Summary: Okay so I feel really bad for cutting the ending short on you guys on Simple Things, so I'm showing you what happened during Izzy's senior year and all the things that happened in Chapter 11. I'm also extending it, so have fun reading readers!

"You know Izzy…" I sighed as yet again Emmy was trying to get me to live back at Charlie's house. We were in Mr. Demars' room yet again for the year, and Mr. Demars knew exactly what was going on, minus the whole vampire part. He knew that our Dad died – although he doesn't know how – and how I fight constantly with him during class for me to go live back with him.

"Emmy, I will live with you…soon. Not now, we both know that you can't handle it at the moment." I said sadly, I truly did want to live with Lil Emmy, but I couldn't do that when we was still going back on his 'animal only' diet. Mr. Demars looked towards my seat, and I smiled at him letting him know that it was okay. He smiled back slightly so no one would notice. Mr. Demars was my favorite teacher and I could tell him anything that I wanted to, well except for the vampire thing that was off limits to anyone except family. Yes, I consider the Cullen's and the Hale's to be my family, well at least that's my logic, I don't know about any of them.

Just then the bell for lunch and lunch is always the same thing. 1. Emmett yells at the other people to stop staring at me. 2. We sit (well he sits and I roll over to a space, but whatever). 3. Edward comes and sits next to me. 4. Every couple goes off into their own world until the bell rings for 4th period.

"Hey Edward" I smiled brightly at him as he brought my tray over from the lunch line. He smiled back at me, but I could tell that there was a hidden pain behind his eyes, that he was yet again trying to hide. "What's wrong?" I asked quietly. He still was in awe that I could see his emotions and hear them when he was trying to hide them.

"Well it's just that, I was wondering…" he stuttered – and trust me I thought it was funny – but I kept calm because laughing right now would not do me any good. He would probably end up being angry at me if I laughed in his face right now. "Can I just tell you later?" He pleaded with me softly. I nodded my head to let him know that he didn't have to worry his pretty little head until we got home. I giggled a little and everyone looked at me. Cue the blush.

Everyone was still staring, apparently wanting an explanation. "Sorry guys just thought of something funny." I giggled again and hid my face in Edward's chest like I always did when I got embarrassed. His cool skin calmed me down after a minute or two, and I felt Edward stroking my hair softly and then I felt a pressure on the top of my head. Was that his lips? I let that thought stay there for a minute before I pulled myself away from Edward. He saw the question in my eyes, but he didn't answer it. So maybe it was his lips…I sighed and then looked at the clock.

My eyes almost bugged out of their sockets. 12:43. That meant that we only had less than two minutes to get out of our seats and get to our classes. Edward saw my eyes, and he in turn looked at the clock, and then shrugged as he got up, and he pushed me to class. We made it just in time, but that is not the point. I rolled my eyes, how could I think that he was going to make me late? I laughed lightly before we started a lab that I barely paid attention to. Edward had already finished by the time that I stopped laughing.

"So is now a better time for you to explain?" I asked quietly so then no humans would hear me, well besides myself.

He sighed and pushed back his hair with his free hand. He had learned that habit from none other than Carlisle. He was thinking it over, and over, and over again. He was analyzing, I could see it just by looking into his eyes that were staring into mine. He was searching for something, and eventually he found it because his eyes showed the fear yet again. "I guess it is." He sighed as he looked into my eyes yet again. In my eyes, I was telling him: Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you in any way. "Well I'm kind of starting to fear that you are going to be one of us soon. Yes I love you, but I don't want you to have to suffer the first year…with the bloodlust…" he said this quietly so then no one else could hear us.

He looked away from me, ashamed that he had said anything like that to me; I could feel the shame in waves, rolling off him. I took my hand and turned his head so then he had to look at me. "Edward" I said softly, "please look me in the eyes." I waited patiently as he slowly moved his golden eyes to my brown ones. "I'm scared too, okay? I'm scared that I won't be me when I change, but I would go through it any day just so then I could be with you." I sighed and dropped my hand and averted my eyes. Now remember that Edward can read minds (minus mine), but he just knows what I am feeling and he can read my expressions instead of depending on that gift.

"Love I-" was all he was able to say before Mr. Banner cut him off with the answers to the lab. He mouthed 'later' and I nodded at him before I turned to the white board, acting like I was paying attention. I kept glancing over at Edward to see that he too was examining me with his eyes. Every time my eye caught his, I would blush and look towards the front board yet again. Just as I was about to explode with 'information need' the bell rang. "You want to skip last period?" He asked softly. I nodded my head, and then he pushed me towards the silver Volvo.

"How will Alice and Jasper get home?" I asked in a concerned voice. Rose had been living with Emmy for a while, and making sure that he stayed to his diet. I loved each of them like they were already a part of my family, and I couldn't help but worry about them, even if they were supernatural and could travel faster than the normal car. He chuckled and helped me into the car before he climbed in himself. I smiled at him, still wanting him to answer my question from a few seconds ago.

He saw my impatience and answered with a sigh. "They can walk faster then this car, they'll probably just walk home, or to your old house and hang out with Emmett and Rose." He smiled at me, seeming to forget the road for a minute before turning back to it reluctantly.

Just as I was about to ask where we were going, he answered. "The place we are going is a surprise. You will recognize it though, so don't worry. You have been here before." He grabbed my hand and softly kissed the back of my palm before resting our intertwined hands on the center console in the car. I smiled towards him, his little human affections of love, it made my heart warm more then he could know, only Jasper could really understand. We pulled onto a familiar short dirt road and Edward let go of my hand for half-a-second before he was over at my door, taking my hand yet again.

He leaned down and I hopped onto his back yet again, and he took off running with his lightning speed into the forest, and within seconds we were there. Hi- Our meadow. I smiled at him, and he placed me gently sat me down in the grass yet again. He sat down next to me, and my hand was in his immediately. "So what did you want to tell me in Biology?" I asked nervously. I didn't want to have him yell at me or anything. All I told him was that I was scared of not being me when I got turned into a vampire. I didn't think that would really set anything off in him.

"Love I don't think you are going to have a problem being you when you're changed. I just think that you aren't prepared for what this change has to offer, and what you will suffer through." He sighed, and I could tell that he truly believed this. He still said this with love and care, all he was doing was looking out for me, even if I thought it was unnecessary.

I sighed as my eyes glistened with unshed tears, but I didn't want to cry, and I held them in. "Edward" I said softly. I couldn't stand to look at him, but I felt his stare intent on my face. "I don't want to worry about me, I can do that plenty. I just need you to know that I'm scared too. I don't want to the blood-luster, but I will deal with it. Don't you worry about me and the blood thing. I think I might not have to worry about humans, but let's not think about this now. I love you and want to spend everyday of forever with you, isn't that enough to go through with it?" I sighed and just looked at our hands, still intertwined. How could I get it through to him that it was my own problem and not his? That I would go through anything just to be with him, no matter what. I shook my head to get back into the present.

He sighed and brought our hands up to his lips yet again, and kissed my hand softly before putting it down. I looked at him curiously and he smiled, but it didn't reach his scorching gold eyes. "I guess I should just…not worry about it hmm?" He thought for a second, and then he smiled and it did reach his eyes. "Did you say that you want to spend everyday or forever with me?" His laugh twinkled as my cheeks became the color of a rose bud. I nodded my head to answer his question. "Well then I guess I really won't worry about it. I mean if you are going to spend everyday of forever with me then!" He jumped up and ran once around the meadow, I guess he was just as excited as I am, I just couldn't run and show him.

He all of a sudden appeared above me, and he walked slowly around so then I could see his face. His smile was from ear to ear, and he laughed at the blush that yet again played with my cheeks. "Oh Bella, you don't know how happy I am to hear you say that." I chuckled as he put both of his knees onto the sides of my hips. He leaned in slowly and captured my warm lips with his cold ones, hoping that I could deepen the kiss, I put my hands through his bronze hair and softly pulled on it, it might have been rough, but he wouldn't complain.

He sighed as he pulled away, "You don't know the torture I went through just to have your lips on mine." He sighed again and moved my legs to the side before he continued because of the questioning look in my eyes. "Mike Newton." That's all he had to say. I just got angry at the mention of his name, what could he have done to Edward to make him feel tortured? "He keeps thinking about you in a…ungentlemanly…like manner. I can't believe that he even dares think that around me. I would think he would have some respect, but he doesn't have one ounce of it." He said furiously.

I pulled at his leg with my hand that wasn't occupied by his and brought him over to me. "Edward it's fine. I wouldn't go for the scum-bag anyways. I love you and I will forever." I smiled sweetly at him before I hugged him gently to my chest. I heard him inhale as he put his head down on top of my hair. "I love you Edward" I sighed in a breathy voice.

"I love you too darling." He breathed back before we sat in a comfortable silence.