Disclaimer : Nope, I don't own Victorious
A/N : This is my first story. I'll upload more if you guys want me to!
CHAPTER 1
I woke up that morning feeling like crap, as always. Just to warn you, I'm NOT a morning person! Ugh, great, another day of school. At least Beck would be there. He's my boyfriend. We've been dating for the past two years, but I don't exactly love him like that. It's more like brother love, but I can tell he loves me ALOT because of the way he looks at me. Obviously Tori can tell too. That's another advantage of dating Beck. I can make Tori mad without even trying. But that's not the main reason I stay with Beck. I stay with him because he comforts me and at least I know somebody loves me even if I don't love them back.
The wierd thing is, I feel this wierd sense that someone's in love with me besides Beck, and I don't even realize it. Then I think, wait, I'm Jade. Who on earth could be so in love with me besides Beck? I'm mean and cruel to everybody. But I'm not gonna change that, It's just what I do. I'm a bitch, and I'm proud of it! Well I'm mean to everyone except maybe Cat and Beck. It's obvious why I'm not mean to Beck, but I'm not mean to Cat because, well nobody can be mean to her. If you say something wrong to her, she'll breakdown and cry, and NOBODY wants that, trust me. But when I walked in school, I got this wierd feeling in my heart. Yeah, yeah, I know what you're thinking, Jade has a heart? Yeah I do, deal with it! It hurts my heart to feel that way though, and not the good kind of pain either.
As I approached my locker, Beck was there waiting to walk me to class like he always did. He embraced me with a hug and a kiss, and I heard a loud yelp behind me that sounded sad. I turned around and saw a little blue shoe slip into the girls bathroom.
"What was that?" Beck said to me looking very confused.
I thought about going into the girls bathroom to investigate, but then I realized I really didn't care. I grabbed beck's hand and we walked to class.
I sat down next to beck. For some reason, it felt like a pair of eyes were watching me. I skimmed the room to see who was scanning my body and saw Cat's head jerk forward as her face turned red. Why was Cat checking me out? I turned away deep in thought and felt another pair of eyes looking my way. I looked back at Cat thinking, why does she keep looking at me? But when I looked at Cat she was watching Sikowitz juggle coconuts, except she looked deep in thought and her face was still red. It was almost as red as her hair now. I looked next to me into the other row of seats and saw that Singin was the glare I felt, but he wasn't looking at me. He was looking at Beck!
"Back Off!" I yelled not meaning to say it aloud.
"Jade is there a problem?" Sikowitz said with some concern in his voice as he sipped his coconut milk. I remained silent though and Sikowitz saw I wasn't going to respond, so he went on with the lesson, but Cat looked at me and mouthed what looked something like 'What happened' and I gave her a look that said I'll tell you after class. She seemed to understand and turned back around. She looked upset about something. I decided to talk to her about it after class.
