This poem is about John looking back at losing Damien.

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I do not own Saw or John Kramer in any way.

Before

I remember her crying

Her tears

A never ending river

And the terrible shade of red

They buried him in a white blanket

And closed eyes

He couldn't see

He never really got the chance

Gideon

Un-born

I am sorry

I am 52 and I still hold this doll to my heart

And I see you

I wonder what you would be like

You never had a chance at life

When I hear them talk about their

"Horrible" lives

What is it like to have a free and happy life?

I'd give to have mine back

Be with Amanda

I'd give my life for you

Be with you

Or at least let them know how lucky they are

They don't know

I remember the doctors

Two sad words

"I'm sorry"

I know better

I remember how happy she was before Cecil

A ray of sunshine

After

The eclipse

Cecil

He is the reason why

He is responsible for all of it

He doesn't care for his life

So he takes and unborn, innocent one

Unfair

Oh Gideon

Slammed the door

Like lead

Hit Amanda

Kill you

I wonder if you would be proud of me

As a father

Maybe

What would it be like to be a father?

All of the things I have done

I don't want you to see what I have done

I will correct mans mistakes

I will test them

The ones who do not appreciate life

I will show them the light behind their blessings

If they let me

If they truly do not like their lives they will not try

I have seen all of them try

I have seen most of them fail

And then there was a few

I taught them

I felt good

They appreciated life again

I did well

Before

I remember the doll

So happy

Now

Different

Ominous warning

A messenger

Billy

I made it for you

I still have it

The original

The toy

I was so happy

Before

I am 52

And I think

Maybe I can see you again

Maybe

I keep hoping

Now

The doctors again

Cancer

They will not help me

They won't try

I am going to see you

Soon

Gideon

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