Love sucks Big time bitches

Everyone had someone else except Maka. If anyone who think all the pairing in soul eater no one would be alone. Everyone would have someone. But not Maka. It all started when Maka defeated the Kishin. A week later Black Star and Tsubaki got into a fight and weren't speaking to each other, so Black Star was spending a lot of time with Patty. Of course Tsubaki wanted to stop fighting but Black Star was never around so they could settle he started going out with Patty and Tsubaki kind of shut down for a while. Tsubaki asked out Kidd after and he said yes and Liz and Soul hooked up some how. Maka didn't really know or Care. Her feeling were apparently irrevient in this whole thing. She forced herself to be able to syncronize with Soul nothing ever appeared wrong with her, but to a certian pumpkin loving Cat it perfectly clear. So there she was, staring out her window, in nothing but a flimsy tank top and loose short shorts with her hair tied in buns again. Soul and Liz were out on another date and Maka was scowling at the moon like the whole thing was its fault. Blair snuggled into Maka's hip as Maka tapped her pen on her sketch book. She found it was much better to sketch out what she felt instead of holding it in till she was alone then cried. Of course she did cry at time. When battling the kishin Maka figured out that she loved Soul with all her heart. She knew it alittle about it before but not how much. Maka and Soul didn't even hang out that much anymore, none of them did really. Maka's phone vibrated, her eyes flickered to the screen. 'Tsubaki' Maka picked up the phone.

"Hello, hello?" Maka held the phone between her ear and her shoulder as she continued to sketch a very morbid picture of the moon and sun.

"Maka? Oh I thought you wouldn't pick up. You hardly ever do." Tsubaki chirpped at the other end. She was cutting vegtables for a stew. Maka's half lidded eyes remained slightly glazed over at the sound of her friends cheery voice. "Maka... I wanted to tell you something that I should have said when it happened instead of just keeping it to myself." Tsubaki stopped cutting and her voice seemed strangled. The dark arm turned to keep an eye on her partner and his girlfriend. The were on the couch, backs facing her with his arm around Patty watching a horror flick.

"You aren't pregnant are you?" Maka teased. It was at that time when Tsubaki accidently pressed the speaked button. The message came out jumbled and it sounded like 'You're pregnant?' Black Star whipped around to see her. "Because if you are I wanna be the god parent and your maid of-"

"No! No, I'm not pregant" Tsubaki turned the phone back to normal. Black star eased back into his seat. "Um I just needed to tell you that..." Tsubaki frowned. Maka clicked her pen impaiently.

"Tell me what, I don't have all night. I don't wanna be awake when Soul and Liz get home." Maka proded her on. Tsubaki went around the corner to hide from the couple in the den.

"I broke up with Kid a week ago, it was a mutual thing and we didn't really tell any body yet." Maka stopped. The front door opened.

"Tsubaki I'll talk about this later, Soul and Liz just came in Bye" Maka cut her off before she could say good bye. In a flash Maka put away her things, grabbed her i pod and dove under neath the covers. Blair sighed. For two weeks her and the scythe meister have been stuck together like glue and Blair still thought she was strange. Soul opened the door slightly to see if Maka was awake, the hallway light glinted through her dark room. He saw the lump in the covers and guessed it was Maka. Soul almost had a heart attack when he saw the pair of yellow feline eyes glinting through the darkness. The eye seemed angry that Soul intruding in her truff. He almost wanted to wake up Maka to swat the cat. Liz poked her head and Blair lost it. She leapt off Maka's bed with claw beared and darted for the two. Soul slammed the door in time for Blair to bounce off it and hiss at it. Soul's eyes were wide, Blair had never done that before. 'It's like she was protecting Maka from being hurt by something.' Soul look behind him, Liz was standing there confused like him. She shrugged and pulled Soul into his room. He happily complied.

Ten minutes later Maka's world faced armageden.

Her Ipod died.

Maka buried her face in her plush pillow hopping it would drown out the noises. It didn't. The whole apartmeent echoed with Liz's moan, Bed squeaking and Soul's growls. Maka sat up and stared out the window again, 'Well this stinks. He'll never know what I feel' Maka thought, completely forgetting the Soul bond which let them hear each others thoughts. She was currently Blocking out Soul's afraid of what they might be. ' I guess this one painful way of rejection. Knowing he'll never think of me as more than his meister and never in any way.' Maka looked at the long pale scar down her arm. She had lied to everyone and said it was just a scar that reopened from the battle with the kishin. Blair was the one who walked in on her and freaked out. Maka tranced it with her finger 'It itches alittle.." she scratched at it. Tear had been sliding down Maka's cheeks with out her noticing till one hit her arm. She wiped them away and sniffled. Maka's body shuttered and she started crying again, quietly so they couldn't hear her, quietly so no one who didn't know wouldn't feel conflict. Quietly so she didn't have to face herself. Blair transformed to her human form as Maka was hunched over her window clearing. Blair sat on the pillows and stroked Maka's back. The sounds stopped and lights were turned off. Maka clung to Blair and sobbed as she comforted her.

Soul shut off the lights with a concerning train of thought buzzing around in his minute his head was in the game, he was fucking Liz's brain sensless and the next a distrubing wave of thoughts washed over him. And they could only have come from person. Maka. Soul switched off the living room light as Liz made her good byes. She had to be back soon or Kidd was going to...he had no idea what that freak would do. Soul wandered over to the hallway light switch by Maka's room. He heard muffled sounds coming from her room. Soul flipped the switch and carefully opened her door to listen in.

"Blair...I just...I-I" Maka's tears slid down. Soul's eyes quickly adjusted to the scene,but as soon as they did he wished they hadn't. Blair was in the corner in her human form and Maka clinging to her crying as Blair stroked her back. Soul soon realized, he couldn't stand the sight of Maka's tears.

"Shhh It's okay sweetie, I know, I know. You'll be alright. It may hurt now but your heart will beat again." Blair cooed. She obviously knew Soul was there, just Maka and Soul didn't know that.

"But...It's just I-I... Love him so much*Sob* I don't want to hate him or her *Sob* I wish..." Maka's voice dropped as she cuddled closer to Blair. Soul now had to use all of his will power from walking over there and comforting her himself. 1. He would be killed for going into her room at night with out permission. 2. He didn't know what Blair would do to him 3. It seemed like that he should be the last person to be there. Soul crept back and closed her door, slugging all the way back to his. Soul plopped down on his bed with a defeated sigh. He had his head flooded with a rejected feelings and two words 'Heart Broken'

Liz snuck through the back door leading through the kitchen. Bad choice. Kid was getting an apple to eat. Kid gave her a nod then brushed her off. Liz stood there stuned.

Maka woke up the next morning sore. A couple streches and she was fine. Maka pulled on her red skirt and white blouse, she growled at herself in the mirror. Puffy eyes and messy hair with bags under her eyes. 'Fixable' she thought and stumbled out of her room and into the bathroom. Maka pressed a cold cloth to her eyes and attacked her hair with a brush. Ten minutes later she walked out looking normal. Soul poked his head from the living room.

"Ready to go?" He asked. Maka was surprised, he was actually offering her a ride. She nodded not trusting her voice. The ride there was silent for a word. Maka didn't wrap her arms around Soul's waist like she usually did, instead she held the edge of her seat. Clinging to him like that felt...wrong. Like it wasn't her territory now, it belonged to Liz. Soul notice the lack of a clinging Maka and stopped.

"Okay, what's wrong?" Soul growled turning around.

"N-nothing, nothing's wrong. W- um why do you ask?" Maka looked everywhere but him. Soul noticed that too. Maka began figeting and twittling with her fingers. Soul noticed that too, his patience wore thin and snapped when Maka's eye's darted by his.

"Look at me! Tell me what's wrong!" he grabbed her by the wrist. That same guilt of territory took over and Maka yanked her hand back. Soul's bang's covered his eyes "Maka get off the bike I have to check something." Maka blinked.

"Um.. Okay," Maka slide off the comfortable leather with her satchel in hand." What is it you need to check?" Soul flipped off the brake and sped away leaving a baffled Maka. Anger soon took over as she clenched the books in the bag.

"He is a dead man..." Maka hissed and darted down the sidewalk.

Soul strode into Class not expecting Maka to already be there. 'How the hell did she...I...But' Soul stood there with his mouth wide open. Maka was talking with Doctor stein and Soul didn't want to know what. The professer nodded and Maka turned on her heel, ignoring Soul completely. She took a seat beside Kid and Tsubaki. Soul wondered over to Liz, Patty and Black Star. Right above the other three. She was ignoring him. Soul still had his mouth wide open when Liz closed it.

"Soul! Youre mouth is wide open, come back to earth with us." Liz teased.

"Wha?" Soul proved her point. "Sorry it's just when did Maka get here?" Black Star looked confused.

" Like ten minutes ago, she seemed pretty ticked too" Black star scratched his elbow. "Why?" Soul shook his head and the class began. Maka had pulled out some sort of paper pad and was doing something in it. Soul couldn't see what she was doing and was becoming more curious by the minute. Stein was doing another disection and adding random hints of the schools coriculim to the oral guide through it. No one was able to see what Maka was doing and the six teens became increasingly curious. Maka let Tsubaki and Kidd view her work, but not the other four which made a certian god obsees assain peeved. Tsubaki tensed a little at the sight of her drawing and shook her head but couldn't look away. Stein was called to the death room and told the class to do what ever. Kid peered over Maka's shoulder to get a better view of her art work. Kidd's normal neutral demeaner showed an emotion. His eyebrow's furrowed and those golden eyes widened. His tensed together and his body shuttered slightly. Soul watched the two's reaction. Maka turned to look at kid and Soul got a view perfect of her face. Maka didn't look angry anymore, more empty. Like she wasn't there really when she had that pen in her hand. Threw a gap between her pig tail and her cheek Soul caught a peek hole of her drawing as she talked to kid. Soul never felt so sad in his life. Finally Black Star had it. He jumped over his desk and landing on Maka's, scooping up her sketch book.

"You dare deny your beautiful god his right to see this-" Black Star stopped when he gazed at the picture. Maka stood up, still empty, and walked out with Kid running after her. Tsubaki snapped. She punched his chin and Black Star crumpled down. Tsuabki snatched the sketch book with out looking at the picture again.

" Black Star you went to far taking some one else's things. For someone who wants to be a god you could sure use some leasons in manners and respect!" she snarled. Tsubaki calmly walked up the few steps to Soul's spot and handed him the paper pad."Soul could you please give this to Maka when you get home," and with that she went to go find Kid and Maka. Black Star finally got up and inched over to the others. They were all staring at the picture. Soul automatically got it. The draw was divided in three parts. The first was of a girl staring out the window at the moon. The girl was wearing a tank top and loose shorts with her shoulder length hair down. She was sitting a bed with her long legs supporting her sketch book. A cat snuggled to her hip, it seemed like a nice part if the girls eyes weren't so accusing. Soul knew the building way too well. It was an outside view looking through a window from above. But no matter what, that was their apartment. The cat was Blair and the girl must be...'Maka' Soul thought. The second part was sort of split into two. The upper part was of a couple obviously fucking. All kinky details were hidden but the female's long hair was knotted in the young man's fingers. The two were kissing and the womans arms were wrapped around his waist. His hair covered their faces and a blanket covered any details reveiling it was Liz and him. But Soul knew. The male had a toned form but not a bulky frame. The woman had a slim but luscious frame and was ever so lightly shaded that you could barely tell. It was very well done sketch, the angle, the form, the details. There was even sweat. It would be arousing if it weren't for the bottom half. It was the girl again, she was holding an Ipod with a screen the said 'Shutting Down please Recharge'. There were details that were sound indicating she could hear them. The girl had a fustrated face but also incredablly sad. Soul noticed the small tear drop that most would've over looked. The final piece ripped out Soul's heart leaving him with nothing but Guilt. It was the girl but she was crying, her face was detailed with pain and suffering. She clenched a pillow as the Cat nuzzled into her foot trying to make her feel better. Darkness was creeping closer to the girl. Soul wanted to kill him self.

"Wow, Maka-chan is a really good artist. Whatcha think insiprided this?" Patty asked her high pitched voice but with a serious tone. Black Star shook his head and drapped his arm around her. Liz had no clue what the picture meant, no one did excpet for Soul.

"As they say, 'Bitches be Trippin' " Soul almost killed Black Star. He was lucky the bell rang. Liz looped her arm in Soul's

"So what do you wanna do now?" She asked in her seductive voice. Soul unhooked their arms.

"I'm not really in the mood, see you tomorrow." He left. leaving Liz baffled.

Soul sat on their couch. Blair was at work and Soul had no Idea where Maka was. Soul was dreesed in a pair a jeans and a white cotton long sleeve shirt. He flipping through her Sketch book now. Soul was impressed with her talent. There was one of each of their friends, even him. The only person Soul didn't see a self portrait of Maka in were also plenty of morbid Pictures that would give Soul Nightmares forever. Finally the front door opened and Maka. She kicked off her shoes and peeled off her jacket. Soul leapt up from the couch and pulled Maka into a hug.

"Where were you?" Soul pulled away but kept his hands firm on her shoulders. "I was worried that you weren't going to come home" Maka felt that same feeling from when she was on the motorcycle. This wasn't her territory anymore. Maka swatted his hands off her and headed to the kitchen.

"Hey!" Soul rushed after her. He grabbed her shoulder again but Maka hit his arm off.

"Don't touch me!" She yelled. Soul growled in fustration and whipped her around. He stared into her eyes hard, he wanted to know what she was thinking. Maka's eyes darted away from his gaze.

"Look at me!" Soul shouted at her. Maka snapped her eyes to his with a glare. He was a good head taller then her but that didn't mean she couldn't beat him up. Soul's fist's clenched and unclenched. He didn't know what to do. Maka was being confusing. "Tell me what is wrong right now and don't say there isn't anything wrong because I fucking know there is." Soul inched closer to her. They were standing in the middle of the kitchen right now and he was having a strange urge to do something to her.

"Really now, what gives you that brillent idea?" Maka shouted back at him. She was glaring at him.

"The fact you don't talk to me about stuff anymore, you barely look me in the eye and not to mention you won't even let me touch you!" Soul shouted again, his anger bubbled.

"Well maybe I don't want to be touched by a pervert like you!" Maka snapped.

"You're a bitch, I'm so sick of your shit!"

"Oh I'm bitch now? Well tell me how much you think I'm a bitch Dick head!" Maka Swore at him.

"You're the bitchyist bitch of the east and if you owned an airline it would be jet BITCH" Soul insulted.

"Oh yeah? Well if you owned a chain of cheap mexican reasturants it would be TACO DICK!" Maka grabbed him by the shirt collar and pulled him closer. Bad move because soul lost his footing and toopled over, pushing Maka down first. Maka blinked away the pain from the small blow her head just recieved and realized their postion. Soul was hovering over her, hands on either side of her head. His knee inbetween her legs. Soul smirked as he gently pulled Maka's hair out of her Pig tails. Maka blinked. Soul hooked a finger through tie and began slowly tugging it off.

"What are you..." Soul pressed his lips against Maka's before she could finish. The tie was off and vest was missing. Soul broke his lips away for a moment to breathe, then pressed them together again. Maka felt his tounge lick her lip. Maka blushed and parted her lips slightly. Soul slid his tounge in and explored Maka. Maka moaned into his mouth from the new sensation. Soul's dick throbbed in his pants. His hand slithered down her torso to her thigh at the edge of her skirt. His kisses were more hungry and he almost went further until the phone rang pulling them both out of there trance. Liz automatically popped into Soul's head.

"Shit what the hell am I doing...I'm so sorry Maka" Soul ran out of the house. Maka lied there on the floor letting the phone ring as her thought swirled around in her head.

"Wha-what just happened?"