Nothing was seen on her face

Nothing was seen on her face.

You couldn't read her expression.

And she wouldn't let herself be vulnerable.

She couldn't cry.

She felt nothing.

And that was the best she ever felt that week.

That was the best she had felt for the last month.

She was in love with Shane Grey.

He was my band mate and my best friend.

And I cared for him for all my heart.

I couldn't find myself to tell him.

I had sex with the girl he was in love with.

We've met before.

This time.

We couldn't help but touch each other.

Hi. My name is Nate Jonas.

And I am a:

Drug addict,

Drunk,

Cheater,

Horrible person,

And getting close to dead.