Fearless by Falling Up.


-Empty house far away

Lost in lonely space

You know you've felt the same-

I watch the flower petals soaring through the sky. My house is alone, set away from the city. I feel the same, I feel lonely. It's not a different emotion to the ones everyone else feels.

-From the shallows in love

To the depths of your scars

You know you want to change-

I am not sure if I want to be with someone. My previous lovers have left deep scars and have made my past memories painful.

-In the rafters, a vate

Fixed and spinning late

There's a certain fear-

I'm scared. But there's something everyone is afraid of. No man is fearless. So why should I scold myself for that?

-Even light with control

Lights outside our homes

Wait for every tear-

There's always hope. It waits for tears to spill until the right time comes. I hope, that one day, I won't be so lonely anymore.

-So exit the fall

And now it's over

You're learning

It's all before your heart

So exit the fall

And now it's over

You're learning

It's all before your heart-

But sometimes, what I want doesn't matter. It's better to make others happy, like I made my brother happy. But it only lasted a while. For everything went downwards the moment I left home.

-I found a way out

Through everything I've known

I'm walking fearless

With my faith down and all that I own-

I'm breaking away from what I thought was right, I'm walking without a fear to see what else is in life. I am ready, I don't want to end up alone.

-Don't take my picture

Cause I won't be there standing alone

I'm living fearless, so fearless

Like every day's my own-

I'm going to live life to it's fullest and I don't care what you think. For once, I'm acting of my own will.

-Steady hands in the planes

Calculated ways

To call it ailing in-

There are many names for things. Even I don't know them all, but I don't care anymore.

-figure Hearts far away

When you work so late

From a distant end-

My everyday struggles affect many people. I don't see my brother much anymore, he works late, hardly sleeps that is, on the other side of London. I want to see him without our usual bickerings, I want to hug him, like we did as children.

-Call it what you want it, Call it just a game

Call it insane, all of these voices-

People are so quick to judge others, taunting them and not listening to them when they need help. My brother is called Freak and I am called Ice Man. We're just show-offs, we try not of care, but it is hard. We need help, but no one sees.

-Look, everybody close your eyes

Travel to the place in the back of your mind

The place you'll never reside

Where thoughts combine

See places and thousands of faces

All at the same time-

Even memories I thought were lost, if I take the time to remember, everything will be fine and I will remember all things. Even if the past hurts. Because I don't want to be alone, not anymore.

-So exit the fall

And now it's over

You're learning

It's all before your heart

So exit the fall

And now it's over

You're learning

It's all before your heart-

I am pulled out of my fall, my loneliness is over. For I am learning to care. I met you and I am happy. Curious isn't it? Emotions, caring? My house is not so empty anymore, your presence fills it. I am learning, my heart just needs to follow.

Please don't go. The flower petals float around you, the wind ruffles your short silver hair and the blue sky shines upon your face. I've always wanted someone to be alone with me. I love you Gregory Lestrade.

~Mycroft Holmes