Through the spray of bullets Olivia fell to the floor. Elliot shot Lewis before running to her side. "Just hang on" he said trying to keep the pressure.

"I-it's OK" Olivia breathed but Elliot wasn't letting her go.

"No stay with me" he begged.

"You can let me go now" Olivia whispered.

"No. I-I don't wanna let you go" he said teary eyed. He didn't get a response. "Olivia! Liv?! Please don't go" he sobbed. Her eyes slowly began to close. "Come on don't go" he sobbed.

"I love you" she whispered before she became completely motionless.

"I love you too" he cried holding her close. "Come on! Call a bus!" he yelled. The team just looked at him sadly. Paramedics rushed in and took Amanda away on a stretcher even though she insisted she could walk. Elliot still had Olivia held close to him, her blood seeped through his clothes. "Please come back to me" he whispered before they gently took her from him. He still sat there, they all knew she was gone, even Elliot.

Kathy's POV.

I was cooking dinner when El walked in covered in blood. "What happened?" I asked but he didn't answer just walked straight to the bathroom and slammed the door. After about a half an hour he returned with the clothes in a bag. "You need me to wash those?..." I trailed.

"Get rid of them, burn them. I don't care once they're gone" he said walking off. I was confused what happened today? I decided to call Olivia hoping she might know but all I got was voicemail.

"El... Honey are you gonna talk to me" I asked walking into our room and sitting beside him on the bed.

"She's dead, she's gone Kath, gone" he said shakily.

"Who? Who's gone" I asked and he broke down into tears. I hugged him tightly.

"She's gone and it's all my fault" he sobbed and I held him closer.

"Who?" I whispered.

"Liv. Liv's gone" he said in tears.

"Oh baby, I had no idea" I whispered before he pulled away. "How do we tell the kids?" I asked and he sighed.

"Tell them to come to the living room and make sure Maureen and Kathleen don't have there phones or they won't listen" he said and I nodded before thinking of Maureen.

"Oh Maureen this'll crush her" I said sadly and he nodded.

"I know" he said quietly. I walked out and got the kids together. Then El came in.

"Dad do I have to be here? These lame family meetings are annoying" Kathleen said and Maureen rolled her eyes in agreement.

"Your father has some bad news that he needs to tell you" I said quietly trying not to cry as I spoke.

"Olivia was shot" he said quietly and the kids just looked at one another.

"Well she's OK right?" Maureen asked.

"What hospital is she in?" Kathleen asked straight afterward.

"She's not in a hospital" he said quietly and Maureen got up and ran to her room in tears. Kathleen just ran to me and hugged me tightly.

"Why're they sad daddy?" Lizzie and Dickie said in unison. (I love it when they do that).

"Well... They're sad because Livvy's gone to heaven" he said trying to explain to the younger kids that she didn't make it.

"But I don't want her to!" Dickie yelled.

"Me either!" Lizzie yelled crying.

"When's Wivvy coming back?" Eli asked.

"She's not" El said quietly before leaving. I decided to go check in Maureen.

Maureen's POV.

I told her everything and now she's gone. She was like a sister to me, the only person around here who actually listened to what I have to say. I heard a knock at the door. "Go away!" I called but of course being my mom she walked in anyway.

"Maureen honey. I know this hurts now but it'll get better" she said but it doesn't matter.

"How?!" I yelled.

"I'm not sure but you will" she said softly.

"You don't even care! You're not even upset!" I yelled. She hugged me tightly and I started to cry. "I'm sorry" I whispered.

"It's OK" she said softly as she stroked my hair. I felt so alone. I told Olivia everything, she was the one who stopped me from doing anything drastic.

Elliot's POV.

Kathy entered our room and climbed in next to me. She wrapped her arms around me and kissed me softly. "I have something to tell you" Kathy whispered as she stroked my face. "El... I'm pregnant" she whispered and I sat up.

"What? How far along are you?" I asked in shock.

"3 months"

"And you didn't tell me?" I asked slightly annoyed.

"Well... I wasn't sure how... But I thought since you gave us the news about Liv I thought you could do with some good news" she said but I remained silent. "El, I know you're hurting but you gotta talk to me"

"What did the doctors say?" I asked avoiding what she just said.

"They say we're having a healthy baby boy. And... I was thinking we call him Oliver after Olivia?" she suggested and I just nodded before turning away to sleep.

2 hours later, I was awakened by cries. "Kath Eli's having a nightmare" I groaned and she sat up. "So you get your pregnant wife to take care of it?" she asked and I sighed.

"OK I'm up" I said walking towards his room, only to find him sleeping soundly. I checked Lizzie and Dickie but they were asleep too. The crying continued so I followed the noise to the front door. I opened it to see a little girl standing there teary eyed. She looked to be about 4 years old she had long blond her and beautiful brown eyes. Something about her reminded me of Liv. "What's your name sweetheart" I asked taking her in my arms.

"Olivia" she answered and I looked at her. Now I thought I was having a breakdown.

I lifted her inside and closed the door. Kathy walked in and saw her. "Who's that?" Kathy asked confused.

"That's Olivia" I said.

"Olivia?" she asked. She seemed to be disturbed like I'd completely lost it. "OK..." she trailed. We were both lost, what was going on? A kid named Olivia who looks like Olivia shows up at my door after Kathy tells me we're having a baby and we're naming him Oliver after Olivia? "Where's your mommy?" I asked and she started to cry.

"Mommy's dead! So uncle Simon brought me here because you're my daddy" she said and Kathy and I shared a look, her daddy? Uncle Simon? What was happening? Did I get Liv pregnant?

OK so I'm not sure if this should be a oneshot what are your thoughts? Also as for Elliot's kids I changed the timeline a bit. Here it is.

Maureen - 15

Kathleen - 13

Lizzie - 6

Dickie - 6

Eli - 2