This poem is about John looking back at losing Damien.
Disclaimer:
I do not own Saw or John Kramer in any way.
Before
I remember her crying
Her tears
A never ending river
And the terrible shade of red
They buried him in a white blanket
And closed eyes
He couldn't see
He never really got the chance
Gideon
Un-born
I am sorry
I am 52 and I still hold this doll to my heart
And I see you
I wonder what you would be like
You never had a chance at life
When I hear them talk about their
"Horrible" lives
What is it like to have a free and happy life?
I'd give to have mine back
Be with Amanda
I'd give my life for you
Be with you
Or at least let them know how lucky they are
They don't know
I remember the doctors
Two sad words
"I'm sorry"
I know better
I remember how happy she was before Cecil
A ray of sunshine
After
The eclipse
Cecil
He is the reason why
He is responsible for all of it
He doesn't care for his life
So he takes and unborn, innocent one
Unfair
Oh Gideon
Slammed the door
Like lead
Hit Amanda
Kill you
I wonder if you would be proud of me
As a father
Maybe
What would it be like to be a father?
All of the things I have done
I don't want you to see what I have done
I will correct mans mistakes
I will test them
The ones who do not appreciate life
I will show them the light behind their blessings
If they let me
If they truly do not like their lives they will not try
I have seen all of them try
I have seen most of them fail
And then there was a few
I taught them
I felt good
They appreciated life again
I did well
Before
I remember the doll
So happy
Now
Different
Ominous warning
A messenger
Billy
I made it for you
I still have it
The original
The toy
I was so happy
Before
I am 52
And I think
Maybe I can see you again
Maybe
I keep hoping
Now
The doctors again
Cancer
They will not help me
They won't try
I am going to see you
Soon
Gideon
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