Ok this is a song-fic. I do not own anything. This song is called "Counting" and it is written by my friend, Nyteshade Morgoth. Thanks for letting me use the song!XD
This is my first time writing a song-fic and Idon't really know how to write them so... yeah. Wella anyway, enjoy. Oh yeah and this is in Xion's POV and underlined italics is the song lyrics and the rest is what Xion is thinking.
I don't wanna play by the same old lie, pretending that everything is okay.
I don't wanna smile and laugh when I'm crying inside.
I don't wanna fake anymore, I don't wanna hold it inside.
Everyday up on that clocktower. Eating ice-cream and laughing with Axel and Roxas. Was that all... just a lie?
Is it that I am not supposed to exist?
How many days, I am counting , how many more days can I run out of hell? Cause I am planning to run out right now.
"I want...I want to be with you two. I want to get out. Because... I have important friends.
But... I can't. Not the way I am now."
How many days, can i be the real me, smile and laugh whenever I can, whenever i want?
How many tears must I shed to stop the hurting?
I'm counting.
"I'm glad. I got to meet you, Roxas. and of course, Axel too.
You are both my best friends.
Never forget.
That's the truth."
Like a nightmare, I'm cornered, with nowhere to run, to hide.
Like in a war, I'm scared and tired.
Even though I don't have a heart,why do I feel so hurt?
It doesn't matter. I was always a failure to begin with...
maybe I should just give up.
How many days, I am counting, how many more days can I run out hell?
Cause I'm planning to run out right now.
How many days, can I be the real me, smile and laugh whenever I can whenever I want?
" Roxas. I'm out of time.
Even if I'm not ready...
I have to make this choice."
I'm counting, I'm trapped,
trapped in a body that isn't mine.
I wanna run, run to freedom
" Roxas, this is him, this is sora"
" I belong with Sora, and now,I am going back.
To be with him."
I'm trying to untie the knot,
But it's so complicated.
It's already too late for me to undo my mistakes.
I shouldn't have let Xenmas use me!
Now its too late.
I told myself
" never let anyone bring you down"
But here I am, ending up in hell.
Where am I? Is this Sora's heart?
It's so... dark in here.
How many days, I am counting, how many more days can I run out hell?
Cause I'm planning to run out right now.
How many days, can I laugh and smile and be the real me?
How many tears must I shed to stop the hurting?
How many days?
I'm counting.
AN: Finished! So is it okay? Anyway, song is called 'Counting' and its written by my fiend Nyteshade Morgoth! so go to her profile and read her stories!XD
So um read and review? ^^
