Sometimes
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Summary: Dean thinks about his life...
Sometimes he wished it was all a dream. A nightmare that he would soon wake up to. But Dean Winchester knew that it was not a dream, nor a nightmare. He knew they were saving lives. But he also knew that he had sacrificed almost everything. The only thing he had left was his brother, Sam Winchester. It wasn't like Sam was the only person he had left, but Dean knew nobody could ever replace Sam. Of course, Dean would never forget Ellen, Jo or Bobby. They were like family to him, only Dean didn't feel he had to protect them as much as he had to protect Sam.
Hunting wasn't on Dean's favorite to-do list. He didn't like it. He knew he hunted for everybody in his family who had been killed by these... things. Demon's, Spirit's, were all an example of what had killed everything Dean cared about. After Dean had figured out what killed his Mom, he had sworn to himself that he would kill as many of these things as possible.
It was, of course a nightmare. Sure to heck it was real though. Dean wished that things were different. But then he thought about how everybody He and Sam had saved would be dead. Sure, he would have his wish, but whenever the subject was brought up Dean thought, is one man's wish worth wasting more than a hundred lives? Dean knew that his dream wasn't worth so many lives. If he had the chance, Dean would probably make a deal with the devil. Dean only hoped things wouldn't ever get any more awful than they already had.
Sometimes Dean wished it was just a silly nightmare. Dean didn't want his life to change. But occassionally, Dean had to wonder, what if? What if they never hunted? What if Sam still had Jessica? What if Mom and Dad were still alive? Questions like these frequently ran through his mind. Sometimes he wished. Sometimes, he wanted. But he would always know that He and Sam would always have each other, as long as they caught each other when they fell.
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