A/N: Hello guys! Here I come with a new one-shot called 'Breaking Point'. I got a little inspired by my life... Yeah. I need to assure you that I haven't reached my breaking point YET. So that's good, right? Anyways, I hope you will like it and do not forget to review!
Disclaimer: Victorious ne m'apartient pas.
CAT'S POV
I can't believe this. I can't believe that the only person in school that I truly trusted said to me that I was stupid. There was despise, hatred and disgust in his voice. He had turned around and walked away, leaving me there, crying silently as I watched him walk away. I thought Robbie was my best friend, that I could trust him, but apparently, no. And the worst about this, it's that it wasn't the first time I was treated like this.
People know me as the bubbly, perky, funny, loving, stupid, bipolar redhead. They think I'm stupid because I talk in a high voice and have a weird laugh. It's not my fault, I'm born that way. People see me as that, and they don't think I got something inside of me. They think all I got is a big heart and air. How would I pass my high school years if I was that stupid? I easily pull off A's pretty much in each class. When they ask me my grades, I always say that I got D's or C's.
They don't know what I got. I'm more than that. I'm more than just a stupid redhead. I'm not stupid, and I know it when I'm being insulted. Like when Tori hesitantly patted my head in 'Queries for couples' and I said that the Northridge girls weren't so smart. I heard it when Andre said that each time I talk, he thinks that I'll say something intelligent, and he always turns out to be wrong. I know it when Jade doesn't want me to talk because she gives me something to do like coloring a tiger. I didn't like it when Beck grabbed me to protect me in the earthquake, like I couldn't protect myself. And now, Robbie had told be directly that he founded me stupid, like everybody in Hollywood Arts.
I know they talk behind my back. I know that every time Rex insults me, it's actually Robbie talking. I know when Jade doesn't want me around. I know when Beck thinks I'm just a little girl. I know that Tori doesn't think I'm smart. I know Andre does too. I'm figuring out that all my friends hate me and I'm the stupid one? Yeah right.
Everybody hates Tori because she's too perfect and has beautiful cheekbones. Everybody hates Andre because he's too into his own world. Everybody hates Jade because she's a freak. Everybody hates Robbie because he's a nerd. Everybody hates Beck because he's too perfect for being a guy. Everybody hates me because I'm stupid. Our little 'gang' is stupid. We don't even like each other, so why do we hang out with each other?
I can't take this anymore. Nobody understands me and nobody ever will. I'm trying my best so that everyone would like me, but no one does. All they see is Tori. I'm trying to be smart but it doesn't work. All they see is Robbie. I'm trying to be a great singer and actress. All they see is Jade. I'm trying to look great for everyone. All they see is Beck. I'm trying to be a great musician. All they see is Andre.
The more I think about it, and the more I want to go away. I think I reached the bottom, I think it's over. There was even that time when I rose up a knife and slowly cut my wrists. Oh wait, that night is tonight. I'm currently chuckling each time the knife slashes my wrist, and then I realize something.
I've reached my breaking point.
