Disclaimer: I don't own glee just borrowing for the moment

A/N This is my first story ever being written so take it easy on me yeah:)

Chapter 1

So I'm sitting outside of WMHS in my red 1967 Mustang wondering what possessed me to come back to this fucking school and this town in general. I think I've been sitting here for the better part of 30 minutes trying to motivate myself to get out of the car and go into this shit hole building they call a school. Suddenly the ringing of my phone cuts through my thoughts, and it's my Aunt Ruth calling me so I answer the phone quickly.

" Good morning Aunt Ruth what are you doing awake? Isn't it a bit early over there?"

" Good morning Rachel. I remembered that you start school today and I wanted check on you to see how you're handling being there. I know it's not easy for you to be back at that school or that town." She says and I can hear the concern in voice.

" I honestly don't know how I'm feeling about being here, I've been sitting in my car for the past half hour outside the car thinking what possessed me to come back here."

" The family here wishes you would stay with us and we do support your decision to go back. Just remember you're not that girl anymore. Don't let them push you around or bully you. And please don't get into too much trouble."

" I wish I could've been able to stay with you all too but this is something that I just have to do you know."

" Yes we know Rach. Oh and before I forget your cousin said she will be there as soon as she can to help you out with everything." Aunt Ruth tells me.

" Okay sounds good to me. She's not coming with that fiance of hers is she?" I ask with some apprehension.

" No thank the lord she finally got rid of that no good cheating thing." She tells me with relief and anger in her voice.

" Wow I can't believe she cheated on Lei. But I'm glad MC isn't in the picture anymore."

" Well I just wanted wo wish luck on your first day, and to tell you that we love love you and to hang in there things will get better."

" Thank you Aunt Ruth and love you all too. I'll talk to you later to let you know how it went."

We say our goodbyes and hang up the phone. I sit here a bit longer and take hit off my pipe to calm my nerves a bit and relax. Finally I get out of the and to the office to get my schedule and locker information. I make it to the office without anyone noticing me thankfully but it's still early yet and there isn't that many people here yet.

As I sit here listening to the principle Mr. Figgins drone on and on about shit that I'm don't care to listen to and I see my ex with her two friends walk by but thankfully they don't see me. As I see her I can feel some residual anger at her for what she did to me and I know at some point I may have to speak to her but I really don't want to have that conversation with her. That's also if she recognises who I am, a year can really change a person and I'm not that Rachel Berry anymore for one thing as I grew taller my body filled out a bit more as well especially my not so little Rachel Jr. I finally tune back into what Mr. Figgins saying some shit about welcome back Ms. Berry and I kindly tell him thank you. I pick up my bag and head out the office to go to the library pick up my book and find my locker all the while hoping not to run into my ex. Damn Coach Sue for having early morning practices!

As I'm standing at my locker trying to get my crap together I notice that the there's a hushed whisper through the hall and I know they are all talking about me. They're all trying to figure out who the new girl is, and on the inside I am laughing my ass off. When I said I wasn't the same Rachel Berry that they knew I meant it. I've got on a pair of black dress pants that hang off my hips with my star studded belt and star belt buckle, my chain wallet, my black and white DC skater shoes, a white wife beater that cuts off half way down my abs under my black corset jacket, to top off my look is my black half mask that wear out in public. As I ignore everyone I decide to go to Sue's office to let her know that I'm here. I may have forgotten to let her and my mom know that I was back, I just hope they don't get too mad, whoops my bad.

As I come to her office I see Becky at the front so I put my finger up to my mouth in a shh gesture so that she doesn't tip off Sue.

" Hey Becks let just talk to Coach and I will answer any and all questions you have for me." I whisper to her with a smile glad to see Becky again.

" Okay Rach it's good to see you back and we will be having that conversation" she says to me.

I just tell her that we will and knock on Coaches office door. With a muffled come in I open the door and take a seat in front of her desk. As soon as she finishes what she's doing she looks up ready to let out a snarky comment that dies in her throat as she see's me sitting in front of her. We both get up out of our chairs and comes around her desk walking to me she just wraps me up in her arms and I am hugging her back just as fiercely. We just stand there holding each other for a while as it's been a year since we've seen each other. Then all of a sudden I feel a slap to the back of head.

" Why the hell didn't you tell us that you were coming back? How long have you been here?" Coach says yelling at me.

" Ow Coach you didn't have to hit me so hard. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you guys that I was coming back it was kind of a last minute decision." I tell her as I'm rubbing the back of my head.

" I am so glad to see you back and I'm so sorry we couldn't make to the funeral Ray."

" It's okay I understand why you guys couldn't make it you know what with Bethy being sick and all. How is she doing by the way?" I ask

" She's doing really well feeling a lot better. I know you haven't seen her yet and we weren't really sure how you would take the news of us adopting her. But I know your mother would really like to see you." Coach tells me

" I'm okay with Bethy my problems not with her it's those asshole's that I have a problem with. And I will come by the house today, don't tell mom I'm here okay I want to surprise her." I tell Coach with a smile. " Oh and before I forget Lei is coming down to stay with me for a while."

" Lei's coming to Lima! We better not get calls to come get you out of jail there's no telling what kind of trouble the two of you will get into"

" I make no promises Coach. I do have something important that I need to discuss with you and mom tonight when I come over"

" Alright kiddo give me hug and get to class, and please try to stay out of trouble" I give her another hug and she gives me a pass for class cause the bell rang a bit ago and I'm late.

I tell her thanks as head out the door I stop to tell Becky that we'll have the talk during lunch. She says that's fine while giving me look like I better or else she'll kick me in the nads or something. So I tell that I promise we will as I give her a kiss on cheek and head off to my AP English class.

The whole class just stops what they're doing as I walk in straight to teacher to give her my pass and a note about my mask being able to be left on. She tells me to take a seat in the back and to my surprise right next to one of my ex's best friends Santana Lopez who by the way has gotten even more beautiful. Okay so I may have checked her out since like the 7th grade. But damn I don't want her reporting back to my ex that I'm back in town. When I get to my seat I notice that she's been checking me out the whole time and when I look at her she just looks away with this light blush on her beautifully sculpted cheeks.

After a few minutes she leans over to me a little and introduces herself.

" Hey I'm Santana Lopez and you are?" she says with a slight purr to her voice

I answer back with my husky voice and a smirk " Ray, and I must say you are very fucking beautiful."

" Why thank you you're not so bad yourself" she says with her blush coming back and thinking that might be my new favorite thing to do now is to make her blush as much as possible.

We just sort of sit in silence for the rest of the period and as the bell rings I just grab my shit and head ou the door without saying anything more to her. As my cousin Lei says gotta keep 'em guessing that way they keep coming back but I'm not to sure about Lei's advice sometimes.