Hello, My name is Chelsea and this is my first Fanfic.
Hope you like it and please be nice J ! _
Prologue
18th August, 3:00am
Dear Diary,
3 hours, 4 minutes and 10 seconds more until it's Shane's birthday.
But he can't celebrate it. Because he's dead.
Nearly one year has passed, everyone has moved on, but me.
He died in a car crash. We were riding in his car and a deer passed through. Shane tried to miss the deer but ended up hitting a tree. When I woke up, I was in the hospital, I asked the nurse where Shane was and she shook her head. I cried and cried.
I miss him, I always will. I miss his hugs, kisses, smiles, deep brown eyes, I miss all of him but the one thing I miss about him is that he let's you be. He let's you be yourself and never judges you. And I love him for that.
He was my first friend, my first best friend, then my boyfriend, but somewhere in my heart, I wish he was my husband, but I guess that can never happen. He was the first boy I kissed and will always be.
It really hurt to see him die, it's kind of like I died, but the difference is, is that I'm breathing, he's not, I'm moving, he's not, I'm talking and he's not.
Me, Alana, Drew, Uriel, Daniel and Austin are going to his grave to celebrate his birthday. We will cry, we always will, but deep down in my heart, I know Shane Torres, the boy I loved and still love, is alive.
