A State Of Mediocrity

I'm angry, but not furious enough to kill.

I'm sad, but not miserable enough to cry.

I'm wanted, but not needed enough to be held back.

I'm hated, but not loathed enough o be abandoned.

I'm good, but not pure enough for Heaven.

I'm bad, but not evil enough for Hell.

I'm pretty, but not beautiful enough to be excepted.

I'm ugly, but not hideous enough to be rejected.

I'm in pain, but not enough agony to scream.

I'm lost, but not cared for enough to be found.

I'm in plain sight, but not apparent enough to see.

I'm hot but not scorching enough to sweat.

I'm cold, but not freezing enough to shiver.

I'm happy, but not joyous enough to laugh.

I'm singing, but not loud enough to be heard.

I'm whispering, but not low enough o be ignored.

I'm running, but not fast enough to move.

I'm sitting, but not still enough to remain stationary.

I'm guarded but not careful enough to stay safe.

I'm obedient, but not well behaved enough t o be thanked.

I'm rebellious, but not wild enough to fight.

I'm fierce, but not dangerous enough to be avoided.

I'm gracious, but not proven enough to be trusted.

I'm vivid, but not defined enough to to be clear.

I'm mysterious, but not blurred enough to go unnoticed.

I'm flying, but not high enough to leave ground.

I'm sinking, but not low enough to drown.

I'm wounded, but not cut deeply enough to bleed.

I'm trying my hardest, but my best isn't good enough, no it's never enough.

I'm loved but not adored enough to make me stay.

No, surely not enough to save me.