Author's note:Hey! I'm Mar and this is my first fanfic… First of all, before you read it please keep in mind that I'm not English and I might be making grammatical and vocabulary mistakes… So I'm sorry if you can't understand certain parts. In addition, this fanfic will include TOO MUCH SMUT so if you're under 15 or simply not into that stuff please don't read it. Make suggestions in the comments and I'll see what I can do about em... The uploads won't be very frequent though, cause I have school and things, so please remain patient. Thanks for understanding! Go read it now, kay byee! xD
Chapter 1
"That was amazing" Jesse whispered in Beca's ear, pulling her naked, delicate body closer to his cuddling her.
"Yeah…it was" Beca smiled while pulling the blanket over her.
"Good night" Jesse said, kissing her soft cheek and she replied… Although she didn't sleep just yet… She wasn't even comfortable in his arms, or on this particular bed… the one in the small and dirty apartment that her boyfriend was living in. She was always annoyed from the way the mattress was making her skin itch every time she moved. She had to stay still in order to sleep well, also keeping in mind the fact that she never liked people touching her while sleeping.
2:30 AM*
Jesse's phone starts to vibrate… someone spamming him with endless messages. Beca was still asleep and thought that she was dreaming about that vibrating sound. However it was too annoying to be a dream… Beca opened her blue and expressive, beautiful eyes, trying not to wake Jesse… He had told her he had a hard day at work and she respected that. She tried to be quiet while grabbing his phone from the bedside table but it didn't need to much effort; he was in a deep sleep.
Beca turned the phone on and lowered the brightness level as her eyes were slowly adjusting to the screen. She saw the name Natalie on the notifications and 10 messages sent from her… She thankfully knew Jesse's password and unlocked the phone to see what all this was about… Her eyes were starting to darken and… filled with pain, regret and betrayal… mixed emotions… mixed thoughts… This Natalie girl had sent naked pics to Jesse saying 'I had fun this morning Jesse… your girlfriend is such an idiot haha'
Beca was shocked… she started tearing up but held in the tears….She got dressed, trying not to wake Jesse, got her purse and she simply walked out the apartment door… She closed it behind her and and started falling on the ground standing against it, sobbing…
She was like this for half an hour… lost in her thoughts…endless tears falling on her soft cheeks… 'I SHOULD HAVE NEVER TRUSTED HIM! I KNEW I WOULD GET HURT! I KNEW I WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM AND HE WOULD DUMP ME EVENTUALLY!! WHY DID I LET HIM IN! WHY DID I LET HIM IN!!!!?? '
After a while she left… her eyes still filled with regret and betrayal… she got in the car and headed to the Bella's house… she was trying to be as quiet as possible so she wouldn't wake the girls up. She went to her room, that she was sharing with her best friend Chloe, the blue eyed beautiful redhead that she had always loved and cared about.
"FUCK!" Beca muttered, having hit her toe on the bed, that she couldn't see in the darkness.
"Wh-Whaat? "Chloe whispered rubbing her eyes and sitting up, not knowing what was happening and… probably who she was even talking to..
"Oh sorry… didn't mean to wake you… go back to sleep "Beca said turning a lamp on so she could change into her pajamas.
"Becs is everything ok?? Weren't you supposed to be with Jesse tonight" Chloe said in a quiet voice… Beca immediately started tearing up when she heard his name… "Beca what's wrong omg! What happened "Chloe asked worried and getting out of bed to run and hug her friend in order to comfort her… She was always getting worried whenever she saw her being sad… like… her whole life would be ruined if a single tear would fall on the brunette's cheek… and that because Beca, was the redhead's all time crush.
Beca fell into Chloe's embrace and started sobbing… The brunette answered the ginger in a loud voice but quiet enough so no one else would hear her…"No… I'm not okay… JESSE FUCKING CHEATED ON ME "
