A new Au I came up yesterday, not sure how this one is going to turn out but might as well give it a try! Also, the underline words are suppose to be crossed out but I guess ffnet doesn't allow that so I had to make do with that.
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Dear Antonio,
This is a really stupid idea, I don't know why you didn't bother to tell me before. I know it's been, uh, a long time since you've sent me that thing and I still don't fucking understand why you sent it but I guess I owe you an answer already.
Don't go pissing your pants yet.
I don't know okay? I don't understand, I'm confused and I don't understand jack shit on what you're trying to do. You already told me, before you left, that you weren't looking for something like that, you said you were scared. 3 fucking months later and you decide you're going to go and change your goddamn mind?! Why? No, no I don't care why, screw why.
What I want to know is what made you change your mind, what made the difference between 3 months ago and now? Don't try to give me some bullshit answer about how you were mistaken. Just…give me an answer.
- Lovino Vargas
P.S. Bel says she misses you, wants to talk to you over the phone soon.
