I don't know how long I sat on the tiles. It could have been minutes, hours, I don't know. Time became unimportant. What was important was the white stick in my hand that displayed the one life changing word.

Pregnant.

How was this possible? I mean we were being so careful. I've been on the pill since before we started sleeping together! O my God what will Charlie say? Will he kick me out? O God, I groaned, what will Edward say?

I met Edward when I had just moved to Forks during the holidays before my senior year of high school. I was 17 and a junior, but due to my photographic memory Renee always pushed me harder, to be better than she was at my age. I wanted to study photography. The colors in the world fascinated me, and all I wanted to do was capture them.

I had decided to go for a hike to get to know the forests a little. The forests had always fascinated me as a child. I never knew what the draw was. Was it the colors? Or the sounds of insects and animals? Or possibly the smell? I never knew what it was that I loved the most.

As I walked through the forest, I began to realize I hadn't a clue of where I was going. I turned around and hoped I could find my way back to Charlie's house. Basically I managed to get more lost. I kept walking, hoping that I could find a way out, when suddenly; I saw some gapping in the trees. I walked towards the light, and then found myself staring at a beautiful meadow, something I only usually saw in pictures. It was indescribable. The tall grass, the wildflowers, the trees, the smell, invaded my senses. It was beautiful.

Suddenly, I became aware off eyes on me. I looked around but couldn't see those eyes, until I looked up.

Sitting in a tree was the most beautiful boy I have ever seen.

Reddish brown hair, a chiseled jaw and the most piercing eyes I have ever seen stared at me.

"What are you doing here?'' the beautiful boy said.

It took me a few seconds to realize what he had said.

"Um I-I was w-walking, trying t-to get to know the area a little but got a little lost. I'm sorry to intrude, I didn't know that their was somebody here, I-I'll just be going.''

Great, just great Swan, you've just managed to make yourself look like a blushing, bumbling tool, in front of the most handsome lad you've ever seen.

I heard a tud on the grass. I quickly turned around. Beautiful boy was standing in front of me. All my teenage mind could think of was FIT!

He was tall, lean but not too muscular for his age. He leaned up against a tree and smirked at me and I couldn't help but think of the poor female species. This fine man could put anyone of us into submission with that smile.

"If your so lost why would you leave on your own to find a way out of a forest you don't know?'' he said still smirking at me.

"How else am I going to get back?'' I responded thinking of ways to get out, without swooning in front of this boy.

"Wait a couple of hours and I'll bring you back, I just got here and I don't want to go yet. Id hate to see the chiefs daughter getting lost'' he said with that panty dropping smirk. He's going to be the death of me. Wait a minute.

"How do you know that Charlie's my dad?''

He laughed, it sounded like bells, no laugh should sound that good, "Isabella, Forks is a small town, where everybody knows each other, when somebody new is coming here, its big news, the gossip spreads like wildfire here'' he said while chuckling.

I blushed while he walked over to the middle of the meadow and sat down.

He patted the space next to him, I couldn't refuse, I needed to be close to him.

And that was it. From that day on we were friends, no best friends. All through summer he picked me up from my house to do different things. I met his family and I have to say they are amazing people. Carlisle and Esme, his parents were the nicest people I've ever met, Esme was like the mom I wish I had, and Carlisle, he worked in the hospital. Em, we've met a lot due to my clumsiness, I'm not going to elaborate.

But I have to say Emmet and Alice, Edwards's brother and sister are incredible. We clicked. Alice was a fashionista, while Emmet was a sportsman all the way. Alice and Edward are twins, my age but unfortunately for me were heading into their freshman year, while Emmet who was seventeen and heading into his junior year.

All summer it was either the meadow with Edward, the mall with Alice, the x-box/ sportsathon especially football with Emmet, dinners with the Cullen's, the ER with Carlisle and helping Esme around the house.

Unfortunately it wasn't the same in my own house. Charlie and me barely knew each other. It was tense and awkward, neither of us knowing how to live with the new situation. Renee my mother, well if you could call her that, lived in Florida with her new beau Phil. A major league baseball player. Once she got her rich husband she needed "space'' and "time" for her new husband without a "hormonal teenage girl" around. And since the "hormonal teenage girl" didn't turn out the way Renee wanted, basically I got $1,000,000, to live my life without Phil and her and Charlie got the same for putting up with me.

On the last day of summer Edward asked me to be his. Obviously I responded yes. I was ecstatic. He was everything a girl could want. Loving, loyal, playful, a true romantic, funny and unbelievably handsome.

He told me he loved me that day.

I told him I loved him that day.

Maintaining our relationship hasn't been easy, but we made time for each other. Before school, after school and weekends, although Tuesday and Thursday evenings and Sunday afternoons were reserved for family time. As much as I love Edward, I also love his family, therefore we agreed to this compromise.

We had sex for the first time on New Years Eve. We wanted to ring in the New Year in the most memorable way possible. Oh and we did. It was the perfect way to end the year and the most passionate way to show each other how much we loved each other. After the first time, well we found it hard to stop.

Edward was incorrigible. He wanted it all the time. I was the same.

Throughout my senior year, I maintained my 4.0 GPA and continued my passion of photography. I hadn't told anyone yet, but next year, I was accepted to Brooks Institute in Southern California to study photography. I was beyond excited to share the news, but now, everything's changed.

Edward. I had to talk to Edward. I called him 5 times. He didn't pick up. For Edward that was extremely unusual. He always took my calls.

His House.

I should go to his house. Esme will tell me where he is.

I drive over to his house in my Toyota Pruis and find Edwards car there, along with some randomers car.

Whose car is that?

I think of the white stick again and suddenly can't breathe.

Edward, I need Edward.

I walk inside and call out for him.

He doesn't answer so I assume he's up in his room listening to his music, as usual.

I wonder why he didn't come over to my house. If he was so bored he could have come to mine.

I walked upstairs towards his room, typical guy, music was blaring, how didn't I hear that when I first came in.

"YES GAWD YES EDDIE RI-RIGHT THERE SHIT!"

What the fuck?

I took the last steps toward his room.

"FUCK ME EDDIE FUCK ME!"

I opened the door and stopped breathing.

Lauren, the town whore, riding Edward.

Edward lying there in all his beauty letting her ride him.

"WHAT THE FUCK!" I screeched.

His eyes snapped open.

"Bella" He whispered.

He shoved Lauren off him, "Bella its not what it looks like I can explain."

"Fuck sake you prude you couldn't even let us finish." Grumbled Lauren.

I couldn't think, my heart was beating so fast, Edward stumbled towards me, in a pair of boxers.

He. Put. His. Dick. Into. Lauren.

"Stay away from me" I whispered.

He kept walking towards me.

"STAY AWAY FROM ME" I screamed.

"Bella" He whispered, "I can explain, I di-"

"SHUT UP"

I looked for Lauren but she must have went out through the bathroom.

"FUCK" I screamed, unbelievably pissed off.

"Bella please" He begged.

"No" I whispered.

"Were done", I breathed

"No Bella were not we can fi-"

"WERE DONE! DON'T TOUCH ME, DON'T TALK TO ME, JUST STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!"

I ran away from him, straight to my car.

"BELLA!" He screamed running after me, stumbling towards the garage.

I couldn't look at him; all I can see is him and her.

I sped down the driveway to my house, crying all the way home.

Why did he do this to me?

I ran straight up to my room, locked the door and collapsed on my bed.

I cried.

For me.

For Edward and me.

Most of all for our baby.

Our baby.

What am I going to do?

My phone kept ringing. Ugggg I smashed it in irritation. Why couldn't I have peace, stability, for once in my life.

I went over to my work desk and got I tissue, I needed to clean myself up before Charlie came home and saw me like this.

Then I saw it.

The answer to everything.