So this is just a little idea I had out of the blue. Definitely not going to be a oneshot. The first chapter Is really really short, so I'm sorry. Future chapters will be longer. The story line takes place in the current season, (season eleven), and Clare is a sixteen year old junior, with Eli an eighteen year old senior. All of background drama will be loosely following the current drama on Degrassi. Now enough talking, lets get to it. :)


The anxious beating of my heart stopped dead and my quivering hand suddenly became deathly still, causing me to drop the object currently in my hand. Every other bit of drama or thoughts floating around in my head dissipated from my mind, and the only thing I could make out were those two little pink lines that would change my life forever.

My body was a Grecian stone sculpture as I stood at the sink in the grotesquely decorated country-style bathroom. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed a strikingly black spider gliding almost gracefully up the patterned-lace yellow wallpaper, triggering chaotic thoughts to drift though my brain. The spider forced Eli's face to flash in front of me as I let my life rewind itself as if a recording in my mind, the images shooting past heartbreak and high school drama back to the very first moment we met and back again. My only thought was Eli. How would he react? What would he say?

I was pregnant. The one thing I never would have imagined for myself at sixteen. Shockingly, I wasn't crying. The extent of my emotions at point was numbness and unbelief. "This can't be real," I chanted over and over in my head, all the time knowing on some other level that it was. I stood motionless, collecting every crazy thought rushing through my mind.

It was my cell phone that tore me from my trance. I looked down at it's glowing screen resting on the counter top, flashing the name "Alli." Slowly, almost as if a dream, I picked up the phone and accepted the call, putting it to my ear. "…Hullo?"

"Clare! This is like THE biggest emergency ever! So Dave and I were one the phone and I told him that I'm not the biggest fan of Drake and he was all like, 'Excuse me, but Drake is like the best rapper in the world', and I was like, 'Hello? Rap isn't even music! It's just a stupid a guy talking really fast to a beat!' and then he was like…." I let Alli ramble on about her trivial latest relationship drama, not really listening like a good friend should, but at this point I was in no state of mind to really care what crazy thing Alii was making drama about now.

"Clare? Are you even paying attention to me?" Alli sighed into the phone, only slightly annoyed. "What's wrong, hun? Is it Eli?"

"Alli, I-"

"Don't. Lemeguess, He's coming on too strong again? I told you this would happen. Ever since you two got back together at the Frostival, I knew he would relapse!"

"Alli, no! It's just that-"

"Hun, don't fight me. You two just aren't healthy together. I mean the boy is inlove with you, but let's face it, the boy can be nuts. Ok, he is nuts, but my point is-"

"Alli! Stop it! Eli and I are absolutely perfect! You have goddamn idea, okay? You have no right to say anything about him! You barely even fucking know Eli!" I couldn't control myself. The numbness was broken and all of a sudden, I felt as if my body and mind were being consumed by an overcoming force of emotion . What was this? My walls were breaking down and I couldn't stop myself from screaming. In anger, I sunk my teeth into my hand, drawing blood, and when I looked down, I notice something strange on my hand. The droplets of blood rising to the surface of my skin mixed with something else…tears.


Short? Yes. Unedited? Yes. Ashamed? Sorta. Reviews are my cookies! 3