Hello this is my first Fanfic and i really hope you like it. I HAVE made another one but it was terible and it was about PJo/HoO So dont ask -_- anyway i hop you like this. I will try to update it as much as i can and i wont wait a year to put out new chapters unlike some people i know *looks at every Author I've read from* anyway yay for Ereri smut! (there will be lots of that and more *wink wink*) anyway, Enjoy!


Levi's POV

The cage was cold and wet from the last dunk. I coughed and sputtered the water out of my lungs, gasping for air."Will you submit to us yet?" The person said. I breathed heavily but didn't say anything and they dunked me again.


Eren's POV

I grabbed the phone and called Armin for the 100th time in the last hour. The phone ringed 2 times then picked up. "Hello?" He said with a sigh.

"WHAT SHOULD I DO?!" I yelled.

"Call the Police! I told you this already!" He said.

"I did! They wont help! They said that if they find my sister then they would call me and tell me but they haven't and its been 3 days! WHAT IF SHE GOT RAPED.. O-OR KILLED!" I yelled.

"C'mon Eren! Mikasa can handle herself! She is stronger then both of us combined! I bet that she beat up the guy and is heading home right now to confirm her safety!" Armin seemed to whisper yell. I heard muffled yells in the background and he sighed.

"I need to go again. Stop calling be ever 2 minutes! I'm sure Mikasa is fine." He hung up and i was left in my dark bedroom with no one to talk to.

Except him...

I typed in Levi's number and pressed call. It ringed for a while and went to voice mail.

Weird.. he usually picks up when i call. Or when anyone calls really. I called again but it went to voice mail again. He must have lost his phone or something. I re-positioned myself in the bed so that i could read my phone better. The police don't care. They wouldn't care unless it happened to them. Even then I'm sure they wouldn't care. I thought about all the kidnaps that happen every day and go uncared for. That doesn't go on the news. People go on with their life, hoping that it just doesn't happen to them, while the family of the kidnapped worry and sometimes have to skip everyday stuff like going to work or school because they might break down in the middle of it and get sent home anyway. Whats the point in doing something if it would turn out badly? Oh. That's what she said to me... Before she got kidnapped.

"IT'S MY FAULT!" I screamed getting up and looking at a mirror.

"I'M SO USELESS!" I screamed at myself. Tears streamed out of my eyes as i looked at my self in the mirror. In truth i was muscular and tall with proud eyes and a smile most of the time. But all i saw in this mirror was a crying 5 year old with blood covering his hands and face. But with that smile.

That's right. My the dark side of my mind said to me. you are the reason that your family is dead. Gone. Kidnapped.

"NO! NO! NO!" I screamed at the voice.

Your reason that everyone in your life gets hurt. Soon something with happen to even innocent Armin. All because of you. The tears streamed faster now. Darkness overtook my brain. All i could think about was how everyone i care about is gone.

NOBODY CARES ABOUT YOU. ARMIN DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO YOU AND MIKASA PROBABLY LEFT BECAUSE SHE HATES YOU.

I went over to the bed and opened the drawer. Inside was a little blade stained with red. I rolled up my loose sleeve and shut my eyes. Tears still ran down my cheeks in a steady stream. I grabbed the blade and put in on my skin. I counted to 3. 1.. 2.. 3! I slowly pushed down and pulled the blade to the side, leaving a nice red line that left blood dripping down my arm. Killer. I heard. Use your killing skills on yourself you monster. I remembered a kid say when i was in the 3rd grade. I hope you go to sleep one day and never wake up. A boy in the 12th grade said to me during class. More memories flooded back into my brain and i slashed more and more lines onto my arm. The warm fluid ran down my arm and i shivered with relief. I cried harder and faster when i remembered what people told me when i was younger.I put the blade back. Still crying. i went into the bathroom and turned the shower on. I took my clothes off and went in. I watched as the blood i had on my arm go down the drain. It looks likes the blood of the people that are dead... becuase of me.. I thought. Would anyone care if i died?

"No." I said aloud.

"Why would they?"

I got out of the shower and dried myself off. The scares stopped bleeding but to make sure they didn't start bleeding i wrapped them up with my stash of bandages. I went over to the bed. I lied down and tried to regain my thoughts. My mind was blank as i stretched and looked at the ceiling. I yawned and wondered if i was was even needed in this world. What human in their right mind would want to be my friend?

Armin! said the good part of my mind.

If you didn't kill those people then Armin would be dead and you wouldn't have a friend. ALL those children would've died. Even Mikasa wouldn't be here. Cheer up!

"okay..." I said aloud

"Starting tomorrow ill search on my own." I yawned and closed my eyes. Maybe tomorrow will be better. I fell sleep thinking of where i would start.


Levi's POV

I hate being cold. I thought to myself. I just want to be in Eren's arm's.. I shivered in the damp cage. I heard foot steps on metal again and breathed in deeply. Are they going to dunk me? The footsteps moved over to my cage and i scooted away. A hole at the top of the cage, near the chain where it held the cage from the ceiling over the large tank, opened but i didn't move. I knew what time it was. A arm that was barely lit up by the dim light of a single candle, 2 meters away, set down a bowl of steaming soup and bread and a cup of water.

"Will you give yourself to us yet?" Said the Woman in front of me. I didn't say a word. I wouldn't wast my breath on this wench. She chuckled.

"Of coarse not!" she laughed. I've heard her voice before. And the man's voice too. But from where...

"If you don't eat then I was given strict order's to force you. Damn. They knew I would starve myself.

"Its not everyday that we get visitor's in here if you haven't guessed." the woman said with a slight chuckle.

"Maybe we will get the big guns out and force you to talk!" She said laughing. This bitch is insane. I HAVE to get out of here. "I'm going to die in here in you keep me cold and wet. and i can't go with you if i die of hypothermia, now can I?" I said with a VERY unamused face. She growled. Suddenly her phone rang. She growled again and walked out of the room picking up the phone.

"Hello? Yeah he's here. You can if he doesn't talk. I know that's not what Eren want's bu- No! Okay fine be over here at 6." She hung up and right as she was about to go, she turned around and said

"Soon enough you will be warm." She left, laughing like a lunatic and i sat there in my damp clothes and steaming food.

I picked up the bowl and started eating. It was vegetable soup with chicken. It tasted good... and familiar. DAMN. I should listen to people when they talk more. Or look them in the eye when they talk. I dipped the bread in the soup and bit off a chunk. Delicious. I drank the water slowly so that i could savor it. all the water in the tank below was salt water.

The metal door opened and i scarfed down the food. I pushed all the dishes out of the cage and into the tank.

"Now now, don't be a douche bag, Levi." A mans voice said.

"Don't speak my name you filth." I said.

"Wow. That was the first thing you've said to me this whole time." Said the man.

"I want answers! What do you want me for?! What do you want me to submit too!" I said.

"Oh, you'll find out soon enough!" The man walked out of the room when his phone started to ring. He picked it up and right before he closed the door, he looked at me and answered.

"Hello... Eren."


Okay I know This was short and i know it was depressing but i really thought it was good for a second try. Ill update as much as i can so please be patient. PLUS I WANTED TO LEAVE ON A CLIF HANGER BECUASE I LOVE WATCHING PEOPLE CRY. SO YA ONCE I FIGURE OUT HOW TO UPDATE I WILL OKAY BYE.