A/N: This is my idea for a fic. There is no guarantee I will finish it. It deals with all the pain of the children of Death Eaters.

WARNING: Contains abuse and cutting

Disclaimer: Everything belongs to J. K Rowling

Blaze Zabini sat looking out the window of her room. She was thinking very hard for a five year old.

That day had been spent differently than other days. Her parents had taken her to a strange place along with her other friends. By friends, she meant Crabbe, Goyal, Parkison, Draco, and a few other people.

Their parents had started talking about how one day, they would be a powerful force of purebloods. How they would come to hate muggels, and learn to conceal there emotions. Then, when they were ready, they too, would serve in the memory of the Dark Lord.

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" You will learn the next time you dare walk away from me young lady," said a grinning man.

Blaze stumbled up to her bedroom as the man repeatedly kicked her in the ribs. She could n`t help but cry out in pain as he threw a curse at her.

" What have I told you about whining!" he screeched at her. He put the curse on her again, but this time held it longer. She bit her lip to stop the screams that would escape her mouth if she opened it. Little did she realize that she bit clear threw her lip until blood seeped into her throat.

The man then picked her up and threw her into her bedroom. He slammed the door shut and put a concealing charm on it. Blaze curled up into a ball, and wept silently. 'Only two more weeks,' she said to herself, ' Two more weeks until I start my fifth year at Hogwarts.'

Blaze thought slowly back to when she was younger. She was so different then as was her life. Now, she was taught things that were not meant to be spoken. Things of hatred and cruelty. She was forced to preform tasks and take beatings. It was so she could one day serve the Dark Lord, who had risen over the past year.

Blaze did n`t want to became what her parents had. She did n`t want to torture the innocent, and feed off fear of others. She did n`t want to be considered subordinate to a man. She did n`t want to be able to take pain and not cry for help. She did n`t want to learn hate. She did n`t want to become a Death Eater.

But Blaze told herself that she would be going back to Hogwarts soon. The beatings would be less severe there. Oh yes, she still got abused. It was the jobs of the Seventh years to teach the younger generations brutality. One day, she would be doing the same to a younger girl.

A/N: This is just the first chapter, so it won`t be as good as all the others. But I won`t continue it if no one likes it. So review and let me know.