I was laying face down in Edward's bed. Alice had convinced Charlie to let me stay the night with her Edward, and, to my surprise, he had given in. And on a school night.
I was laying in just my tank top and panties, the blankets slightly showing them. I know I shouldn't be doing this but I didn't feel up to changing, and besides, it's not like anything was going to happen, to my disappointment.
I was so irritated. I had been dealing with Lauren's smart remarks about me and Edward all week. It was beginning to be too much to handle.
I felt cold hands around my waist. Edward whispered in my ear. "No one has the right to look this appealing. It's not fair Isabella Swan." He was breathing hard on my neck. It sent chills down my spine.
I blushed. He began gently kissing my neck. All the irritation was beginning to fade as I turned to kiss him on the lips. He pulled me up into a sitting position, my legs on either side of him, his lips never leaving mine.
I opened my mouth, trying to deepen the kiss. He pulled away. "Bella," he said disapprovingly.
I frowned. "I know, I know."
He shook his head. I looked away, the irritation returning. This time it was mixed with an irritation with Edward. Why couldn't he at least give in to one little thing like this. It didn't me we had to do it.
"I'll see you in the morning. Goodnight Edward," I said, hiding my irritation poorly.
"Bella" Edward stopped me as I was about to move off of him.
"Yes. I freakin' know why you-"
And he was kissing me again. Kissing me passionately.
I was shocked. This time, he parted his lips, and I pulled away.
"Edward Cullen. Don't you dare do something you don't want to with me. Do you know how that'd make me feel?" I felt sad that he didn't want to do this little thing with me. Adding tongue wasn't that big of a deal. I knew I shouldn't feel like he didn't want me the way I wanted him but I couldn't help it.
My eyes filled with tears and a lump formed in my throat.
He took my face in his hands. "Don't be silly Bella."
He grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. I could feel his cold breath at my ear. "You're all I want."
I smiled. He moved his hands from my waist, up my arms, and took my face in his hands. He kissed me roughly. My hands moved up his neck and fingers trailed through his hair.
He parted his lips again. When I hesitated, his tongue brushed against my bottom lip, and I parted my lips.
His tongue slipped inside my mouth. Adrenaline rushed through me. Was this really happening?
Our tongues fought for a minute, dueling to get into each other's mouths, and I finally won. Mine explored his mouth. It was cold, but warm at the same time.
They fought again, and I decided to give in since I won the first time. He did the same as I had. Explored my mouth.
My head was spinning. Our hard breathing mingled with each other. When I couldn't breath anymore, I pulled away.
But he didn't stop kissing me. He started kissing my neck. When I caught my breath again, I pulled his head back up so I could reach his lips again. "Bella," he breathed against the gentle kiss. I pulled away and leaned against his chest.
I felt tired again. I yawed involuntarily.
"You should go to bed," Edward chuckled.
I nodded and got off of him.
I laid down on the bed. He laid down next to me, wrapped his arms around me, and he nuzzled my neck.
I fell asleep to my lullaby.
