop dead gorgeous, I didn't know if he was a cop or not. I only said, "What's it to you, un?"

His face took on a pained expression, he reached into his pants and pulled out a slightly wrinkled photo. He turned it so I could see what it was. It was a picture of two boys, one was obviously a younger version of the man before me, the other boy looked almost too much like Sasuke. I glanced up at the man, "And why are you showing me this, un?"

I know now that it was a stupid question to ask but I had to make sure this man wasn't a cop or some creepy stalker from Sasuke's past. The man just sighed and put the photo up before saying, "My name Itachi Uchiha, I'm Sasuke's older brother."

I couldn't say anything, I was overcome with shock. He pulled out his driver's license to show me that it was his real name. I just looked up at him and said, "Where the fuck have you been, un! Sasuke has been searching for you for years! Do you know how many times I've heard him cry at night because he thinks you're never coming back! I'll ask again, where the fuck have you been, un!"

Itachi looked like he was about to cry, he ran a hand through his hair and said, "Do you know where my brother is?"

I growled, "Yeah, he's in the house I came out of. Now answer my question, un."

He sighed, "When we were younger, our parents were killed. I left him all alone to go find our parents killer. I've been searching for years and I still can't find the monster who did it. It's been so many years...I just want to know how my brother is doing..."

I blinked at him, I just met this man but the pain that was showing in his eyes sold me on the story. I reached my hand out and clasped his shoulder. I said, "Sasuke lives in the house with me, we're prostitutes. Before you freak out, we completely clean and careful at this house, un. Our pimp is very kind to all of us, he never hits us or curses us, he loves all of us."

He didn't say anything for a long moment. He just stared at the ground. Finally he looked up and said, "Is he happy?"

I smiled at him, "Asides from being upset that you're not around, yeah. They think that no one knows this but he's dating our pimp, Naruto. They've been together for about a year and a half now. So I would say he's pretty happy, un."

Itachi just nodded his head. Thunder broke overhead and rain started pouring down. I cursed to myself and looked at him, "Would you like to come inside with me?"

His eyes widen, "W-What! I can't! No, Sasuke can't see me. I'm a failure, I haven't caught the bastard and I don't want him to get upset with me and..."

He trailed off after this, muttering in some other language. If my memory served correct, then it was Japanese. I heard Sasuke and Naruto talk to each other in it around the house before, so I was somewhat familiar with it. I shook him slightly, "Hey, don't worry. I can sneak you in through the back. Everyone is probably with a customer, un. You don't need to be out in this."

He mulled it over for a moment but sighed heavily, "Please, just make sure he doesn't see me."

I nodded and took him to the back entrance. I was praying to ever god out there that Naruto wasn't in his office watching the security cameras that Orochimaru installed. Soon we were inside, I checked the halls and after making sure they were clear, I took him to my room. I made sure he got comfortable and pulled out two bottles of water from my mini fridge. I handed one to him and sat down before saying, "Are you doing any better?"

He took a drink from his bottle and nodded in confirmation. I could hear thumps coming from the upstairs bedroom and grimaced. Naruto and Sasuke were fucking, what a shock. Itachi looked at me in confusion and I explained to him what Sasuke was doing. His faced turned a little red but he said nothing. The silence hung heavily in the air. Deciding to break it, I cleared my throat and said, "So...Sasuke talks about you sometimes, un. He only remembers what you were like when you guys were kids but now that I got you in here, I want to know what Itachi Uchiha is like."

He shrugged his shoulders, "There's not much to tell. My story is the same as Sasuke's with the exception I left him. I've been tracking our parents killers for years now. Our father was a detective. I thought that maybe an ex-con he put in jailed killed him, so I've studied his old case reports so many times that I see them in my sleep."

I gave him a small smile and nodded. I was only half listening to him, I know it sounds rude but I couldn't focus on his words. He was just so beautiful. He was only wearing a black T-shirt and jeans, both which were tight on him and showed up some defined muscles. He eventually stopped talking and looked at me, "How about you? Why is someone as beautiful as you working in a whore-house?"

I immediately dropped my gaze to the floor as my cheek heated up. Could I really be open with this guy? No one here really knows my back story but I felt like I could trust this guy. I looked back up at him and said, "I don't have any one to call family, un. I think my parents are dead as well. I never met them, I was put into foster care in Buffalo when I was very very young. I've been bounced around ten different homes I think, un. I was beaten often by various foster fathers, or if it was a foster mother, then they would force me to have sex with them at a young age. Honestly that's probably the reason I'm gay. Women are just..."

Itachi finished my sentence, "Manipulative bitches?"

I chuckled, "I was going to say horrible rapist cunts but that works, un."

He chuckled as well, his laugh was beautiful. I found myself leaning towards him, our legs and shoulders were touching. Itachi eventually stopped laughing and gave me this odd look, "Do you mind me asking you another question?"

I looked him in the eyes, they seemed to be shining with happiness and some other emotion. I just smiled and said, "Yeah, go for it, un."

He let out a breath, "Well actually it's two. The first one is, why do you say "un" after every other sentence?"

I laughed loudly, when I was able to calm down I said, "It's just a verbal tick, un. I've tried not to say it but it slips out a lot. When I'm with a customer I actually have an option where I don't speak because some of my repeat customers don't like hearing it, un."

He frowned at that and cupped my cheek, "Well I think it's kind of cute..."

Itachi leaned in closer but he seemed to snap out of it and leaned away quickly. His face was bright red, he stayed silent for a moment before saying, "My second question is...Howmuchdoyoucostperhour?"

It came out in a such a rush I barely understood him but I caught the important part of it. I just gave him a cool smirk, "I'm usually 200 an hour but if you're interested I could make an exception and charge less, un..."

I didn't know it was possible for someone's face to turn so red. He looked away and said, "What would you drop it to?"

I leaned in close to him and tugged at his earlobe with my teeth as I said, "For you cutie, about 100, I know it's a lot but trust me I'm worth it, un."

He shivered against my touch and leaned further back. His entire face was a lovely shade of red, his eyes stood out most of all. They were shining with lust, not happiness this time. He reached into his wallet and took out a crisp 100 dollar bill. He handed it to me and said, "I-I work for a private investigator firm. I'm off for today and I couldn't just stop thinking about finding out where Sasuke was...And then I found you. You're just so attractive, funny and you have a this certain thing about yourself that I just find...Sexy."

I chuckled lowly and kissed the side of his neck, "I find the same about you. Just give me a minute Itachi. I need to go do something real quick."

I got up from the bed and went into the adjacent bathroom that was in my room. I pocketed the hundred and looked around the counter until I spotted my target. I picked up the small piece of jewelry and stuck my tongue out. As I inserted it I couldn't help but smile to myself.

There was a reason why I was so popular at the house. I gave the best damn head here. Naruto didn't like us to have body piercings but he didn't know about this. Whenever I'm around him I have a clear plug in my tongue and he never seems to catch it. I finished inserting it and flicked my tongue around, watching the shiny silver ball twinkle in the light.

I stepped out of the bathroom and made my way back to Itachi. When I reached him I straddled his lap and said, "You ready to get this show on the road big boy, un?"

He nodded eagerly and I leaned down to kiss him hard. He responded right away, kissing me back and groping my lower body as we continued. I ran my tongue across his lips. I felt him shiver as the cool ball touched his heated skin. He actually pulled away for a second, I assume to look at what it was, I stuck my tongue out and he moaned softly, "Fuck that's sexy."

He kissed me again, I parted my lips and allowed his to explore my mouth. I suckled on his tongue for a brief moment before pulling away with a coy smile. I got off of his lap so I could take my shirt off. I tried not to laugh as he gasped. I knew what that was about, I had a rather odd tattoo above my left pectoral. It was four swirls with a globe in between all of the swirls with stitches going through the globe. I got it as soon as I turned 18.

I smiled down at him, "Usually during sex when one partner takes off their shirt the other does the same."

He blinked in confusion then looked down at his clothed torso. Quickly, he removed his shirt. I licked my lips at the sight of chiseled abs. I straddled his lap once again and began to kiss him everywhere. I placed several nips and licks on his collar bone, which made him moan loudly. I smirked to myself and sucked on one particular spot. When I pulled away it was bright red. I continued to make my way down his body until I was on my knees before him. I rubbed the hard bulge in his pants and looked up at him, "You ready for the next step cutie, un?"

He nodded eagerly and I unzipped his pants. I almost drooled at the sight of his hard, long, thick cock. I didn't think anymore about it, I just went down on his without a second thought. A small part of my subconscious was telling me I needed to put a condom on this guy but I didn't want to. I could tell by his flushed face and moans that he was either a virgin or very inexperienced when it came to sex, so I deemed it ok to proceed without one.

I continued to suck him off, making sure to run the little metal ball over every inch. I heard the change of his moans, they were getting a little higher now. I pulled off with a 'pop' and licked the head for good measure. He stared down at me with lustful eyes, barely giving me a chance to catch my breath before he jerked me up and clashed our lips together.

Eventually, we shed the rest of our clothes and got situated on the bed. I was preparing myself while he watched with hungry eyes. When I pulled my fingers out of my entrance he said, "Do you have any protection for me to use?"

I pouted slightly, I really wanted to feel just him. Not some cold, slimy piece of rubber. I nodded, though, and pointed to my nightstand, "Bottom right corner of the second drawer, un."

He gave me a nod of understanding and procured one. He quickly opened it and rolled it on. Soon, he was full sheathed inside of me, setting a hard, ruthless pace. I did my best to keep my moans under control. I didn't need any unwanted interruptions from my fellow housemates. Although I couldn't help the scream that was ripped from my throat when he nailed my hidden spot with perfect accuracy. He grinned down at me and continued to nail the spot perfectly with every single thrust.

After a few minutes I could feel my climax approaching, I tried to warn him but he hit my prostate again and I came with a loud moan. He gave a few more thrusts before groaning lowly. We stayed still for a moment before he pulled out of me. He disposed of the condom and laid down next to me before saying, "I guess it's against the rules for you to cuddle with a partner after sex, isn't it?"

I chuckled breathlessly and turned so I could snuggle his chest. I said, "Nah, we're allowed to, un. We're supposed to warn the customer that we're only here for the illusion of love though."

He gripped my chin and forced my eyes to meet his, he said, "What if I don't want it to be an illusion?"

I looked away, this is was all happening so fast. I could tell that I was already starting to like this guy, plus he's Sasuke's brother so he can't be so bad right? I mean I think it's bad that he still wants to hide from his brother but he has his reasons. I let out a sigh and said, "I would usually ask you to leave before we have our residential bad ass Kiba come in and kick you out but with you...I'm not sure, un."

Itachi smiled, "Really now? Care to explain?"

I sighed heavily, "I found you attractive from the moment I saw you, un...God I've never said anything like this. I think you're super sexy and from just talking to you today I feel like I'm already falling for you. I know you see yourself as a failure for not finding your parents killer but I don't see a failure in front of me. I see a passionate man, who loves his brother, and you've had a hard life. Honestly, part of me is already head over heels in love you with you, un..."

I turned my face away in embarrassment. I couldn't believe I was saying this! I expected him to push me away or something but what I got instead was him wrapping his arms around me. I looked up in shock and was kissed softly by him. It wasn't rushed or lust-filled but just so gentle. When we parted he said, "I feel the exact same way, although, part of me is worried. If we started a relationship...How would it work? I can't ask you to quit your job or anything, and eventually I would like to reunite with my brother. I'm just not at that point yet..."

I nodded, "Well...if you wanted, we could keep it a secret. I have scheduled days off from this place. If we did start seeing each other outside of this house it wouldn't be too hard, un."

Itachi chewed his lip in thought for a while before saying, "Would it be too much to ask of you to wait for my answer? I have a lot of information to think about before I make a final decision."

I felt somewhat disappointed by the statement but it was understandable. We had just met, rushing into a relationship this quickly wouldn't be good for either of us. All I said was, "I can wait as long as you want. Just let me know soon...Please."

He kissed me again and buried his face in the crook of my neck. We stayed like that for a long time, eventually it was starting to get dark outside. He told me that he needed to get home soon. I snuck him out of the house again. I kissed him one last time in the small alley and returned his money back to him. When he looked at me in confusion I just said, "It wouldn't be right for me to take this."

He didn't question it, he only promised that he would see me again soon. Without another word he left. When I returned to my room I felt a sadness that I've never felt before. I laid down on my bed, only thinking about him. I didn't know how the rest of our relationship would go but I hoped it would end on a happy note.


The second time he visited...I thought my world was going to fall apart...