Hell Hath No Fury like Sean's
Disclaimer- I don't own these wonderful characters or the show and technically not even the main idea to this story. I was given this prompt or challenge by BellaVision.
Warnings- This story will contain violence, blood, tons of cussing, and probably sex in later chapters.
Summary- Sean comes back into town to visit everyone back in Degrassi and to end it with Ellie. But Sean finds out that people have been keeping secrets from him. Will he stay or go when he finds out the secret? And will people come to find out that Hell hath no fury like Sean's?
A/N- Okay so I was given this Challenge by BellaVision and I hope that I do a good job on this story and not let her down. Anyways, I haven't written a fanfic in a long long time so please review. Helpful comments are great and just tell me how I'm doing so far. I'm already working on the second chapter.
Chapter 1: The Break Up
Ellie had been living with her parents since she came back from dropping Sean off at his parents in Wasaga. Everything had been going good for ever since her mom quit drinking and her dad had come back home. She and Sean were still doing great, they talked on the phone every night or they emailed each other about their days. Sure she missed Sean but she also knew that he was pretty messed up after the shooting, hell everyone was, but it was worse for Sean because he had accidently killed Rick when they were fighting for the gun. Ellie was hoping that she would be able to go visit in a couple of days.
Ellie turned towards the driveway when she heard an engine pulling in. She quickly went to the front door to see who it was.
"SEAN! What are you doing here? Are you back for good? I've missed you!" Ellie jumped on Sean who had just raised his hand to knock on her door.
"I'm just here visiting Ellie. But I've been thinking a lot since the shooting and everything, El I don't love you, I don't think I ever did. We need to break up." Sean told Ellie pushing her off of him.
Sean had been living with his parents in Wasaga since the shooting at school and had been thinking a lot about what he had done with his life. He regretted a lot of what he did like making a kid deaf, stealing things, stringing Ellie along, and most importantly how he broke Emma's heart. Out of everything he regretted in life it was giving Emma up. He had realized that all she wanted was for him to be a better person, that she expected more out of him because she believed in him when other people didn't.
"Sean, did I do something? I mean I know we didn't get to see a lot of each other while you've been back home with your parents, but still... please don't break up with me! I love you Sean!" Ellie pleaded, tears falling down her face.
"I'm sorry for hurting you El's but I figured you deserved better than a phone call or txt message. It was nothing you did; I just don't feel that way about you anymore. Besides long distance relationships don't work out most of the time anyways. Take care of yourself Ellie, you're going to find someone who will steal your heart away and be completely happy about it." Sean finished turning to leave Ellie's.
"What can I do to make you change your mind about us?" Ellie shouted at Sean's retreating back.
"Nothing." Sean stated with a shrug, putting his motorcycle helmet back on.
"But you're the only one that makes it all better! I don't hurt myself when we're together." Ellie cried.
"El you're in therapy for your cutting, and your relationship with your mother is much better now that she has quit drinking and your dad's back home. Don't try and make me feel guilty about you hurting yourself. That's not right to try and pin that shit on me. Besides I only provided you with a distraction, you can always find another distraction. Please stop trying to make this break up worse." Sean exclaimed, he started his motorcycle and got back on the road he still had other stops to make before he went back home.
Sean decided his next stop would be Jay's. He hadn't seen his best friend in a while, it seemed time to visit. Might as well get the punch he deserved over with, he did stay longer than he had told Jay plus he was only visiting. Sean planned to go back to his parents in a week. Other than his friends there wasn't much holding him to this place anymore. While Sean drove his motorcycle he let his mind clear like it usually did. Sometimes riding his bike was the only time it felt like his mind and body were at peace.
Sean pulled into Jay's driveway twenty minutes later. As he was taking his helmet off he noticed Jay coming out of the house pretty quickly. Sean put his helmet down quickly and braced himself.
"You son of a bitch!" Jay yelled, throwing a punch at Sean's face.
The point of impact was instant and Sean's head was forced to the right side. He could already feel the swelling in the left side of his face.
"Oh I will just be away for a month, Sean it's been six months!" Jay hollered at Sean.
"I know it has Jay and I'm only visiting. I'm going back in a week." Sean stated looking at Jay.
Jay seemed to be doing alright. He stood a little taller and had cut his brown hair. The muscles in his arms were definitely bigger.
"You seem to be doing alright for yourself though." Sean made his assessment.
"I am doing alright for myself. I'm even starting up a legit garage soon. Sean why are you going back? You should stay you could work for me in the garage. You always did like fixing up vehicles."
"Nah man, other than you and a couple of friends there really isn't anything left for me here."
"What about Ellie?" Jay asked thinking he had Sean.
"I broke up with her." Sean shrugged.
"What? When? Why?" Jay asked in shock, he thought they had been smitten with each other.
"Can we take this inside? Maybe talk over a cold beer?" Sean asked already moving to go into Jay's house.
"Sure why not since your already going in." Jay laughed following Sean inside.
Sean went to the refrigerator and grabbed a beer for both, him and Jay then he went and sat on the couch in the living room. He popped open his can and took a swig before he began his story to Jay.
"Sean, out with it already." Jay growled, he was a very impatient person.
"It's nothing really Jay. I broke up with her about an hour ago. The biggest reason I came to visit everyone was to break up with her face to face. I don't love her, I don't think I ever did and she deserved to know and be able to find someone that would love her. Ellie wasn't too happy with my decision."
"What did she do? Throw things at you? Slap you?" Jay asked curiously
"Nah man, instead she tried making me feel guilty about her self mutilation. She tried telling me without me she would start cutting again that I was the only one good thing in her life." Sean stated with a grim face.
"That's fucked up man. I can't believe she would go there. What did you say?"
"I told her she couldn't try to make me feel guilty about breaking up with her. That she had people including her therapists that she talks to about her problems. That she was already getting better without me." Sean shrugged, he felt bad for Ellie but it was for the best, for both of them.
"So why did you really break up with her for?" Jay asked knowing something else was going on.
"Why should she fall in love with someone who can't love her the same way because he had already given his heart and soul to someone else?" Sean whispered, staring off into space.
"You are still in love with Emma? After everything that has happened between you two?" Jay asked in amazement.
"Yeah, and probably always will be." Sean stated, finishing off his beer, "Changing the topic off of me, how have you been?"
"I'm good, actually I'm great. I mean I miss my best friend and all but I'm doing well for myself. I'm opening up that garage we always talked about and I'm dating Manny." Jay answered, his mind slipping off into space when he said Manny's name.
"Manny? Really? Is she special to you yet? Or are you going to do that fuck them until I get bored thing that you do with all girls?" Sean asked seriously.
"I'm falling for her bad man, and I honestly think she is just using me to piss off her parents." Jay sighed, thinking of the downside in his relationship.
"Man I'm betting you that that's her excuse and she may even try to do just that, but in the end Manny Is a romantic just like Emma and she will fall for you hard. Just be yourself man." Sean encouraged Jay.
"Yeah your right man, just got to keep my eye on the prize, her heart." Jay laughed finishing off his own beer.
"So where are you going to stay for this week? You can crash here if you don't have any other place in mind." Jay invited
"I think I will take you up on that offer. I hadn't really thought about it in all honesty. No one even knows I was coming back here to visit." Sean explained.
"So who is the next person you visit?"
"Toby, I need to talk to him about that day. Do you know I still get nightmares about it, almost every night." Sean sighed, he was tired of his life revolving around the day he saved Emma and killed Rick.
"Anybody would man. I do all the time. I keep thinking that maybe if Spin and I wouldn't have picked on him so much, that maybe none of this would have happened." Jay sympathized with him and thought about his own night terrors.
"Nah, it would have happened anyways. It wasn't just you and Spin, everyone picked on him, especially after he put that girl in a coma." Sean stated.
"Yeah, well I'm tired man, I think I'm going to go crash. You know where everything is." Jay stated getting up and headed to his room.
"Yeah, goodnight." Sean said to his friends back.
A/N- so how was the first chapter? Please review, keep in mind it's been a long ass time since I have wrote a fanfic.
