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Author's Note: What Felicity was thinking during Time Of Death.
Your Girl
I have been there for Oliver since he had became Arrow. He needed my computer skills and to help him when he needed it. I was his girl and I liked being his girl. I thought that I always would be his girl, but then that changed with Sara was introduced and allowed down to what she called headquarters. It was where Oliver's Arrow suit was, where the computers she used and where Arrow's weapons were.
I couldn't believe that Oliver had allowed her to know his lair and to know about her and also John. At first I didn't know what to think about her there, but then when Oliver seemed to rely more on her than on me. Yes, she could fight better than I could. She could help Arrow better than I can and be there with him.
Was I jealous of her? I don't know. Maybe a little bit because it seemed to be that Sara was now Arrow's/Oliver's girl now. I knew that I was still needed by them only because Sara wasn't good at computers as I was. Was I so jealous that when they were comparing scars I had to tell them that I too had one even if it couldn't be seen? Was I so needy for his attention that I had to say it? I was even trying to train to become stronger.
John told me that I was irreplaceable, but I didn't want to hear it from him. I wanted to hear it from Oliver. I wanted him to say I was still his girl. I called Oliver when I knew that the guy we were trying to get took the bait and told them that I was at the bank. I wondered if it was the bullet wound that made Oliver say that I would always be his girl, or was it real? I hoped that it was real that no matter what I would still be his girl.
The End
