Random ramblings. Sorry for this nonsense...


She aches.

She doesn't show it, but she feels it. That's for sure.

She holds her head high because after all she does have her reputation to worry about. Not to mention her heart.

But even though she tries her hardest to guard herself she always ends up getting hurt. Or hurting someone else.

She pretends not to let it bother her when they walk down the hallway hand in hand. Or when she hears people whisper about what a horrible person she is for breaking the latest golden boy's heart. At least they're not whispering about her baby anymore.

That's what she tries to convince herself to think. Because if they're not thinking about it then neither is she.

And he doesn't even seem to remember but sometimes she'll catch his eye in the hallway and know that he does.

She wonders if it's her fault. Giving away Beth. Their failed relationship, if you can even call it that. Sometimes she knows that it is. But other times she blames him 'cause it makes this whole dealing thing easier.

So she ignores him in the halls just like he ignores her.

And he'll never know it but

She aches

Boy does she ever...


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