I want to thank digidestend angel because in some of her stories she gave writing tips so I took some of them. She said she doesn't read 'm' stories but just in case, thanks d-a. ps sorry I been mean to u, d-a. everyone else, I hope u guys like the story. It's odd and random. I don't own victorious.
No One Could Understand Us – Chapter 1 (Beck)
This last Saturday was hell on earth. I hated that detention. Yeah, it gave me bonding time with the gang, but not in one room for such a long time. Now Jade got Saturday detention with Tori and Robbie. So what to do? I wonder what Cat and Andre are doing…
"I have nothing to do Saturday." I hear Andre suddenly say, so I join back in the conversation.
"Well, that's just great for YOU." Jade growled. "We have to suffer with that big fat maniac though."
"Sucks for you." Andre grinned, making me laugh. Jade gave me a look, but I ignored it. She needs to realize that she cannot control me. "Lil' Red, Beck, what are you guys doing Saturday?"
I'm startled by the question. Wasn't I just thinking the same thing? "Um…not sure."
Cat shrugs, admiring her red-velvet cupcake in front of her. I smile. She's too cute. Adorable. I think her innocence is what makes me love her…yeah, I just said love.
Get over it.
It's more complicated than that, so don't think I can just dump Jade and go to Cat. No, it's much more serious and there's more to this crush…because…I love Cat, yes, but I also love Andre…okay, close your mouth. The Beck Oliver is both straight and gay, I know. Never thought we'd see the day. I don't know how to go about this though. Jade is my cover, you know? But lately, I can't take it anymore. She's too controlling, we only argue constantly, and she seems to only want to have sex lately. I don't want to. Well, I mean, I'll have sex, but not with her anymore. It doesn't mean a thing. I can't believe I let her take my virginity. I felt she was catching on to me though. And like I said before, she's my cover. If she finds out my both straight and gay, not to mention in love with both Cat and Andre, she'd murder me and tell the whole school and world. Cat would be afraid of me and Andre would be disgusted of me. I can't let that happen. I want them both as best friends like they are now than not have them in my life at all.
I can't make it without them.
"I guess me and Mr. Longneck could have a tea party." Cat giggled, holding her giraffe closer to her. "Oh wait, that's impossible! Mr. Longneck has no hands to hold the teacup with!"
Both Andre and I laugh while the other three roll their eyes. She's too cute. And Andre's just so good with her too…why can't it be like I want it? The three of us…taking care of each other and watching out for one another. Protecting Cat and Andre from the evil and sickness of the world. Comforting them and holding them when they want and need it. It's not fair this world is cruel. If they found out I was half gay and half straight, I'd be eaten alive.
This sucks.
I shrug off my troubles and force myself to stay myself…my fake self, that is. "How about you two come over and chill at my RV? Movie day?"
Cat's eyes brighten up. "Ooh, yay! Can I bring Mr. Longneck? Please! He'll feel so left out!"
I chuckle. "You can bring whoever you want."
"Well, toy wise you can." Andre intervened. "No other guys, alright?" He sounded like he was trying to play that jokingly and cool, but there's was a hint of irony and seriousness in his voice. I can tell because I was about to say the same thing to her…could it be that Andre feels the same? Or does he only like Cat? Ugh, this sucks! Cat nods in understanding and giggles again as she tries to feed her cupcake to her toy. Andre smiles, but then turns to me. "Yeah, man, totally. Movie day."
I smile back. "Alright then."
"Why can't it just be you and Andre?" Jade asked in a rude voice. "I don't feel okay with Cat being alone with you in the RV."
"Get a grip." I tell her.
"Excuse me?" Jade growled out to me.
"You heard me." I tell her back. "Cat's my friend too."
"Cat's not my friend." Jade said loudly. "She's basically a pet!"
Cat gasped. "I'm not a pet!"
"No, you're not." Andre rubbed her back.
"Yeah, Cat, you're a sweet girl." Tori finally joins in the conversation from her seat next to Robbie, who has done nothing, but stared at Cat this whole time. It's a different stare than me and Andre. His is full of lust and want. He's got some nerve. He's practically undressing Cat with his eyes, which is making me want to punch him in the face until his cheek bones crack. "I think you three should hang out, so you won't be bored like we will be."
"Hey, Vega, how about you shut your trap?" Jade threatened.
"Cat, how about after I get out of detention, we head to the movies?" Robbie suddenly asked, sounding nervous, but tried to be smooth about it. It didn't work that way though. "We can grab dinner and stuff…"
"Can Mr. Longneck come?" Cat asked again. "I don't think Beck and Andre will want to babysit him."
"I rather you not bring the toy." Robbie suddenly told her sharply. "It would embarrass me."
I scoff. Robbie's an embarrassment to himself. He's got some nerve…
Cat gasped and hugged Mr. Longneck tighter to her chest. "If you're just going to be mean to Mr. Longneck, then I don't want to go!"
"It's not my fault you're such a child and carry around a stupid stuffed animal!" Robbie snapped at her, making my blood boil.
Cat burst into tears and left the table, only taking her giraffe with her.
"Cat!" Andre yelled as he grabbed his bag and went after her.
I stand up too, grabbing my bag and got Cat's.
"Where are you going?" Jade asked suddenly, standing up to stop me.
I shrug. "I'm going to go see how Cat is before I do something stupid…like break Robbie's nose 10 times over and over again."
"And who said you could go comfort that airhead?" Jade asked.
I narrow my eyes at her. "You don't control me, Jade. Cat's my best friend. I'll always protect her and make sure she's alright. Now back off." I walk out of sight. I was surprised when I was feeling kind of good. I stood up for myself to Jade. That just made my day, but of course, I heard Cat's tiny sobs and then my good day when back down the drain. I hated seeing and hearing her cry. I rush over and see her in front of her locker, curled up and crying. Andre was next to her, rocking her back and forth. I kneel down next to them and rub her back gently. "Ssshhh, you're okay, kitten." I tell her. "You're not a child. Mr. Longneck isn't a stupid stuffed animal."
"I know he's not!" Cat sobs out, but her face is still in her toy's neck. "He's my friend! He's always there for me!"
Andre smiles at me then looks back down at Cat. "You know who else is always there for you?"
Cat sniffled as she peeked her head up. "Who?"
"Me." He kisses her head. "And Beck." I lean over and kiss her cheek. "We'll always be here for you to comfort you and protect Mr. Longneck from Robbie. You got us."
She wiped her tears from her face. "Promise?"
I nod. "I promise." I get a shock when I suddenly got Mr. Longneck "kisses" on my face and then moves to Andre to "kiss" him too. We both can't help, but laugh.
