AN: I wrote this fanfic right after I've watched the episode "I'm No Angel" from this 9th season, so probably there are some spoilers bellow about this. Anyways, I hope you enjoy it; let me know if you did xD
BREAKING UP
.
"Well, so this is it." Thought Cas, walking alone in the empty street, in the middle of the night. Dean had told him early he could not stay in the basement with them anymore and the ex-angel really don't understood why the older Winchester did it if he already had said to him the past was gone. Maybe he had done something wrong again or maybe his friend was just too tired to take him out of troubles. Probably spend this time beside him was too much, Cas hadn't this right anymore.
However, he wanted be with him, after all, they did share a more profound bound. When Cas slept with April, actually he was just trying to find that kind of connection with someone else. Anyone. Because he needed feel part of something again, since he was not an angel anymore but he was not a completely human either. No really, because be human is not just having a body which can be hurted or be able to be killed, although Cas understood humans are fragile. There are so much more!
Cas was expecting Dean to teach him all that "much", the little secrets behind humanity, but seemed like all what happened between them in the past was too much to the blond handle with. As a good friend, Cas understood very well and was exactly because he understood he was leaving, what didn't mean he'd be away. After all, Cas couldn't do that, just be in standby, ready and almost wishing Dean needs him again just the way he needed him too.
