This is a fic inspired by reading down tumblr and listing to "mad world"-Gary Jules.

Warnings- Self harm, mentions of suicide, anorexia.

I've changed the ages

Albus Potter- 16, 5th year

James Potter-18, 7th year

Lily Potter- 14, 4th year

Scorpius Malfoy- 15, 5th year


Lily Potter's POV

Picture a person wearing a mask of happiness joy and excitement, always smiling and laughing. Take of that mask and reveal a dark broken soul filled with hatred, anger, depression, and deep sorrow. A mind that has given up hope on itself. The hoplessness of this life and you get me, Lily Potter.

I don't remember what it's like to not be broken. To not have scars eating at you're skin. And i'm slowly giving up.

Some people think it's holding on that makes you strong, but sometimes it's letting go. Letting go of the hurtfull words, the augments, the boy's who lie and tell me they love me just to get one thing. Letting go of the messed up Ravenclaw who made me feel worthy of something but he let go of me and it's time to do the same.

I used to be 'daddy's little girl' now i'm just some messed up slut. But you made me this way daddy did you think telling me I was 'disgusting and ugly and would never amount to anything' would not affect me? Honestly daddy? I thought you were supposed to be clever.

I KNOW THIS CHAPTER IS SHORT THE NEXT ONE WILL BE LONGER AND SCORPIUS POV. PLEASE REVIEW AND GIVE ME YOU'RE THOUGHTS.