We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there

Raining... Again... Of course. I walked out of the Cheveron, and took a Cigarette out of the pack I just bought and lit it. Why do I smoke?, because I can't bring myself to care. I mean smoking Cigarette's is better than weed. I used to smoke weed, but Charlie tried to make me stop. We got into a huge fight, and I left. No one can tell me what to do, not ever Ed-Him. You know what He doesn't even deserve to be called a he, he is more like an it.

You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone

It left me a year and a half ago. They all left, my so-called bestfriend, my so-called big brother, and my so-called love. Love. Its the most leathal thing in the world. Now everything in my world has no meaning to it. I am nothing anymore. Im just a shell. My heart is shattered into a million pieces, except instead of trying and mending my broken heart i burried it in my back yard (figurativly 0.0), and I never want to see it again.

Now she in the club with a freaky dress on
Cats don't want her to keep that dress on
Trying to get enough drinks in her system
Take it to the tele and make her a victim

I party every chance I get. I drink almost everynight. My bedroom in my apartment is trashed in cigarette packages and beer cans and whatever else happens to be crawling on the floor at the time. None of that matters. Nothing matters to me anymore, I'm as good as dead.

Patron on brain, ball play you in the face
They shake the spot, she's just another case

I turned my Ipod up, as I put my cigarette out and climed onto my Ducati that cost me my all my college funding.

[Chorus]
Easy for a good girl to go bad
And once we gone (gone)
Best believe we've gone forever
Don't be the reason
Don't be the reason
You better learn how to treat us right
'Cause once a good girl goes bad
We die forever

I've changed so much since It left. I used to get straight As but now I'm a highschool drop out living off of whatever money i can scrape up. It's not like that matters though, I could be living in a cardboard box and I wouldn't care. I felt my phone go off. I had 2 missread texts from Shane. Shane was my room-mate.

From Shane: Bella! You better not be late on the rent again! Its due tomarrow.

That was from last night...

From Shane: Bella... Hello answer me? I had to pay your half of the rent. You owe me big time.

Thank god for Shane. I texted Sammy,

To Samanthaa:P : Heyyy what time does the party start, and I'm in the mood to do some Meth, so you better have some.

I'm a completely different person now.


He's staying with a flock of them, oh, yeah
Got a girl at home but he don't care

Sadley I know if he came back for me I would take him back with eager arms, but he never loved me he even said he didn't.

Won't care (won't care)
All he'll do is keep me at home, won't let me go nowhere

When he was with me he was way to protective, and I hate that shit. I hate hi- IT. I had to call him it otherwise I would breakdown again.

He thinks because I'm at home I won't be getting it on

I laughed darkly. He thinks I'm at home studying and in college, but no I'm never home and the only thing I study is the labels on bottles of wine.

And now I'm finding numbers in the jacket pockets
Tricks calling the house, non stop its
Getting out of control
Finally I can't take no more
He finds a letter on the stairs, saying this is the end
I packed my bag and left with your best friend

Ha if only that's how this would have worked out. I would have looked a lot less pathetic and weak if I was the one who dumped him. I was riding down this road, there was no one on it. Thats fine with me, in ways im like this rode, all alone and people think they can just walk all over me, and when I'm not needed all you have to do is tear me up and lay down another new road. I hope It is enjoying his other distractions.

[Chorus]

We stay moving around, solo
Ask us where you at, we don't know
And don't care (don't care)
All we know is we was at home cause you left us there
You got your boys and got gone
And left us all alone

I felt a sharp pain in my neck... almost like being bitten... I flew off my Ducati and into a tree.. a flash of flaming curly long red hair, a voice

"Now you can suffer forever, and know my pain of loosing James."

Then everything went black.

[Chorus]

We're gone forever
We're gone forever

And thats when the burning started.