Disclaimer: Let me check. Nope still don't own JONAS.
A/N: Hey guys I have another story for you. I'm still writing Lost In Your Own Life but this just came to me. So i sat down and wrote it and this is what i have. Let me tell you this is not going to be a happy story at all in fact its going to be majorly dark and sad. I really hope you guys like it.
In Between
I died that day
My name is Macy Misa I was born on March 21, 1993 to, two loving parents Emma and Russell Misa. We were a very close family; we spent almost all our time together. I was the baby in the family, I had two older brothers Shawn and Michael both were 6 years older than me. And I had one older sister Maria; she was three years older than me and also my best friend. We were the average family. My father worked in a law firm and my mother stayed home to raise us. She said that, that was the best job in the world. My aunt took over my mother's store when I was born and mom never asked for it back. Until daddy left mommy for his younger secretary. But that's for another time. I went to Horace Mantis Academy; it is a very prestigious school in New Jersey. I loved my life there, I was on every sports team there and still had a 4.0 GPA. Although I never gloated about it, I hate to boast an ego especially if it was my own. But that's for a later time. I had amazing friends one was by far the best friend I could ever hope for. Her name was Stella Malone and not only was she my best friend but also the personal stylist to my favorite band JONAS. And JONAS what can I say about them how about that they go to my school. I told you Horace Mantis was a prestigious school. Anyway not only were they my favorite band and the number one band in the world right now but we were close to becoming friends after all their best friend was my best friend so it only made since for us to become friends. But that was a long process. It was always hard for me to see past JONAS and see the real them. But I tried I really did. But it seems that was never to happen, but look at me getting ahead of myself.
JONAS aka Kevin, Joe, and Nick Lucas are probably the nicest people one would ever know. I should know like I said we go to the same school. But what can I say about them that no one already knows, well let me shed some light on the real Lucas's that no one knows about.
Kevin everyone thinks is the dumb but sweet one who can't lie even if his life depended on it. Well the real truth is he isn't dumb he is sweet and he can lie. And that is where the truth really lies. Kevin likes to be known as the dumb one because Nick likes to be known as the smart one and like I said Kevin is really sweet so he lets his younger brother have that spotlight. Besides he has his animals in clothes and with instruments to take up his time. But how do I know he can lie you ask. Well that's simple he can't stand me. Sure he puts up with me for the fact that I am Stella's best friend but if Stella wasn't here he would never even look at me. And how do I know this you ask again because he said so. Really he did, mind you he didn't know I was there but he said it none the less and he can't take it back. I bet you guys think it's because of the whole singing disaster that happened a while back, guess what you're wrong. I really did forgive them for that. No this was something major that made me look at them in a whole different light.
"So please just give her some time to come around. She's been doing a lot better lately. Please just some more time. I hate how this isn't going great with all of this but she is coming along." Macy heard as she came around the corner. She saw her best friend Stella and Kevin of JON- Lucas. She really was getting better she thought. It had been two whole weeks that she hadn't injured one of them, which was huge in her book. She was getting ready to make her presence known when Kevin let out a deep sigh she went back around the corner to listen to what he had to say.
"I know Stella. She is doing better somewhat. She seems like a really nice person and I'll be nice to her and stuff but honestly Stella if she was just a friend of yours and not your best friend I would only be civil to her. She is one scary person, I mean dressing up her date as Nick and all the other creepy things she does it's just not really worth it. But since she is your best friend I will be nice to her. But that's it Stella I can't offer any more than that. I'm sorry but that's just how it is." Kevin finished before walking off. By this time Macy had tears pouring down her face. Did they really think that? Hello the whole Nick/Randolph thing was to help out Nick. He was getting this bad rep and she just wanted to help him out. The worst part of what Kevin had said was the fact that Stella never denied anything. Macy gathered all the courage she had and walked right pass Stella and ignored her even when Stella called out her name. Her next class had Nick in it and she figured if Kevin thought that then they all did and now looking back she can see that it was true. They would only say a few things to her if they had to and the minute they could they would leave. She sat down next to Nick in class because that's how the teacher wanted it. She didn't even realize she was crying till Nick poked her ending her memories.
"You ok Macy?" He asked concerned. Because Macy and tears was never a good thing.
"Yeah I'm fine." She said and that was it for the rest of the class. She never gave him a second glance or anymore words. He tried to figure out what he had done to her but kept coming up blank. He decided to ask her once class was over but she quickly left and never looked back. He figured he would ask Stella later on she always has the answers.
Later on that day Macy had acted the same way to all the brothers and even Stella. By the end of the day Macy had ignored all four of them and had Stella in tears. None of them could figure out what they had done to make her so upset with them. They never did get the chance to figure it out.
See I told you Kevin had said it. If I could take anything back it would be the fact that I didn't confront them. I should have done that, I hate having regrets. Well that's one brother down.
Joe what can I tell you, that he loves Stella yeah everyone knew that but the real reason why he will never make a move, I only know that one. The reason I only know that is because he told me so. Yeah me, he told me. I couldn't believe it either but he did and he can't take that back.
Macy was walking down the stairs when she saw Joe glaring at something, she looked to see what it was and what she saw was Stella flirting with Van Dyke yet again. Macy let out a sigh and walked up to Joe and whispered in his ear.
"You know if you told her how you felt then that would be you instead of Van Dyke with her." She pulled back to see him let out a deep sigh.
"I'm not even going to argue with you on that. Everyone knows it's the truth. But I can't Macy and not because she is my friend or our stylist, but because what happens once we leave here. She can't always be here with us she's got dreams and so do we. And what happens once we lose our fans and no one really cares for us anymore. It will happen, it happens to everyone. No I won't do that to her. I'm not going to get in the way of her dreams." He gave one last sigh, looked at her and then walked the other way. Macy stood there stunned at what he said, did he even know he was talking to her she doubted it or he wouldn't have said it. But at least she knew what was going on in his head now. She decided from now on not to push it anymore. If it was meant to be then it would happen.
Yeah poor Joe, I wish I would have pushed them together. They would be great together, another regret that I would have to deal with. And now on to the youngest member of JONAS.
Nick well what can I say about him not much really. The articles really did get him right. The one thing I do know about him that no one else does is that he is afraid to fail. I know, Nick and failure in the same sentence? But it's true. I couldn't believe it either, did he not realize he was on top of the world right now. Guess he doesn't. He told me though that was his biggest fear and he can't take it back.
Macy and Nick were in their English class talking about their fears because it was some stupid thing they had to do on the computer. And they just started talking about it, well he did anyway.
"Do you know what my biggest fear is?" He asked her and she shook her head no.
"It's failing. And I don't just mean on a test although that would suck, no I mean in life. I don't want to fail my family or my fans. It would have been easier if we hadn't of made it so big to begin with. But we made it huge and now every song has to be better than the last cause if it isn't I let down my parents, my brothers, the label, and the fans and I am so scared I'm going to do that." He shook his head and got up to leave the class room as the bell rang to dismiss class. Macy looked at her own answer, regret. She never answered him; she didn't think he even knew he was speaking to someone. She gave heavy sigh and got up to go to her locker.
I should have answered him, talk to him, or something. Let him know as long as he did something he loved he would never let anyone of those people down. But I didn't, I kept my mouth shut and never brought it up again. My biggest fear was regret and I have a lot of those. I regret not facing Kevin on what he said, not telling Joe he needed to go for it with Stella, and not telling Nick he would never let me down. But most importantly I regret never telling all four of them that I loved them and they were my best friends.
Because my name is Macy Misa I was born on March 21, 1993. And I died on April 18, 2009.
Okay so what did you guys think. Now this could be a one shot but I don't want it to be. But please let me know what you think of this story. I really hope you all enjoyed the first chapter. So hit that beautiful review button for me and review of course. And as always reviews, and flames are welcomed. Oh and I promise no more of those pade breaks but I had to do it for the first chapter.
